Chapter 638: Pei Xiangdong's transformation

"My lord, it's not that exaggerated, is it?" Hearing Shen Yan's words and ask, a touch of shock appeared in Pei Xiangdong's eyes, which seemed too unacceptable.

"It's not an exaggeration at all, if you don't have this awareness, you can't become a qualified military commander, you can't really manage the Great Xia Royal Army for me, you can only be a brave man who charges into battle. Don't forget, how you were framed, how you became a pawn in someone else's hands, and you almost lost your life in the end. Shen Yan didn't want to mention the sad past of Pei Xiangdong and others, but in order to make Pei Xiangdong have a deeper impression, Shen Yan had to make such a choice against his will.

"Only if a person can really face the failures of the past, it means that he will get back up, if he doesn't even have the courage to face failure, even if he lives strongly, he is just a coward. You are the best candidate for the general army of the Great Xia Royal Army, if you can't look at the problem from a higher level, then you are not qualified for this position. ”

"Is Luo Yuhui's talent worse than Jiang Jingwei? No, Luo Yuhui's military talent is not as bad as Jiang Tawei's, and his identity is a few streets away from Jiang Tawei, why did the emperor finally choose Jiang Tawei as the chief soldier of the Jinling Chinese Army instead of Luo Yuhui? Shen Yan's eyes flashed with a look of understanding, staring at Pei Xiangdong, who was constantly flashing with complex expressions such as pain and struggle in his eyes, and said indifferently.

"Of course, there is the emperor's avoidance of Luo Yuhui's family background, but it is more that Luo Yuhui's political wisdom is not as good as Jiang Tawei's, so Luo Yuhui can only be relegated to second place and serve as the chief soldier of the Jinling front army."

"Thank you for this beating, so that the last general finally understands that he has been living in a mess all these years, and has been evading the injuries of his family and the grievances he has received in the army, and the reason is that the last general does not have enough wisdom to stand taller than others in advance, unable to see through the conspiracy, and become a chess piece discarded by others." Pei Xiangdong's eyes kept flashing a complicated look, and after a while, a touch of clarity finally appeared in Pei Xiangdong's eyes, and the originally somewhat exposed spirit was more restrained, and he met Shen Yan's approving gaze, snapped the most solemn military salute, and said loudly.

"Lao Pei, what kind of nerves do you have, you have a good chat with adults, why are you suddenly so solemn." Seeing Pei Xiangdong's abnormal military salute, Wei Chongan and several others surrounded him, although they saw that Shen Yan and Pei Xiangdong had been chatting, and he and others organized their own soldiers, so it was not clear what Shen Yan and Pei Xiangdong said.

"Old Guard, let a few of you see the joke." Hearing the greetings of Wei Chongan and others, a hearty smile appeared on the corner of Pei Xiangdong's mouth, with a hint of sincerity in his smile, and he said loudly.

"Lao Pei, your eyes are different from before, this feels like you have been reborn from the fire." Zhu Mingxuan always felt that something was wrong with Pei Xiangdong, but he couldn't find anything wrong for a while, but suddenly seeing the look in Pei Xiangdong's eyes, Zhu Mingxuan suddenly understood that Pei Xiangdong had been transformed, so he would give such a solemn military salute to Shen Yanxing.

"Lao Zhu, your eyes are still amazing, you have seen through such a little change in me." A hearty smile flashed at the corner of Pei Xiangdong's mouth.

"We have experienced so many grievances and come together, and finally got the appreciation and promotion of adults, so that we have today's results, but the sadness hidden in our hearts has not been eliminated, and even in the heart continues to grow, today the adults and I chatted with the truth about the strategic goals found that I was wrong, and at the same time said some words that can go deep into my heart, so that I have a sense of empowerment, but also let me understand the road I took before, how cowardly I was doing, it is with this understanding, That's why I've had this transformation. ”

"Without the eyes of adults like torches, without the heart-wrenching words of adults, without the care of adults like brothers, without the trust of adults who depend on each other for life and death, we are nothing now, let alone that I can completely transform, all of this is given to me by adults." When Pei Xiangdong said this, there was a look of determination in his bright eyes, no matter where the adult goes in the future, no matter what orders the adult makes to him in the future, he will carry it out without reservation. At the same time, I will definitely follow the cultivation of adults, become the representatives of adults in the army, improve military literacy, and enhance political wisdom.

"Really?" Hearing Pei Xiangdong's words, a touch of surprise appeared in Qin Huai'an's eyes, envy and blessing, although the grievances encountered by these people did not confide in each other, but they were all forced to fend for themselves in the military camp on the outskirts of Beijing by the relevant people, and there is also a trace of similarity on some levels, the most critical point is that during this period of self-destruction, although no one is convinced by anyone, and no one looks at anyone who is not pleasing to the eye, but there is still more admiration for others in their hearts, especially after being conquered by Shen Yan, everyone also has a trust and emotion for each other, Now seeing Pei Xiangdong's complete transformation, Qin Huai'an feels very happy in his heart.

"Lao Pei, congratulations on being the first one among us to transform."

"Lao Qin, believe in yourself, and you will be like me." A faint mist appeared in Pei Xiangdong's eyes, this emotion was very complex, but it was very real and reliable.

"Lao Qin, don't worry, I believe that each of you can get out of your own knots, but everyone has experienced different things, different psychological endurance, and the time to untie it will not be the same. However, I believe that you are all Shen Yan's soldiers, and you will definitely be able to bloom yourself like Lao Pei. A hearty smile appeared on the corner of Shen Yan's mouth, glanced at Qin Huai'an and the others, and said slowly with a hint of encouragement.

"Only when a person has the courage to let go of the ambition in his heart can he move towards a new life that blooms with young shoots. I can't give you any clear way, if you want to bloom yourself, you can only let yourself really face the pain of the past, a person can only dare to face these pains and laugh at these pains, will get a new life. ”

Shen Yan has always known that Pei Xiangdong and the others are carrying too much pain in their hearts, and these injuries cannot be easily resolved or released overnight, only through the accumulation and precipitation of time, coupled with the guidance of the outside world, can it be realized. This is also why Shen Yan talked about Luo Yuhui and Jiang Jingwei when talking about strategic transfer with Pei Xiangdong, only through this comparison, let Pei Xiangdong understand himself, can he really let go of the pain in his heart, really face this pain, and even laugh at this pain, Pei Xiangdong can transform.

"Originally, I wanted to talk to Lao Pei about the strategic transfer, but it happened that Lao Pei was interrupted by his transformation. And Lao Ding and a few of them just arrived, so let's just discuss it together, and call Jing Shaoze and a few of them at the same time. Shen Yan looked at Ding Sanlin and Fang Butong coming over quickly from the opposite side, a faint smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, and he kept thinking about the next goal in his mind, thinking about how to let Luo Yuhui stay and prevent him from escaping back to Jinling.