Chapter 46: Jealousy

"You mean it well, we all know that. But I can't accept that you were born with all this, but you tell us easily. You haven't worked hard, you haven't paid. I'm jealous of your big city, jealous of everything about you. Cheng Kui bit his lip and said.

"Cheng Kui, if you have such an idea, you can tell me. If I can help, I will definitely help you. But you have made yourself like this, how can you talk about the future? Qu Xiaotang was very sad.

"I don't need such a handout from you. Teacher Qu, I have my dignity, and you are only humiliating me with these things, making me feel even more unworthy. Cheng Kui frowned.

Qu Xiaotang shook his head: "That's not the case, Cheng Kui." You have ideals and hopes in your heart, and I can feel them. You are ambitious and can do it the right way. But it's not right for you to choose to hurt others for your own sake. It's still too late, and as long as you're willing to change, I'll help you keep this secret. ”

"Mr. Qu, you are still the same as before, you always like to think about others. But I broke my promise, and I said I wouldn't let you down. Cheng Kui slowly shed tears.

"Cheng Kui, it's okay, you didn't disappoint me, as long as you change it now, everything is still in time. Believe in Mr. Qu, it's really fine. Qu Xiaotang persuaded.

Cheng Kui chuckled: "However, I seem to have done a lot of wrong things, and I can't seem to change them." ”

"What...... Affair? After Qu Xiaotang asked this sentence, the pain in his heart deepened a little.

"What happened to Li Zhen before was instigated by me. I told him that Mr. Zuo didn't like him and just treated him as an inconsequential person. Then he couldn't stand it anymore and killed Teacher Zuo. Later, Chen Yu was the same, I told him that Chen Yu went to Teacher Qu and told him about you. He was afraid that Chen Yu's big mouth would talk nonsense, so he killed her too. Watching the night Chen Yu died, I actually regretted it. Chen Yu has actually helped me a lot before, and I don't want her to die. But as long as I was in the class, no one else would pay attention to me. No matter how good I am, no matter how beautiful I am, everyone will pay all their attention to Chen Yu. But I'm not reconciled, obviously I'm the one who can attract everyone's attention the most. Cheng Kui raised his head and said these words coldly.

Qu Xiaotang bit his lip tightly: "Cheng Kui, how can you be such a person?" I have the impression that you are a person who likes to bring warmth to others with a smile. Why are you doing these things? ”

"Because I'm jealous, I'm jealous of you, jealous of Chen Yu, jealous of Li Zhen. You don't have to do anything, you can get everyone's attention, and you can become the person who shines on the stage. And I, I can only live under your aura, I am not reconciled! Cheng Kui said angrily.

"But the Cheng Kui I know has always been a shining person. I'm not a good person, and I just worked my way up step by step. It's like this for everyone, and it's impossible to say that it's easy to get the best. So Cheng Kui, if you want to be appreciated by everyone, you have to put in more effort than others. There is never a crown that can be obtained casually, and there is no such thing as a good thing that can be achieved by fantasy. You're using the wrong approach from the start. Qu Xiaotang said indifferently.