Chapter 170: Choking
"During the day, although I did not go out of the fast, I also knew very well that you were making a lot of trouble in the fort. Especially Liushen, who has always been silent, is said to have been roaring that day; So I chose to go to the Illusion House in the dead of night. But when I was just approaching the locked door of the Illusion Residence, a familiar voice suddenly came from inside the door, and she said to me, 'You are here, Second Uncle'. I obviously didn't say a word, how could she know that the person outside the door was me? Bai Li Wei told Bai Li Yuan from the beginning.
"Of course she knows that the person outside the door is you, if it were me inside the door of the illusion house, I would also know that the person outside the door is you. Because you're the only one running to the Transfiguration House for three days and two days, if it's not you, who else can it be? Bai Liyuan said disdainfully and dissatisfied.
Having said that, Baili Yuan, who has never had time to take care of his daughter's life and life, also knew about Baili Yuan's visit to the Illusion Residence every now and then! I hope that Baili Yuan's attention to this matter stems from his concern for his female Bai Li Liushen, rather than worrying that Bai Li Yuan will sit on the position of the head of the Void and Reality Hall after successfully gaining Bai Li Liushen's trust.
Regarding Bai Liyuan's vexatious and unreasonable rhetoric, he only heard Bai Liyuan's words sincerely retort to his brother Bai Liyuan: "Eldest brother, you have to speak with your conscience." It's true that I've been there every once in a while, but I've never been there in the middle of the night! I know very well that there is a difference between men and women, even if I am the second uncle of Liushen, I must be measured and keep my distance. If it weren't for the exceptional circumstances of that day, I would never have visited the Illusion House in the middle of the night. β
"Then you don't sell it anymore, second child, just say it quickly, how did she identify you outside the door? Forget it, I don't want to hear it from you. Liushen, it's better for you to tell your father in person. Bai Liyuan, who couldn't bear his temperament, said to Baili Wei and Baili Liushen successively.
And when Baili Liu heard it, he didn't turn his head and didn't say a word.
Seeing this, Baili hurriedly and thoughtfully relieved his cousin and niece: "Eldest brother, let me tell you." At that time, I didn't know why, I stood outside the door of the illusion house in a daze, and when I wanted to ask the depth inside the door, she said to me coldly, 'Second uncle, in this world, I only remember your footsteps'. As soon as her voice fell, tears burst out of my eyes. β
recalled and narrated Baili Wei, and couldn't help choking up for a while; And when the hundred miles on the side heard it, they couldn't help but wet their eyes.
However, Baili Yuan, who is still indifferent at this moment, is still obsessed with those irrelevant issues, irrelevant details, irrelevant family affection, and irrelevant feelings.
I only heard Bai Li Yuan then ask Bai Li Yuan: "Then what is the second time for?" Didn't you cry three times? β
"The second uncle cried again that night, and it was only because of my casual words." Baililiu opened his mouth coldly, and responded to Bailiyuan Dao for Bailiwei.
However, Baili Liushen finally took the initiative to speak, but in exchange for his father Bai Liyuan's urgent and purposeful question: "Then this time, what did you say again?" β
When Baililiu heard this, he glared at his father Bailiyuan angrily, and then replied in a loud voice: "If my biological mother were still alive, then I would not be as helpless as I am now, because mothers will always know what their children want; It's a pity that she didn't wait for dawn after allβthat's what I casually said to my second uncle at the time. β
When Baili Yuan heard it, he was speechless for a while.
It's just that I don't know if Baili Yuan's short speech was because he really felt guilty from the bottom of his heart, or because he couldn't react for a while.
At this moment, I only heard Baili Li's words, and asked his brother Baili Yuan while the iron was hot: "Eldest brother, do you know, it was Liushen's words that made me determined to return her freedom and let her out of the castle." Although I am not her mother, I also know exactly what she wants. Until this moment, when I thought of her back against the courtyard wall at that time, desperate to cry without tears, I felt heartwarming! And you, as Liushen's biological father, don't you know that you feel sorry for her? β
And Bailiyuan, which is very different from the inside to the outside, from the inside and the outside, is still insisting on the absurdity ingrained in his heart: "Liushen is my daughter, how can I not know that I feel sorry for her?" It was precisely because I felt sorry for her and was afraid that she would be hurt that I chose to lock her up in the castle! β
"Eldest brother, you keep claiming to be Liushen's father, so do you know why I cried for the third time that night?" Bai Li Wei asked his brother Bai Li Yuandao.
"Why did you cry for the third time, and what does it have to do with my self-proclaimed father? Besides, what does it mean to 'claim to be'? I was originally a deep father! Bai Li Yuan confidently retorted Bai Li Yuan.
And Baili Yuan's righteousness at this moment made everyone present feel stubborn, and at the same time, it also invisibly deepened the estrangement between Baili Liushen and his daughter.
As Bai Liwei said at this moment: "Really? Brother, I think this is just your idea. β
"Er, what do you mean?" Bai Li Yuan frowned, and asked Bai Li Yuan with a displeased face.
"That night three years ago, when I skillfully avoided all the eyes and ears you set up in the fort and successfully sent Liushen outside the fort, Liushen said to me before leaving, 'Second uncle, don't laugh when you say it, I suddenly feel how good it would be if you were my father'. Brother, it's time to wake up! Bai Li Wei used the facts of three years ago to persuade his brother Bai Li Yuandao.
Baili Liushen, who has always been not good at talking, actually said that if her second uncle was her father, how good it would be! It's no wonder that Baili is crying so darkly.
At this point, it turned out that on the night when Baili Li Hui secretly let Bai Li Liu go out of Jinhong Water Heart Fort three years ago, Bai Li Wei cried three times until he fainted, all because of Bai Li Liushen's words that were insignificant in the eyes of Bai Li Yuan, but important in Bai Li Wei's eyes.
"The child's idea is so simple, whoever follows her, she thinks who is a good person, she doesn't know what is called 'unpredictable', what is called 'ulterior motives', very naΓ―ve!" Bai Liyuan judged disdainfully.
At this moment, Shu Yan, who was standing aside, heard this, and could not suppress the anger in his heart and said to Bai Liyuan: "Eldest brother, do you really think that it is just a childish words spoken by a child who is only thirteen years old? I'm telling you, no! That's the heartfelt words of a daughter who is not cared for, who is not understood, but who can take charge of herself! β
For Shu Yan, Baili Yuan has always had no words, so that at this moment, Bai Liyuan, who was as poor as ever, had no choice but to say angrily to Bai Liyuan: "I said that the second child, do you understand, you are not helping Liushen, you are clearly harming Liushen, and you are clearly pushing Liushen towards death!" β
Hearing this, Baili Wei retorted to his brother Baili Yuan and said: "Eldest brother, if you understand it this way, then you are wrong, very wrong!" You know, I didn't push Liushen towards death! I just want Liushen to obey his truest heart, so that he can live better, and live better every day; Besides, how could I possibly push the flow down the path of death? How can I be willing to push the flow down the road to death? Instead of letting me push Liushen to a dead end, it's better to just let me die! β
"Second child, you keep saying that everything you do is to make Liushen live better, and you are not afraid that the wind will flash your tongue! And you are ashamed to say to me what 'it is better to live'? Do you know what it means to be 'better alive'? Could it be that conniving at a 13-year-old girl to rush to the epidemic area alone would allow her to live better? In my opinion, you're planning to let her die sooner! The second uncle, the second uncle, you are still the second uncle of the deep hall! This vein is inherited, and the bones are broken and the tendons are still connected! How can your heart be so ruthless! Bai Li Yuan was so excited that he spat and scolded Bai Li Yuan.
When Baili heard this, he also refuted his brother Baili Yuan excitedly: "Eldest brother, you don't want to sow discord and deliberately alienate me from the relationship with Liushen; However, even if you are allowed to stir up a lot of trouble, you will not want to separate me and Liushen. Because Liushen has grown up, or rather, Liushen has already grown up; She has long had her own independent personality, as well as the ability to distinguish between right and wrong and the assertion of what to do. And eldest brother, you don't want to mention anything to me again, and somehow, as soon as I hear this, I get angry inexplicably. You must know that the friendship between me and Liushen has long been so firm and stable that it does not need blood to maintain and bless at all; Unlike your brother, who claims to be a 'biological father' in front of Liushen all day long, he has never done what he should do as a father, let alone fulfilled his responsibilities as a father. Furthermore, as far as Liushen is concerned, he went to the epidemic area alone in order to live better. β
"Really? I have lived half my life, and this is the first time I have heard that I am sent to death in order to live better; And this ingenious and absurd remark did not come from the mouth of others, but from the mouth of my erudite and talented cousin. Bai Li Yuan sneered and stimulated Bai Li Weidao.
"Yes, eldest brother, I admit that it is indeed possible to send a thirteen-year-old girl to the epidemic area alone, but you also have to see who is going to die? You know, Liushen is a hundred miles doctor who has been proficient in medicine since she was a child and grew up with a medicine spoon! In the face of the epidemic in the race against time, instead of forcibly imprisoning her at home, let her live in infinite remorse; It's better to let her out of the cage and let her soar, so that she can complete her own experience while saving others. Baili said to his brother Baili Yuan loudly.