Chapter 454: I'm Just Not Confident In Myself
"Then I don't think I'll be able to do this kind of thing in my life!" Jun Lian smiled and said, "I feel that not many people will remember this kind of thing when it is done well, if it is not done well, it is a thankless thing, this kind of thing that sounds useless, I really don't want to adapt to it at all!" When he said this, Jun Lian sat up from the bed and said very seriously, "Zheng Lu, let me tell you, it's good that we have this child, and the full moon banquet will be held this time, if you really accidentally have other children in the future, I won't do anything about it, it will be exhausting!" ”
Seeing Jun Lian saying these words seriously, Zheng Lu couldn't help laughing, "Okay, okay, listen to you, if you say you won't give birth, then we won't give birth from now on, it's okay to have such a small trouble!" When you get better, I'll go to Su Mian to get some child-avoiding medicine, and then take it, to ensure that you won't have this kind of trouble in the future! ”
"But if you really take that medicine, you will never have the chance to have a second child in the future, won't you regret it then?" Jun Lian asked.
"It's enough for me to have you and this child, and what else do you regret or not regret!" Zheng Lu slowly spoke, "Besides, I plan to take this medicine by myself at that time, even if you lose your feelings for me in the future, you still have other leeway!" ”
After hearing Zheng Lu's words, Jun Lian's first reaction was naturally moved, but soon she knew what was wrong inside, "What nonsense are you talking about, I even gave birth to a child for you, and you actually said that I will have no feelings for you in the future?" ”
"Of course I didn't mean that, but after all, I forced you to a large extent about the matter between the two of us, so I still can't help but worry about this!" When he said this, Zheng Lu's tone also carried uncertainty, "Of course I hope that the two can be together forever, but I don't want to be the one who forces you, I ......"
This time, before Zheng Lu finished speaking, Jun Lian was about to speak first, "I admit that when you were persecuting me at the beginning, I was indeed a little uncomfortable, but this discomfort is not that I don't like you, and then the two of us have lived for so long, and now we have children, do you still have this kind of thought?" If that's what you really think, then it's better for us to make these things clear as soon as possible, I'm alone, and it's not like I can't live without you! ”
After hearing Jun Lian's words, Zheng Lu also knew that she was angry, and hurriedly explained, "Ah Lian, you have to believe me, I don't mean that, it's just that I'm not confident enough in myself, you are so good, even being with me is forced by me, although I am very reluctant to be so good to you, but I am even more reluctant to let you be unhappy, I used to think that I was confused, it was my lard that blinded my heart, and I didn't see anything clearly, I will never say such things again in the future, the two of us will live together well, and then bring up the child, All right? ”
Jun Lian nodded slowly, "Okay, but I don't want our child to follow in your footsteps, I want him to choose what he wants to do, if he still wants to take over your intelligence network in the future, I won't say anything else, but if he doesn't want to, you can't force him!" ”
"Okay, the child was born to you, and I am also yours, no matter what our family says, we will listen to you!" Zheng Lu nodded again and again, "Don't say that you won't let him take over the intelligence network, even if you let me throw the intelligence network directly to Su Mian now, I will nod and agree!" ”
Seeing Zheng Lu's anxious and panicked appearance, Jun Lian also smiled, and then slowly spoke, "You don't have to be so nervous, I know what you did these things for, and you have such a good relationship with Su Mian, it is not realistic to hand over such a big burden to him alone, so I won't force you anything, but I still want to give our own children a choice!" ”
"This is naturally no problem, Su Mian has already written to me some time ago, he accepted the little girl ring next to Ah Meng as an apprentice, if our son wants to take care of the affairs of the intelligence network in the future, then let the two of them take over together, if you don't want to, just throw this task to that little girl alone, anyway, the person brought out by Su Mian must have enough ability!"
"Then you should be worried about these things!" Jun Lian slowly spoke, "Strictly speaking, I haven't been out of confinement yet, this kind of nerve-wracking thing can't make me think!" ”
"Okay, I'll do this kind of tiring work, and you can just stay at home and enjoy yourself!" Zheng Lu smiled, "Why don't I help you rub your waist and pound your legs now, didn't you just say that you were tired today?" ”
Jun Lian shook his head gently, "Forget it, I'm tired today, I'll let them send some hot water in, let's wash up a little and rest early, fortunately, the child has a nurse with him, otherwise I'm really going to collapse!" "Love me
"Okay, then you lie down on the bed and rest for a while, and I'll go and tell them to prepare hot water!" Zheng Lu stood up and walked to the other room, "By the way, I just saw that you didn't eat much, do you want them to prepare you with some more food?" ”
"No, I don't have much appetite today!" Jun Lian opened his mouth and asked, "I just want to clean up quickly and go to bed now!" ”
Time passed slowly, because of Su Mian's careful care, Shen Zhimeng's body was also slowly recovering, in this process, Shen Zhimeng also learned a lot of medical skills by the side behind, and occasionally encountered a small disaster and illness from someone in the Medical Immortal Valley, and she was able to solve it.
On this day, Du Zhong was finally allowed to come over to visit Shen Zhimeng, and after checking Shen Zhimeng's pulse, she said excitedly, "Sister Shen, it shouldn't take long to recover from the current appearance, and then go back to the capital!" ”
"I think it's about the same, I also think my body has been recovering very well recently, maybe I can go back to the capital sooner than expected, I especially want to meet my newborn brother now!" Shen Zhimeng also smiled and said, "It's just a pity that I went back to the capital, so I can't continue to study medical skills, I finally got a little better, if I go back, I will definitely be rusty again!" ”
Du Zhong smiled and said, "This question is not big, isn't there also a medical hall in the capital, and the doctors in it are also taught by my master, if you don't understand anything, it's the same to ask them!" ”
"That's true, but I'm afraid that they will be more restrained when the time comes, after all, I am now a person who has rightfully worshiped the teacher, and they ......"
"It's okay, I remember that Master told me before, that people who study medicine generally don't care much about these things, and if they have problems, they will discuss them together, and no matter who should be responsible for this matter, and no matter what their seniority is, as long as the problem can be solved, then it's fine!" Du Zhong said, "Actually, I think this atmosphere is very good, like I have seen in the capital before, the kind of model they learn, I am not very acceptable, you have to have a relationship to be able to teach each other, you have to be peers to discuss with each other, so how much knowledge will be hindered because of these models, knowledge and ability should have no boundaries, if you understand, then you can be a good teacher, teach others, if you don't understand, just humbly ask for advice, get those routines that you don't have, it's really disgusting!" ”
Hearing Du Zhong's complaint, Shen Zhimeng opened his mouth and said, "This is the old model that has been left for many years, even if we don't agree, there is not much we can do, after all, the atmosphere in the capital is like that, and the bureaucracy is very strong!" When he said this, Shen Zhimeng also added with empathy: "Didn't my eldest uncle resign from government and do business in the past, also have these factors in it?" In fact, many times in the capital, whether it is an academic or an official, it is far less free than doing business! ”
"You two girls, you are not deeply involved in the world at all, these things are just knowing some skins, what a great emotion here!" Jing Jiao on the side heard the words of the two, but couldn't help laughing, "Obviously, one is the eldest lady of the official family who doesn't go out much, and the other is a little girl who is so young, but she wants to pretend to look down on the prosperity of the world, what's the matter, I figured it out today, and I have to find a nunnery tomorrow, right?" ”
"Second Senior Brother, if you say that to me, then I will hold a grudge!" After hearing Jing Jiao's words, Shen Zhimeng also laughed, "Didn't you just talk about this matter, and you felt it, second senior brother, don't you have such a time?" ”
"I naturally have such a time, but I value the prosperity of this world very much, I still want to find a satisfactory woman to marry and have children, far less thorough than you think, but not comparable!" Jing Jiao shook his head as he spoke, "It's really ashamed that I have lived for so many years, and I don't see things as long as two little girls!" ”
"What are you doing this yin and yang weird, the little girl is talking to herself, you have to insert two mouths into it!" When Su Mian walked in, he happened to see the contrived appearance of Nepeta, and when he heard his last sentence, he opened his mouth and said, "What are you talking about, you can make your second senior brother so pretentious, let me listen to it when you say it, maybe I will have a better way to handle him in the future!" ”
Hearing Su Mian ask, Du Zhong hurriedly replied, "Master, you don't know, just now we were comparing the difference between studying medical skills and doing academics, and then the second uncle suddenly interjected, it was really too much!" ”