Chapter 158: Pride
"Yes, Brother Da Xu, that young man at that time is the archer with a vulture-feathered arrow on his back and a swallow-tailed bow in his arm in your mouth at this moment. His real name is Gu Liang Yuan, and he is my eldest brother Wang, the great general of Qi State, and the pride of our entire Gu Liang clan. Yu Yin's words were full of envy.
"I don't understand, Yu Yin, what is the use of the identity of 'Baili Ze Paint' to your Guliang clan?" Zhong Daxuan asked Yu Yin in confusion.
"What is useful to Qi is useful to our Guliang clan." Yu Yin explained to Zhong Daxuan without concealment, "The identity of 'Baili Ze Lacquer' can make me logically succeed as the head of the Xushi Hall, so that I can use the power of the Xushi Hall in the Sifang Pass to help the army of Qi Kingdom attack the Celestial Empire and capture the imperial capital." ”
"Then good one, why did you Qi Kingdom attack the Celestial Empire? Isn't it good to be at peace with each other? Isn't it good that the world is peaceful? Zhong Daxuan asked Yu Yin again and again.
"It is good to be at peace with each other, and it is even better to have peace in the world, but my father is worried that this peace of the people will not last long, and he does not want the country of Qi to one day be reduced to fish and meat on the case, and let others slaughter it; That's why he had to strike first and catch the Celestial Empire off guard. Yu Yin responded truthfully.
"Then you really go to such great lengths just to protect yourself? Just in case? Zhong Daxuan couldn't help but question Yu Yin.
"What? Brother Da Xuan, don't you believe what I say? Yu Yin asked Zhong Daxuan rhetorically.
"How so? Yu Yin, how could I not believe what you said? I just don't quite believe in the intentions of the rulers. Zhong Daxuan hurriedly explained to Yu Yin.
"Brother Da Xuan, you mean, you doubt my father's intentions?" Yu Yin asked Zhong Daxuan.
"Didn't you ever doubt it?" Zhong Daxuan asked Yu Yin rhetorically.
"I don't know, or rather, I've never dared to think of it that way; All I know is to do my best to fulfill the mission that our Guliang clan has given me. Yu Yin, who couldn't dodge, responded against his will.
"What about the lute? What about the music? Is this all the reason you have prepared in advance to accomplish your mission? Zhong Daxuan became more and more excited and questioned Yu Yin again and again.
"No, absolutely not." Yu Yin did not hesitate to deny it, and explained to Zhong Daxuan, "Music is my passion, and pipa is my preference, and it has nothing to do with anyone's intentions. ”
"Yu Yin, do you know how much hope your chances have brought me? If you can, I really hope you can be Yu Yin for the rest of your life, even if you hide it from me for the rest of your life. Zhong Daxuan said to Yu Yin without regret.
"Brother Da Xu, how can anyone want to be kept in the dark for the rest of their lives?" Yu Yin asked Zhong Daxuan incomprehensibly.
"If it were you who got me, then I would rather be in the dark for the rest of my life." Zhong Daxuan responded sincerely.
"Why are you doing this? Brother Da Xu. Yu Yin asked Zhong Daxuan helplessly and weakly.
"Bitter? Not bitter! Because I'm too afraid of losing and too much about cherishing. Zhong Daxuan replied categorically, "In the past, when I lived alone, when I encountered happy things, I could only giggle alone; When I encounter something unhappy, I can only cry alone. I wonder if you can feel the feeling of loneliness and loneliness? And it is precisely because my heart is full of such experiences that I am too afraid of losing you from the sky, so I want to cherish every moment of having you by my side. ”
Yu Yin before meeting Zhong Daxuan, why wasn't it like this? How could he not understand it? I think that in this world, there will be no one who can understand Zhong Daxuan's feelings better than Yu Yin.
"Brother Da Xu, do you know what my biggest regret in my life has been so far?" Yu Yin asked Zhong Daxuan.
"I don't know." Zhong Daxuan replied uncertainly.
"So far, the biggest regret of my Yu Yin's life is that I couldn't be by your side in the most lonely and helpless ten years." Yu Yin said helplessly to Zhong Daxuan.
Yu Yin said that so far, the biggest regret in his life is that he has not been able to be by Zhong Daxuan's side from beginning to end.
As soon as Yu Yin's words came out, what else could Zhong Daxuan say? Nothing can compare to Yu Yin's deep friendship with him!
However, Yu Yin and Zhong Daxuan only cared about complaining to each other and expressing friendship, but they didn't care about the truth mentioned above that made Gongsun Xianye sleepless and determined to leave.
And that night, Gongsun Xianye, who was full of doubts and at a loss, listened to Yu Yin's advice, left Jinhong Shuixin Fort overnight, left Fuling City, and embarked on the return journey back to the palace.
Perhaps, it is because Gongsun Xianye is still young; Or maybe it was because Gongsun Xianye didn't have enough experience to show him so panicked and dazed when he learned the one-sided truth that had been sealed for a long time.
Gongsun Xianye, who left in a panic, forgot to say goodbye to his confidante Gu Liang; Gongsun Xianye, who left in a daze, even completely forgot the existence of Gu Liangsheng. Three months ago, he kept saying that Gu Liangsheng was his most important person; Now it seems that for his grandson Xianye, her Gu Liangsheng is not very important.
It was just the truth that an old case had long been shattered, and the dignified prince of the Celestial Empire, the future helmsman of the Celestial Empire, forgot about the woman he claimed to love in a panic.
It can be seen that Gongsun Xianye, who will always be the first in Gu Liangsheng's heart, did not put Gu Liangsheng first in his heart; What's more, maybe he never put Gu Liangsheng in his heart at all.
Is it unkind? can't talk about affection, because the emperor is ruthless, and his grandson Xianye is the future emperor of the Celestial Dynasty.
Negative? It is not negative to talk about, because as long as the emperor of the Celestial Empire does not live up to the hearts of the people of the Celestial Empire, he is not negative.
Is there something wrong? It's hard to say, because his grandson Xianye is not wrong, and she Gu Liangsheng is not wrong, what is wrong is that they love each other and the wrong person; But who can tell the difference between right and wrong in such a thing as love? What's more, who can tell the difference between love and non-love?
It's just that Gongsun Xianye, who is incomprehensible by nature, will never be able to understand the kind of love that Gu Liangsheng fantasizes about in his heart.
However, in this world, people who are incomprehensible by nature are not the only ones in Gongsun Xianye? Let's not talk about it for the time being, just say that in this Jinhong Water Heart Fort at this time, isn't there still a Zhong Daxuan who is incomprehensible by nature?
It's a pity that behind Zhong Daxuan's incomprehensible amorous feelings, the obsessive affection hidden is something that Gongsun Xianye can't learn in his life, because feelings can't be taught.
But who can complain and blame his grandson Xianye? Of course, including Gu Liangsheng, who is deeply trapped and unable to extricate himself.
Because the future of his grandson Xianye shoulders the mission of the royal clan and the safety of the entire Celestial Empire! He is destined to have little personal love, and while he must abandon selfishness in his heart, he is also destined to not be open to just one person, so those who love him can only choose to accommodate, blindly accommodating.
For a person like Gongsun Xianye, who has a special life and identity, unless you give up loving him, if not, you can only give up the love you fantasize about in your heart; And this is the choice that Gu Liangsheng will face, and this is exactly the choice that Gu Liangsheng is most unwilling to face, so she will keep deceiving herself and say, "So far, everything is just right."
The next day, the sixteenth year of Kunqian, the fourth day of the sixth month.
In the Heavenly Empire's Fuling City, on Jinhong Street, in the backyard of Shuixin Fort, Gu Liangsheng, who met Yu Yin, casually asked Yu Yin: "Have you seen His Royal Highness the Crown Prince today?" ”
"I didn't see it." Yu Yin also replied casually.
When Gu Liang heard this, he couldn't help but say to himself: "Hey, it's strange! Why can't I find His Royal Highness the Crown Prince anywhere? Why hasn't anyone seen him today? ”
Yu Yin expected that Gongsun Xianye, who had never been able to rub sand in his eyes, would definitely leave suddenly and go to his father to ask for an understanding; But Yu Yin didn't expect Gongsun Xianye's movements to be so fast, so fast that he said goodbye the next day when he learned the truth.
"What's going on? Could it be that His Highness is lost? Yu Yin asked knowingly.
"Phew! Net nonsense! Even if you get lost, His Royal Highness the Crown Prince will not get lost, because His Highness is a person with great wisdom, and your head is an elm pimple. Gu Liangsheng scolded Yu Yindao.
Gu Liangsheng's lover has a shih shih in his eyes, which is understandable; However, her understanding of Gongsun Xianye and Yu Yin is not objective and accurate. Not to mention whether Gongsun Xianye really has great wisdom, just talking about Yu Yin's head is definitely not an elm pimple; Perhaps, Yu Yin's head is really filled with great wisdom, but he has not yet opened his mind.
Yu Yin looked around, and saw that no one was nearby, so he immediately asked Gu Liangsheng: "Sister Wang, when did you not find His Royal Highness the Prince?" ”
When Gu Liangsheng heard Yu Yin call her "Sister Wang", he also hurriedly looked around, and when he saw that everything was as usual, he replied reassuringly: "As soon as the sun came out, I began to look around for traces of His Royal Highness the Prince; It's a pity that I haven't found it yet. I thought that when His Highness woke up, he would be able to drink a sip of warm tea; For this reason, I deliberately got up early, and then pinched the time and brewed a pot of refreshing flower tea, which was already cold at this time. ”
When Yu Yin heard this, he thought: His Royal Highness the Crown Prince is really resolute! Let's go, it's too decisive! I can't be as decisive as he is, but I should hurry.
"You think well, Sister Sheng'er, His Royal Highness the Crown Prince is indeed not lost; It's just that it's natural for people to go to tea and cool down. Yu Yin told Yu Guliang euphemistically.