Chapter 319: But I Don't Like This
After seeing that Shen Zhimeng believed his words, Han Luyun breathed a sigh of relief, after all, if Shen Zhimeng was really entangled, he didn't know how to explain it.
"Ah Meng, what do you think of Su Gongzi?" Han Luyun suddenly asked, "If you want to marry someone like Su Gongzi in the future, would you be willing?" ”
When Shen Zhimeng heard Han Luyun's words, he didn't think much about it, he thought about it seriously for a while, and then he said, "Brother Su, although I don't know much about him, but I always feel that he is a very thoughtful person, like guarding something that can't see the light of day, although I don't know much about love and love, but from his eyes, I can see that he once had a person he loved very much, but I don't know why, the two of them separated, Brother Su should still have feelings for others, But I didn't go to the person to make it clear, I don't like such a person. ”
"Why don't you like it, isn't it the most affectionate?" Han Luyun opened his mouth and asked, "And in many ways, Su Gongzi is really a person who is worth getting married, isn't he?" ”
"I don't know what other people think, but I know I don't like it. If you can cringe for other reasons if you like your face, then this like doesn't mean much. Shen Zhimeng slowly spoke, "As for whether it is worth getting married, it is not from many aspects, but it depends on the actual life after marriage, no matter what, Brother Su, in my place, you can be a good friend, you can be an elder brother, but you can't be a favorite person." ”
After Han Luyun heard Shen Zhimeng's words, he was silent for a while, and then said, "Stumped in Ah Meng's heart, is it meaningful to like it desperately?" In life, there are always many things that are involuntary, if we have to make concessions because of these things, then there is no meaning in liking it? Or is it that, whatever the case may be, liking is about rebelling against everything that stands in the way of liking? ”
"Isn't it difficult to be like this, if a like is not worth your resistance, then when you face other choices in the future, this like will be thrown away by you without hesitation." Shen Zhimeng slowly spoke, "I know what you mean by rebellion, rebellion against the orders of your parents and the words of the matchmaker, but I don't think this is a very excessive thing, if this kind of behavior is really decided by both parties willingly, then naturally this kind of thing will not happen, but if it is like me and you, just because of the marriage contract made when I was a child, and then I will be tied together when I grow up, then I don't think it is necessary." ”
"So until now, Ameng, you can't accept the marriage contract between us?" Han Luyun said softly, "We've lived here for so long, even if it's a little bit of a liking, don't we?" ”
Shen Zhimeng stopped, so many people looked into his eyes, and said word by word, "Han Luyun, I don't know how you define liking this kind of thing, but I can tell you clearly, the two of us have been together for so long, I have respect, trust, and love for you, but the only thing I don't have is liking." I didn't like you before, I don't like you now, and as for how things will develop in the future, I don't know. I admit that at the beginning when you didn't reveal your identity, I had a little bit of a good impression of you, after all, you take care of people really well, it is inevitable that people are not impressed, but then after knowing your identity, although I am not angry, but I don't have much of a good impression of you, although you are only a kind deception to me, but this is also a kind of deception after all, if you really want to get along with me, you can find other ways, I am not a person who admits death, you are doing this now, although I can understand, But I wasn't able to accept it right away. ”
Hearing Shen Zhimeng's explanation, Han Luyun fell silent, before Shen Zhimeng did not have amnesia, he thought that between himself and Shen Zhimeng was just a reason for Su Mian, but now without Su Mian's hindrance, he instead faced the center of all the problems - whether he can have Shen Zhimeng or not, it is not the object that he sees, but Shen Zhimeng's feeling.
"Han Luyun, in fact, there is a question, I have thought about it carefully, I remember that you didn't like our marriage before, is it really because of some so-called love at first sight that made you change all your minds?" Shen Zhimeng didn't give Han Luyun a chance to continue speaking, and spoke again, "Although I don't object to the existence of love at first sight, I think it's really unbelievable that this kind of thing happens to you." ”
"Does Ameng think that I am destined to be someone who cannot fall in love at first sight?" Han Luyun smiled: "Can feelings still be judged by whether you feel or not?" ”
Shen Zhimeng opened his mouth and said his thoughts, "It's not about judging feelings, but your temperament is not the kind of person who is easy to fall in love at first sight. ”
"Although you know me a little, but I still have to regret to tell you, I did fall in love with you at first sight, on your way up the mountain, that is the first time I saw you when I grew up, the first time I saw you, I have to admit that your whereabouts are really Peugeot, long lost when I was a child, if it wasn't for the intention to stand next to you, I wouldn't dare to confirm that it was you." Han Luyun said very seriously, "Before I met you, I actually thought about canceling this marriage contract, because I thought that I just put the two of us together because of the jokes of the two elders when they were young, so I will not be happy in the future, but after seeing you, I changed my mind, you said that I was obsessed with beauty, or I wanted to see it, in short, after seeing you, my only thought was to determine this marriage and then implement it into action." ”
"That's really hard for you, just thinking about this thing has been thinking about it for five years!" Shen Zhimeng smiled lightly, "Anyway, now that your purpose is half accomplished, what are you going to do after that?" Will you coerce me to go back to the capital and marry you? ”
Han Luyun shook his head, "What am I going to do if I want you to go back to the capital, I think it's a very good choice for the two of us to live here like this, anyway, I have a lot of time, and there will always be a time when you will change your mind." ”
After hearing Han Luyun's opening. Shen Zhimeng didn't say anything else, but changed the topic, "We've spent enough time, why don't we go back!" ”
"It's okay, you're not in good health yet, and it's good to be able to blow less wind outside." Han Luyun patted Shen Zhimeng's head, and then said, "Actually, Ah Meng, you don't have to doubt all the time, the words I just told you are all from my heart, if you don't believe it, feel it with your heart, I believe that one day, you will find all my thoughts about you." ”
Seeing Han Luyun like this, Shen Zhimeng didn't know how to speak, so he simply shut up and stopped talking.
When the two of them went out, there were talking and laughing along the way, and then they began to walk back, but they were all silent.
After returning to the courtyard, the two of them were just in time for dinner.
"Young Master Han, Miss, where have you gone? I just went out and looked for it, but I didn't find any of you! Xiao Yu heard the movement of the two and hurriedly walked out to greet them, "The kitchen has been cooking for a while, and we are all waiting for you!" ”
"We just went out for a walk, maybe we went too far, you didn't find it, if this happens next time, you can eat first!" Hearing Xiao Yu's words, Shen Zhimeng opened his mouth and said to her, "By the way, what about Brother Su?" ”
"Young Master Su is already waiting for you in the dining room." Xiao Yu said.
Shen Zhimeng nodded, and took the lead in the direction of the dining room, since she and Su Mian had such a thing that day before, she has been avoiding Su Mian, although she knows that the other party will come to the dining room to eat every day, but she still told Xiaoyu to bring her own food to the room, and now she and Su Mian have talked about it, and then there is no need to hide like this anymore.
"By the way, Miss, Su Gongzi also said just now, if I see you, I will tell you, saying that you don't have to wronged yourself to eat in the room because you want to avoid him, the dining room is very big." Xiao Yu suddenly remembered one more thing, and then hurriedly spoke.
"I see, you can go down and eat yourself!" Shen Zhimeng nodded, and then entered the dining room, followed by Han Luyun.
The two of them walked to the dining room, where Du Zhong and Zheng Lu were sitting on the side waiting.
"Ah Meng, you are not kind to do this kind of thing, just now you told me that you don't want to go out, but now you turn around and take someone else out!" Seeing Shen Zhimeng and Han Luyun walking in, although Su Mian felt a little uncomfortable in his heart, he didn't show it, he just opened his mouth and said, "It's a loss, and I thought you opened that mouth when you saw that I was in a low mood, but now that I look at it, I am self-inflicted." ”
"Generally, people who know that they are amorous can be saved, so Han Gongzi shouldn't worry too much!" Before Shen Zhimeng could speak, Han Luyun spoke, "The reason why Ah Meng asked me out instead of asking Su Gongzi didn't know why?" ”
Hearing Han Luyun say this, Shen Zhimeng also suddenly felt a little embarrassed, it was originally she and Su Mian who said that the time to go out for a walk was first, but it was postponed because of some other things, but in less than half a day, she was seen walking in from outside, isn't it obvious that it will make people feel angry!
"Brother Su, don't listen to him say that, I just saw that he was too annoying, so I asked him to go out for a walk." Shen Zhimeng hurriedly explained.