Volume I: Chapter 54: The Fall

"Yes, young master, you are right, the knot in my heart is difficult to solve, and sooner or later I will have to reveal my heart." Shu Yan agreed with Yu Yin's statement.

"Aunt Yan, what is going on between you and my Third Uncle Mo? Nineteen years ago, you were the battlefield you went to for him? So how did the two of you meet? How did they know each other? Or how do you fall in love? Yu Yin, who was afraid that Shu Yan was silent again, asked Shu Yan like a cannon.

However, when Yu Yin asked Shu Yan the question of "or how did they fall in love?", he changed his eager tone when he asked Shu Yan before, and instead cautiously asked Shu Yan.

And at this moment, when Shu Yan heard this, she couldn't help but raise the corners of her mouth, smiled bitterly, and reluctantly reminisced to respond to Yu Yin: "Young master, I have to say, you really have enough questions." Back then, in front of the three armies, he was dressed in a military uniform, his eyebrows were full of style, he was so proud, so prodigious-and this was the first scene I saw when I first came to the battlefield nineteen years ago, and I coincidentally saw the person I was thinking of at a glance. Of course, it was at that moment that I knew that I was finished, that I had fallen. ”

But all the "he" in Shu Yan's mouth who was not named by name and surname was without exception referring to Baili Mo - this has already become a tacit thing for everyone in Jinhong Water Heart Castle; It seems that Shu Yan's mention of Bailimo is the most natural and even natural thing in the world.

However, what Shu Yan herself didn't expect was that at this moment, when she was reminiscing about the past, she unconsciously wet her eyes, and then burst into tears.

And Shu Yan originally thought that so much time had passed, even if some memories had not yet healed, it would not set off too much turmoil in her heart; But at this moment, she is clearly in her eyes with tears in her recollection.

However, although Shu Yan's answer deeply moved and fascinated Yu Yin, it was far from satisfying Yu Yin's extraordinarily active and incomparably curious heart.

So, Yu Yin, who only heard curiosity, asked Shu Yan again with a little dissatisfaction: "Aunt Yan, I have to say, your answer is too concise and concise!" concise enough to skip a few other questions and answer only one of them; Summarized to the point that several answers that should be answered were combined into a single sentence that was not painful. But until now, I don't know, how did you and Third Master Mo meet? How do you know each other? ”

I have to say that Yu Yin's question to Shu Yan was indeed too urgent, so that it vaguely made people feel that it was a bit similar to a forced question.

Fortunately, Shu Yan didn't think so, and she was not annoyed by Yu Yin's pressing question.

So, Shu Yan, who only heard it secretly wipe away her tears, continued to reminisce and responded to Yu Yin with a pleasant face: "If you want to talk about acquaintance, you can look back on it twenty-one years ago. At that time, I was the maid who had just entered this Jinhong Shuixin Castle, and he was the third young master of the Jinhong Shuixin Baili family. ”

"Aunt Yan, then how did you get to know my Third Uncle Mo and then make friends?" Yu Yin couldn't wait to ask Shu Yandao.

Obviously, for Shu Yan's question about how she met Bai Limo, Xiang Yu Yin's answer has successfully passed Yu Yin's review, which can be regarded as barely passing.

Therefore, Yu Yin immediately emphasized the second issue to Shu Yan again, intending to lead Shu Yan to the next level as soon as possible.

"Acquaintance? How can it be? Heart? It's even more extravagant! Whether he understands me or not, until now, I don't know; I don't know him anyway, and until now, it's still the case. In such a situation where the human heart does not know how many layers of belly are separated, how can I have a heart-to-heart with him as you ideally? Shu Yan responded truthfully to Yu Yindao.

Shu Yan's words have come to this point, and it is inconvenient for Yu Yin to continue to ask questions. Because for two people who don't know each other well, is there anything worth excavating? Or is there any point in continuing to ask?

Although Yu Yin, who was deeply confused about the intersection of Shu Yan and Bailimo at this moment, was still uncontrollably curious in his heart, and wanted to explore and dig further.

Unexpectedly, before Yu Yin could make a decision about whether to give up inquiring about it or continue to ask while the iron was hot, Shu Yan took the initiative to respond to the last question raised by Yu Yin and said, "Young Master, as for you to ask me how I fell in love with him, then I can only say 'sorry' to you." For I have no way of answering this question; Because I have never been in love with him at all, just as I said to you a month ago, that love, which is the only harvest in my life, is only my love, and it is also a love that belongs to me alone. ”

However, when Shu Yan recalled this point and responded to this time, the small action of secretly wiping away her tears was done in vain. Because when the tears of the past poured out from Shu Yan's eyes again, it was difficult for Shu Yan, who took care of one thing and lost the other, to hide them quietly again; Shu Yan, who was communicating with tears uncontrollably, had fallen into a state of heartache and confusion.

Yu Yin, who was slightly aware of this, had to cautiously inquire and said to Shu Yan: "Yes, Aunt Yan, I remember that a month ago, before you told me this, I tried to ask you, 'Why are you so brave'; But at this moment, I want to ask you another question. ”

"But it doesn't hurt to say it, young master." Shu Yan said calmly to Yu Yin.

"Aunt Yan, why are you so firm in your doomed love?" Yu Yin asked Shu Yan sharply.

Hearing this, Shu Yan nodded, and said, "Yes, young master, you understand it right, and you summarize it correctly, it is indeed a doomed love." From the beginning to the end, it was I who loved him unremittingly, quietly admired him, and never gave me the slightest response, which made me so daunted that I did not dare to disturb his life, let alone enter his life rashly, because I did not know if he liked me too. ”

"Aunt Yan, you still haven't answered my question positively, why are you so firm in a doomed love?" Yu Yin asked Shu Yan again.

"How to bear when you feel strong, and there is no resentment in the depths of love; If you can't let it go, and you never want to let it go, then you can only stick to it firmly. Shu Yan said without regrets.

Shu Yan said that if you can't let it go, and you never want to let it go, then the only thing left is to stick to it firmly.

But in Yu Yin's view, if persistence is fruitless, then why should it be firm in vain?

However, Yu Yin did not oppose Shu Yan's opinion, he just felt that he was still unable to understand Shu Yan's profound realm because of his relatively superficial realm; With a relatively narrow mind, he has not yet been able to swim in the vast world of Shu Yan.

Although Yu Yin could not predict his future direction, he was undoubtedly satisfied with his contented and happy self at this moment. At least at the moment, he thinks that there is nothing wrong with the superficial realm and the narrow world, and it is not true to be simple; Despite the fact, Yu Yin's world is never simple.

"Having said that, Aunt Yan, just listening to your description, I will subconsciously imagine my Third Uncle Mo as a negative man, or a person who doesn't understand the amorous feelings." Yu Yin fantasized and said to Shu Yan.

When Shu Yan heard this, he immediately explained to Yu Yin: "Young Master, if my words make you think like this, it can only mean that my words are too one-sided. ”

"Why? Aunt Yan, why do you prefer to admit that your words are too one-sided? I don't want to admit that Uncle Mo is a negative man and a person who doesn't understand amorous feelings? Yu Yin asked Shu Yan again and again for some reason.

Because he is not a negative person, how can a person who never easily accept the sincerity of others have the opportunity to be negative? And he is by no means a man who does not understand amorous feelings, he is a qualified soldier, he is a rare warrior, there is no doubt about this, and he is also an out-and-out prodigal son of love. Shu Yan responded to Yu Yin analytically.

When Yu Yin heard this, he still continued to ask Shu Yan: "Aunt Yan, what kind of person is that Third Uncle Mo-and about this question, I have also tried to ask all kinds of people living in this Jinhong Water Heart Fort; But the results obtained are all illusory and untrue, and there is not even half a pertinent sentence. ”

"That's a pity, young master, it may be difficult for you to get a pertinent word about him from me." Shu Yan said to Yu Yin seriously.

"Why? Aunt Yan, is your judgment of Third Master Mo also illusory? Yu Yin asked Shu Yan puzzled.

"It's not unreal, but it's just my opinion. Didn't I tell you that too? I don't know him very well, so my judgment of him is inevitably subjective. That being the case, young master, do you still want my answer? Shu Yan responded and asked Yu Yindao.

"Yes." Yu Yin replied categorically.

"Okay, young master, then I'll tell you about him in my eyes!" Shu Yan responded to Yu Yin's request and confided in Yu Yin, "In my eyes, he is undoubtedly exceptionally good; And many times, I even feel that his excellence is not the preference of 'lover's eyes', but the unanimous excellence in the eyes of everyone, even if 'one person is difficult to call a hundred hearts'. However, I naively thought that in his eyes, I was different from those who looked up to him, even though I had always looked up to him. ”