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Nalan Jinxiu whispered: "This life is an accident, I borrowed someone else's body and lived most of her life for her." When this body will come to an end, I don't know, but I think we'll see each other again. ”
She had been to the Netherworld once, but there were so many lonely souls and wild ghosts on the bridge, and each of them had to drink a bowl of Meng Po soup to be reincarnated. She could stay and wait for him, and then join him.
She thought that this might be a bit self-defeating, even if she only had a wisp of soul left, she couldn't make her own decisions. But if she doesn't think so, she doesn't know how to face the future.
People must always have hope in their hearts in order to face the most painful reality.
What a smart person Ji Hongye was? He could vaguely feel the implication of what she meant. Actually, there is no need for her to say it, he also feels it in his heart, otherwise he would not be so suffering from gains and losses.
"You tell me, you, are you, are you, are you ......" Ji Hongye found that he couldn't continue.
The third brother is at ease in everything he does, when did Nalan Jinxiu see him like this? She is a dead person, she can be a husband and wife with him for more years, and she can give birth to a clear ......
That's enough for her. She felt that she had no regrets, but when she saw him like this at this time, she didn't dare to face it.
"Ah Jin, you can't hide it from me. ”
"Third brother, it's not necessarily good to know some things. ”
Ji Hongye really didn't know what to do with her? At the beginning, she and Pu Shaozi went behind his back and let him repair Biluo Huangquan, so that he would forget his feelings for her.
Later, she not only became a famous Bai Jin in the Xuanjia Army, but after knowing her true identity, she went to Nanchu alone and became the only heir of the Qinghe Princess Mansion.
Whether it's the Cloud Shock Order or the Painted Skin, both of them are extremely dangerous things. She didn't take him into account when she made those decisions, not even in mind.
Today, she still has this attitude, making her own decisions about everything, and refuses to communicate with him. She didn't want to implicate him, but they were husband and wife, husband and wife were one, what could they separate from each other?
How could he endure it, and how could he endure it?
"Nalan Jinxiu, do you know whose wife you are? Do you know what kind of responsibility you have? Do you know that you have to respect your husband?"
Ji Hongye asked three questions in one breath, and almost every word was extremely heavy. Nalan Jinxiu was sad when she heard this, she buried her head in his shoulder and said, "Third brother, it's not that I don't trust you, it's just that the will of heaven is like this, and it is not human to go against it." ”
"If you want me to be your husband, explain the matter clearly. ”
Nalan Jinxiu was silent for a moment and asked, "What do you want to know?"
Ji Hongye's forehead was bruised, and he gritted his teeth and said, "How much did you hide from me?"
Nalan Jinxiu was speechless.
"You make it clear what I don't know, and you don't leave anything behind. ”
"Third brother, do you want to know the secret of the Amazing Cloud Order?"
Ji Hongye frowned: "I don't want to." ”
He wasn't uncurious about the Shocking Cloud Order, but everyone wanted to get the Shocking Cloud Order from her, so he didn't want her to misunderstand.
"And what do you want to know?"
"What's going on with your body?"
Nalan Jinxiu naturally didn't want him to know that she was cold, so she muttered in a low voice: "What's going on with my body, don't you know it yet?"
Ji Hongye tightened his arm, and his voice was soft: "You don't care about him left and right." ”
"You know my body, but I haven't been able to take care of it before I fall ill. As long as you take care of yourself, there will be no major problems. ”
"You still won't tell me the truth. ”
Nalan Jinxiu looked at Ji Hongye's eyes and knew that it was impossible to get through this time. I could only sigh and whisper: "The left and right have become like this now, and they can only be raised slowly." I also want to get better as soon as possible, so keep the mood happy, you can't be angry with me. ”
Ji Hongye looked at her helplessly, and said slowly: "If I were really angry with you, I wouldn't have been angry with you a long time ago." ”
Nalan Jinxiu smiled, leaned a little cheekily against him, and said, "But I think you were angry that day." ”
Ji Hongye glanced at her and asked slowly, "Then why don't you explain it to me quickly." ”
"There is only one piece of soft hedgehog armor, and my father gave it to me, otherwise it would have been me who was shot by Tuoba Tao that day. Everyone thinks that I have done too much for Zhenbei Wangfu and Northern Xinjiang. In fact, I can't survive as much as I do, and I can't pay off my life debt. ”
Nalan Jinxiu thought of King Zhenbei again, and thought of him reading the military book next to the desk in the military tent, which was originally very serious, but she took the military book and asked the east and west, he always answered patiently, and even gave her a simulation of the confrontation between the two armies on the sand table.
It is said that he is the cold-blooded and ruthless king of Zhenbei, and he is decisive on the battlefield. But who can know that he is actually a loving father who does his best to give her the best love.
A father's love is not so thick for his daughter, and it can't even be found without knowing it. But when you really lose it, you can find that this kind of love is irreplaceable.
Her eyes were sour, and she said in a dumb voice: "Father, he has been fighting horses all his life, and his greatest wish is that Beijiang and Beiyan can stop fighting." Actually, I miss him very much and want to help him fulfill his last wish. ”
Ji Hongye was extremely glad that he gave the soft hedgehog armor to the king of Zhenbei at the beginning. Otherwise, maybe she's not by his side now. It is also a chance, the soft hedgehog armor is a treasure of the world, he endured the pain of cutting his love at the beginning, but he didn't expect to be able to save her life.
To him, nothing in this world is as precious as her. He reached out and took her hand, clasped his fingers with her, and said solemnly, "I'll help you finish it." ”
Nalan Jinxiu knew that he was a man of promises, and he had always kept his word. She raised her cheeks to look at him, her eyes were red, and she asked stupidly: "Didn't you say that you want the world to be unified, there can be no princes, and the northern Xinjiang will belong to Daning sooner or later?"
"When is Northern Xinjiang not Daning?"
Nalan Jinxiu didn't refute, but just asked again: "Then do you still advocate cutting the domain?"
"Ah Jin, you are a smart person, you should know that the whole world is not the land, and the northern Xinjiang is the land of Daning, not the Zhenbei Palace. ”
"I don't deny this question, but who among the people in the Daning Dynasty didn't want the Zhenbei Royal Mansion to fall apart?
He couldn't see the suffering of the people in northern Xinjiang, and he couldn't see what my father and brother had paid for it. He will only gain power, and only want to contain and balance each other, which is the art of the emperor, but it is not the virtue of the emperor.
Jun Ren is not benevolent, Jun is not unjust, Jun is not unjust, and the country is determined by a righteous king. If he hadn't been suspicious, he would have had to be suspicious and guessing, would the northern Xinjiang really end up in devastation? How could my father have died at the hands of Tuoba Tao?
Is such a faint monarch really worth his allegiance? Third brother, Northern Xinjiang is the painstaking effort of my father and brother, and it is also the pure land in my heart, and I will not agree to the matter of cutting the domain!"
Ji Hongye waited for her to finish speaking before he said: "What we want to be loyal to is not him, but this world, and the only thing that is really worthy of our efforts is the common people." ”
Nalan Jinxiu felt that he still had to convince her, she sniffed and said in a low voice: "I don't argue with you, in short, I won't agree to the matter of cutting the domain." ”
Ji Hongye was afraid that she would be angry if she continued to talk about it, and he didn't want to ease the relationship that had been eased so easily, so he fell to the freezing point again. He reached out and touched her hair, and said softly, "Then we'll talk about it another day." ”
Nalan Jinxiu was silent, only leaning on his shoulder and yawning. Ji Hongye saw the blue marks in her eyes and knew that she had not rested well this night. He gently patted her back, as if to put a child to sleep.
"I'm going to go down to sleep. Nalan Jinxiu looked at the pillow, and felt more and more uncomfortable leaning on his shoulder.
Ji Hongye put her away, and there was a smile on the corner of his lips: "Mencius reads well." ”
Nalan Jinxiu thought of what he had just said, and he also felt a little funny. She thought that the reason why she was able to read the "Four Books" thoroughly was because of him, so she laughed hard.
Ji Hongye saw her smile like that, and didn't want her to be too proud, so he said, "Do you know what you were like just now?"
"What?"
"The head of the official. ”
Nalan Jinxiu didn't react for a while. When she understood, she was immediately unhappy: "Do you mean those old counselors who can't walk quickly and are very rigid?"
There are also young doctors, but those who can achieve the position of leader are basically about to return to old age. Because people in this position must be upright, but also bold, not afraid of offending the powerful. So most of them are very stereotypical.
Nalan Jinxiu has never come into contact with such a person, but he has seen it from afar in the sedan chair before. At that time, she was still a pampered girl in the Taifu Mansion, and her father wanted to take her to the jewelry store.
She remembered that the counselor, who was old-fashioned and tight, still had beautiful hair, and when he saw her sedan chair, he was also exquisite. Thinking of that person now, she felt very funny: "How can I be so exaggerated!"
Ji Hongye moved to pull the quilt for her and cover her, and his tone was firm: "Yes." ”
Nalan Jinxiu pulled the quilt down by herself, "You don't need to cover it so tightly, it's still hot at this time." ”
Ji Hongye didn't force it, and lay down next to her. He seemed to think about it for a while, and finally decided to sleep with her, and opened her quilt with his hands, and got into it himself.
"Third brother, don't you feel hot?" Nalan Jinxiu is not used to sleeping so close to him now, and she always feels that she will not sleep well.
"I think you're cold. Ji Hongye spoke, and touched her in a matter-of-fact manner.
Nalan Jinxiu's body was cold, not because he was too afraid of heat, but because he was afraid of cold. She just found a random reason, but who knew that he took it seriously.
Ji Hongye just felt that her body was cold, pulled the quilt for her, half-hugged her, and said softly: "I guard you, you sleep well." ”
Nalan Jinxiu felt that it was quite easy to fall asleep with her back to him like this, after all, it was a position she was once familiar with, she closed her eyes and gradually fell asleep......