Chapter 367: Regret
%d7%cf%d3%c4%b8%f3 finally sent her away.Xu Hanyan quietly breathed a sigh of relief.Looking back, he saw Dongling Guyun's face was heavy.Hurriedly comforted carefully: "The emperor forgives me.The concubine heard what the queen said.The emotions of pregnant people are always prone to fluctuations.Concubine Xian can't see the emperor for a long time.It is inevitable that she is a little dependent."
"You don't have to say nice things for her. Dongling Guyun sneered slightly. You're pregnant, too, and before she does.
Xu Hanyan smiled bitterly: "Thank you for the emperor's compliment, but since that's the case, the emperor should go and see her.
Dongling Guyun stood up, and the first thought that came to his mind was to flee from this place of right and wrong again, never to return.
probably knew that he was a little rude.After running back to the dormitory.Zhen Ruxue had a good meal.Ordered someone to prepare wine and food immediately.Ordered Huanpei to dress himself up immediately.So as to show the most beautiful side in front of Brother Yun.
Finally packed up.Dongling Guyun also happened to enter the door at this time.Zhen Ruxue was very happy.Pounced over and bowed: "I've seen Brother Yun."
Dongling Guyun glanced at her, the coldness in his eyes melted slightly, and after changing into a light purple dress and thin grease powder, she was finally as delicate and beautiful as she was at the beginning.
"Excuse me." He answered and walked over to the table and sat down. I've already said that you're pregnant, and these etiquettes are waived."
Zhen Ruxue happily agreed, followed to the table, and diligently picked up the wine jug and poured a glass of wine: "Brother Yun, you are finally back, I miss you every day, I miss you very much, come, I will toast you first."
"I've never drunk a single drink." Tanglin Guyun frowned. Besides, you can't drink either, be careful of the kids."
"It's water." Zhen Ruxue smiled. Brother Yun, please."
Dongling Guyun picked up the wine glass and took a shallow sip. Zhen Ruxue touched her lips and put the cup down.
"Why are you crying again?" Dongling Guyun glanced at her. I'm already here, why are you crying?"
"It's okay, I'm happy." Zhen Ruxue hurriedly wiped away her tears and desperately squeezed out a smile on her face. I haven't seen you for so long.I was so happy to see Brother Yun suddenly.I couldn't help it...... I'm sorry Brother Yun, I'm not crying anymore."
Dongling Guyun also knew that she had always been so dependent, not to mention that she had lost so much weight in less than a month, and she couldn't bear to blame her.
Zhen Ruxue has been desperately wiping her tears, but when she heard these words, her tears were wiped more and more, and she lowered her head and said aggrievedly: "I know, I also know that Brother Yun is not the only one in his heart, but Brother Yun, I really don't want much, I just want to see you often, and you don't have to do anything for me, as long as I can see you, I will be satisfied."
Dongling Guyun let out a breath and said patiently: "Ru Xue, you still don't understand what I mean, I just can't see you all the time, that's why you learn to adapt, not to mention that if I have to be by your side all the time, what about the others, as you said, you are not the only one who is pregnant, if I only come to see you and ignore them, do you think it's fair?"
Zhen Ruxue lowered her head, tears fell down, and the grievances accumulated over the past few days gradually began to erupt: "Yes, I know that I am not the only one who is pregnant. Brother Yun, do you think that's fair?"
When Dongling Guyun heard this, his eyes couldn't help but stare at him: "What do you say, what does this mean, is it possible that someone has bullied you again during my absence."
Zhen Ruxue sobbed a few times, choked up and said: " Brother Yun, you don't know, since you left, no one has ever paid attention to me, no matter how uncomfortable I am, I can only stand by myself, but when the queen mother and the queen knew that Concubine Yan Liang was also pregnant, they circled around her every day.”
Dongling Guyun's eyes were deep, and his mouth instead spoke for Min Xin's softness and Duanmu Youning: "Ru Xue, don't think about it, the queen mother won't be like this, in her eyes, you are the same, she won't favor one over the other."
"That's your opinion." Zhen Ruxue became more and more aggrieved, wiping her tears and saying. The queen mother also said that she would not favor one over the other, but if you look at the things she did, is it really exactly the same? you might as well ask others how she treated Concubine Yan Liang, and how she treated me. Of course, I am not dissatisfied with the queen mother by telling you, just to tell you, here I only have one relative, you alone, if you don't even care about me, then I am really better than dead."
Dongling Guyun didn't speak for the time being.He didn't know how much exaggeration Zhen Ruxue's words had.But at least it wasn't groundless.Min Xinrou Duanmu Youning couldn't tell how much he didn't like Zhen Ruxue.And this dislike may be more due to Zhen Ruxue's own unpleasant temperament.
Especially those palace maids because of her punishment, but also let her image fall to the bottom in the hearts of everyone.In fact, she doesn't have to hurt people's lives.It's just too much to rely on her own heart.Of course, it's too late to say these things now.Once the impression of others on you is formed.It's hard to change.
Seeing that he didn't speak for a long time, Zhen Ruxue couldn't help but panic, hurriedly grabbed his hand and said, "Brother Yun, are you angry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to say bad things about the queen mother.I really don't mean anything else.I just want to tell you that it's okay if she doesn't like me.as long as you don't abandon me."
"I will not abandon you." Dongling Guyun gently withdrew his hand. In any case, you are already my concubine, and you are pregnant with my child, how could I abandon you?"
"That's good, that's good." Zhen Ruxue nodded again and again. Brother Yun, don't worry, as long as you don't abandon me, I can do anything for you, if you think I can't do something well, you must tell me, I will change, I will do my best to change."
Because of his chatter, Dongling Guyun only felt a pang of turmoil in his heart, and exhaled a breath and said, "Ruxue, I see that you seem to be very tired, you can rest well, I will go first."
Zhen Ruxue immediately panicked: "Don't go, Brother Yun, don't go, stay with me, I haven't seen you for so long, I really miss you."
"I know." Dongling Guyun nodded, trying to keep his expression calm. But now that you've seen me, the queen and the other two concubines, I haven't seen them yet, shouldn't you go and see them?"
"What's the matter if it's later.." Zhen Ruxue said eagerly. What's more, they all have someone to accompany them, and it's not bad for a while.Brother Yun.You're going to stay tonight.Okay.I'm begging you."
Dongling Guyun looked at her, and after a while, he suddenly smiled faintly: "Ru Xue, do you know what she said to me when I went to visit Concubine Yanliang just now?"
Seeing that Dongling Guyun finally smiled, Zhen Ruxue was overjoyed in her heart, and unconsciously asked, "What did you say?"
Dongling Guyun was still smiling, but there was a faint sharpness in his smile: "I just sat down for a while, and she said let me come and see you, and said that she had already seen me, but I haven't seen you yet."
The smile on Zhen Ruxue's face stiffened suddenly, and the ugliness was beyond words: "Brother Yun, you...... What do you mean by that, do you mean to say, I'm not as good as Concubine Yan Liang anyway, I know...... I knew that when she got pregnant, you would dislike me, because even if I didn't give you a baby, there would still be someone else ......."
"Ru Xue." Seeing that she began to repeat what she had just said again, Dongling Guyun didn't even bother to give her a sarcastic smile, and immediately interrupted her coldly. I've already said that I don't mean that at all.I'm just saying this to make you calm down and think about it for a while.Do you think that the Queen Mother and the Queen have different attitudes towards you and Concubine Yanliang.What is the reason?"
In fact, at this time, Dongling Guyun regretted it very much, because he knew that he should be at least half responsible for the reason why Zhen Ruxue became what she is now.
But because he later knew that she was pregnant, he promised her so many privileges, so that everyone in the palace worshiped her like a god.
In the midst of everyone's contempt, she has developed such a sensitive and suspicious temperament, but in the final analysis, isn't it still caused by his indulgence, I hope it is not too late, all this can be corrected in time, and the only way he can think of a correction now is to suppress her more, and no longer indulge everywhere.