Chapter 552 - What to Like and Love

knew that in front of Shen Zhinan, he couldn't please anything, and being able to have this condition was already a big step for Shen Zhinan, so Han Luyun didn't say anything, and nodded to meet this condition.

After reading Han Luyun, Shen Zhinan asked the location of Su Mian's study, and then continued to deal with his own affairs, after all, he was the commander of the first army, and there were still a lot of things to deal with, so there was really not much time to waste.

After Shen Zhinan left, Han Luyun left Su Mian behind, and asked the other party to help him find some gold sore medicine with excellent efficacy, hoping that his wound could recover as soon as possible, not to mention anything else, just saying that those people paid attention to Shen Zhimeng's body, which made him unacceptable, so he really wanted to take revenge himself.

The time spent fighting outside the home is always too fast, and Shen Zhinan hasn't dealt with other things yet, seeing that the time of the day has passed.

At dinner, Shen Zhinan didn't do any special treatment, went directly to the dining room and finished eating with everyone, and then hurried back to the study.

"What do you say my brother is doing in such a hurry, this matter can't be solved in a day or two, he is busy working without regard to his body, and if he gets tired in the end, it won't delay things!" Although Shen Zhimeng said complaining words, the concern in his tone could not be ignored.

"No way, your eldest brother is the commander of the first army after all, even if there is nothing to do, he needs to make an appearance, so that the soldiers' morale can be calmed down!" Su Mian slowly spoke, "But if you're really worried about his situation, I can help you talk about it!" ”

After hearing Su Mian's words, Shen Zhimeng shook his head, "Forget it, big brother, if he really wants to rest, I guess he doesn't need me to speak, he will say it himself, but if he doesn't want to rest, it's not good for us to go over and find him!" ”

"Why is it so easy to change your mind now?" Su Mian was a little curious that her attitude had changed so quickly, if it had been before, Shen Zhimeng would probably try her best to let Shen Zhinan rest.

"This matter was arranged by the imperial court, my eldest brother must do a good job so that he will not be gossiped about by others, if I delay the eldest brother's matter because I am worried about such a small matter, it will really hurt the eldest brother!" When Shen Zhimeng said this, his tone was full of unhappiness, "If it weren't for the fact that there are still so many people in the court who break their mouths, how could I watch my eldest brother treat me like this without any action, now my family and my uncle's family are already making a big move, and my brothers' every move is being watched, as their only sister, how can I hold them back!" ”

After Shen Zhimeng's words were finished, Su Mian looked at her with a relieved expression, quite a sense of satisfaction that a child has grown up.

"Senior brother, when do you think such days will come to an end? For as long as I can remember, it seems that the eldest brother has been busy with different things, every time he goes home, he will have all kinds of wounds on his body, I know that the eldest brother does this for the better development of the general's mansion, but as his sister, I am really distressed, I don't want him to hurt his own roots because of this kind of thing! After Shen Zhimeng said this, he let out a long sigh, "It feels like everyone has something to do, and everyone can contribute to the family, but I am the only one who often can't help, and it will cause chaos." Especially when I came to the intelligence network this time, I found this problem even more, if I hadn't dragged Han Luyun down the mountain and wanted to get involved, I wouldn't have been targeted by those people, and then Han Luyun wouldn't have been injured because of protecting me, and my eldest brother wouldn't have to run over to get busy because of this matter......."

Before Shen Zhimeng could finish speaking, Su Mian had already opened her mouth to interrupt her, "These things have nothing to do with you, so don't blame yourself so much, even if it's not you, those people on the rivers and lakes won't easily stand on the side of the imperial court, as for attacking our intelligence network, it will be a matter of time or time, the intelligence network is a fragrant bun, and there are many people staring at it." ”

"But when something like this happens, I still feel very useless, if I can help my eldest brother help the family like my sister-in-law, or if I can help my cousins deal with all kinds of things like a few cousins-in-law, I will feel very good, but now, I don't think I have any merits, I have been taking advantage of everyone's love and tolerance for me, and I am doing something that should not be done." The more Shen Zhimeng spoke, the lower his tone became. Thousands of troops

Seeing her like this, Su Mian guessed that she probably heard what others said that shouldn't be said, so she became like this, after all, in the state before Shen Zhimeng, she would definitely not think about so many things, "Then can you tell me what do you think you shouldn't do?" ”

"For example, this incident, obviously my eldest brother and I said that I would help him bring his sister-in-law back at that time, but I said that the wind is the rain, follow the senior brother and you to come to the intelligence network, and that's it, after I came over, Han Luyun immediately came with me again, and then something like this happened, this is what I shouldn't do, if I do what I promised my eldest brother at the beginning, then these things will not happen, there will be no war, and Han Luyun will not be injured." Shen Zhimeng babbled on and on, and said the most serious thing that had been pressed in his heart recently.

"So you always feel that Han Luyun is injured, and the responsibility for this matter lies with you, right?" Su Mian said softly, "But I remember that I comforted you about this issue before, and you also listened to it." ”

"It was before, and now it is now, and it was because I thought there was some truth in what you said, although this situation is not what I want to see, but it has indeed happened." Shen Zhimeng said seriously, "But in the past few days, I have thought about it carefully, and I have heard it say to the people of Heluo, obviously you have arranged the matter that night very well, Senior Brother, and then I just want to get involved, and now it has not only caused losses to the intelligence network, but also brought harm to Han Luyun!" ”

Hearing the important part of Shen Zhimeng's words, Su Mian immediately spoke, "So who is talking to you about these things?" ”

"No one has come to me to say that everyone thinks so!" Shen Zhimeng looked into the distance and slowly spoke, "I have always felt that I am very smart before, after all, when I was very young, I was able to do a lot of surprising things, so I have never listened to what others say, and I have always felt that my thoughts are the most correct, just like what you told me at the beginning, Senior Brother, it is clear that you have your own considerations about that matter, Senior Brother, and it is also for my sake, I just got stuck in my own thinking and couldn't get out, and then I did something that hurt you, Senior Brother." ”

"But you're still young, it's inevitable that there will be things that are not thoughtful, so don't deny yourself forever because of a momentary mistake, you are a very good little girl, we just need to grow up slowly in the future!" Su Mian touched her head gently, and then said, "Do you think Han Luyun and I are excellent people?" ”

After hearing Su Mian's question, Shen Zhimeng nodded, "Of course it is, Senior Brother and Han Luyun are the two most powerful people around me besides my brothers!" ”

"Look, since both of us are so good in your heart, does that mean that you are also very good, otherwise why would the two of us like you at the same time?" Su Mian smiled and spoke, finally saying what he wanted to say at the beginning.

After Shen Zhimeng heard his words, he also asked, "Yes, I'm also curious, why do you two like me, I haven't asked you this question since I came out of the Medical Immortal Valley for so long, so I'm really curious!" ”

"If that's the question you're asking, I'll probably have to think about it before I can tell you the answer." Su Mian said and deliberately lengthened his voice, "Let me think about it carefully, why did I like our family Ameng in the first place, maybe I felt a little surprised to see a person grow from such a small group to a slim appearance, obviously your existence should be very annoying to me, but after seeing you, I only feel that my heart is soft." ”

"But if you just feel soft in your heart, it may be a simple brother-sister relationship, after all, according to your age, senior brother, it was not too much for me to call you brother at that time?" Shen Zhimeng still didn't understand a little, "You all told me that you like and love, but I can't figure out what these two feelings are now, senior brother, you said that I used to like you, and Han Luyun also said that I used to like him, but I can't feel the existence of these two emotions at all from my own emotions." ”

"Since you've forgotten, why think about the past, since you don't know, then feel it slowly, if you really feel your liking and love, no matter who it is, we can accept it." Su Mian slowly spoke, "As for what you said about these two emotions, I can't describe it, after all, everyone has a different definition of these two words, if you want to take me as an example, I think that special is like and love, because there are very few people who can receive special treatment in my place, once I feel that that person can be classified within this range, then my emotional attitude towards this person is already very clear." ”