Chapter 238: If Life Is Only as First Seen (1)
Qing Ling only felt that the world was spinning, and her powerful stamina rushed up, making her more and more confused.
The frenzied heartbeat was about to burst, and the person was almost suffocated.
She struggled needlessly, and the whimper was quickly swallowed between Mu Chen's lips and tongue.
Today, Mu Chen is no longer the exiled and down-to-earth prince he used to be.
He is the ruler of the Chaoyan royal family, the supreme and powerful emperor of the Eastern Continent. Over the past few decades, he had heard far more deference than rebuttal, and no one dared to challenge his majesty or say no to him.
He is no longer used to being rejected.
Mu Chen's hand began to reach down, pulling away Qing Ling's skirt, and the posture that pressed her was still domineering and strong, irresistible.
Qing Ling's whimpering voice suddenly weakened, and his struggling movements stopped.
She has almost completely lost her divine power now, has no strength to resist, and even gets drunk very quickly. The difficulty of breathing, coupled with the strength of the wine, made her faint at this juncture.
Mu Chen stopped his movements, reached out to caress Qing Ling's face, and called her in a slightly hoarse voice.
No response.
Mu Chen probed Qing Ling's internal breath, turned over and sat up, and pulled the brocade over to cover her disheveled body.
He leaned over to look at her, calming down the agitation of emotion, and finally sighed silently, and gradually calmed down.
After enduring it for so many years, I finally gave up.
He knew Qingling too well, and he understood that forcing her would only backfire. So he took one step back and another step, and from the beginning of his ascension to the throne, he endured his desires, gave her the greatest freedom, let her fly, let her go, and was willing to be only the one who looked far behind her.
He held an invisible thread in his hand that held her together. As long as the strength is right, not in a hurry or tight, the thread will never break.
If you want to take it, you must first deal with it.
He waited quietly for the moment, and little by little pulled her back to his side.
Giving up the constant dependence and meticulous warmth, one day she will change her mind and be the girl who is willing to wash her hands and make soup for him......
He looked forward to it.
However, what I didn't expect was that no matter how calm and rational he was, he couldn't compete with her stubbornness and madness!
Mu Chen took out a glass bottle from the dark compartment at the head of the couch, opened it and drank the medicinal dew in his mouth, then leaned over and kissed Qing Ling again, and gave her all the medicinal dew.
The tip of the tongue greedily smashed straight in, lingering for a long time.
She didn't want to be his caged bird.
But he has no way back.
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Qing Ling opened his eyes and looked at the broad man's back in a daze, lost for a moment.
The scene that I hadn't seen for too long made some moments in my memory clear, as if the person in front of him would turn around the next moment, with tenderness between his eyebrows and eyes, and asked her with a smile: "What is Senior Sister looking at?" ”
Qing Ling choked in his throat and let out a low breath.
The man woke up and turned around.
However, her eyes were deep, her nose was straight, and her fair and delicate face was slightly complicated, as if she was not the person she remembered.
Mu Chen leaned over, holding Qing Ling's cheek, and his tone seemed to be a little worried, "Qing Ling? ”
Qing Ling finally came to his senses, and Zhang Huang wanted to push his hand away.
"What do you do?"
She quickly examined the two of them's neat clothes, but she couldn't settle down, and asked Mu Chen about him, "What did you do?" The scenes before falling asleep came to mind, and I couldn't help but raise my voice suddenly, "You're crazy!" ”
A few simple movements almost drained all her strength, and her hand was quickly held firmly by Mu Chen, and she couldn't move for half a minute. A hot current rushed through my mind, and my mind began to be confused again.
Mu Chen's tone was slightly deep, and he asked rhetorically, "Then what do you think I should do?" Continue to watch you go crazy for him? ”
He let go of Qing Ling's hand, and then hugged her whole person into his arms, bowed his head and kissed her earlobe, "We used to be together, aren't we very happy?" ”
Qing Ling shuddered and dodged, raised his hand to hide his face, and muttered weakly: "You can't do this...... It can't be like this...... We're brothers and sisters......"
After so many years, she thought that he, like her, had already let go of the unfortunate relationship she had had. Even if there is still a little emotion in his heart, he can control it very well, so as not to cross the bottom line in words and deeds.
He's been covering up well, she's covering up too well. Waiting for her to end her entanglement with Luo Yao in the Emperor's Mansion, the time Shanshan walked out of the bedroom, she was so devastated, and even her heart was devoured by the Red Soul Bead, she could still force herself to pretend that it had nothing to do with her.
There are so many women around him, if they are kind to him and dead to him, they should not give less than her, right? As time goes by, little by little, he will always forget that evil relationship and really love her as a sister, right?
Both of them had thought so.
It's just that one is more optimistic and the other is negative......
Mu Chen pulled away Qing Ling's hand, and his dark eyes caught her gaze, "What if we're not brother and sister?" ”
His expression suddenly became a little serious, which made Deqing Ling slightly stunned.
Mu Chen stared at her for a long time, sighed lightly, hugged her slender waist, and took her into his arms again.
"Do you remember those days in Mist Watching Town? Every evening, you and I sit under the lamp, each reading a book, and occasionally glance at each other, and feel very satisfied......"
Qing Ling twisted her body as if she was evading, but Mu Chen changed her posture and hugged her again from behind, her slightly cool fingers wrapped around her hands, overlapping and clinging to her chest.
Qing Ling closed his eyes weakly, "What do you mean by saying this now?" ”
Mu Chen didn't hear it, and continued to whisper slowly: "At that time, you were so innocent and simple, every time I hugged you like this, you were soft, and even your breath was trembling......" paused, "Over the years, I have always regretted it...... I regret that I didn't ask you for ...... morning."
Even if her identity changes in the future, she will still inevitably have all kinds of sorrows and grievances, and she will at least belong to him.
The girl who belongs to him, the girl he truly loves.
Qing Ling felt the warm breath in his ears, tangled in the familiar Lan Zhi breath, only to feel that the chaos was absurd, his body was cold and hot, and his tone suddenly became almost pleading, "Don't say it, don't say it...... I don't want to hear it, I don't want to hear it! You're my own brother, don't you feel disgusted when you say something like that! ”
Mu Chen hugged the person in his arms tighter, and poured out his thoughts regardless of it.
"In the first one or two decades of ascending the throne, government affairs were cumbersome and personnel were complicated, and there were few people around me who could be trusted. In order to win over the family of powerful ministers...... Many times, I don't even feel like I'm a high emperor...... Although I was born and raised in the Vermilion Bird Palace, I was not born with a penchant for tricks......
When I am in a bad mood, I always think of the past, the first time I met you in Chongwu, the appearance of you sitting under the acacia tree peeking at me, and the promise I made to you at the top of Zhangguo Peak...... Your laughter, your kisses, the way you look at me, your jealousy and anger for me......"
He lowered his eyes, his lips lightly touching Qing Ling's hair, "I can only feel better when I think of you." ”
Qing Ling's body stiffened violently, and he said with a little choking: "You have everything now, what are you still thinking about those things?" Now that the whole Donglu is yours, no one can make you feel bad anymore. ”
She tried to pull her hand out of Mu Chen's palm and broke his fingers one by one, "In terms of affection, the queen has done no less for you than I do." Whether you dealt with your father or restrained the Monan clan over the years, the queen was behind you. If you really miss your old love, why don't you want to think about your love affair with her childhood sweetheart? Even if she turns her back on you once, there is no way to do it...... To tell you the truth, the reason why I saved you in Chongwu back then was because I was young and ignorant at that time, and I didn't know what was at stake. ”
She tried to pull away, and half-turned.
"Mu Chen...... You also know very well in your heart that your past with me is a mistake in itself! Because of those things, you trust me and value me, and I understand them. But this is not love! ”
Qing Ling raised his eyes to look at Mu Chen, and in an instant, he bumped into his cold and painful dark eyes, and subconsciously wanted to avoid it, but he was suddenly pinched by the other party's chin.
"Not love?"
Mu Chen's tone turned cold, mixed with a hint of banter and a touch of bitterness, "Then what is love?" Like you and Baili Fuyao? ”
He cut open one of his hearts and humbly presented it to her.
Even those feelings hidden in the deepest part of the heart, fragile, dark, and never able to be told by others, are unreservedly honest to her.
I don't want her to be grateful for this, I just want her to have a little understanding, a little response, even if it's just a few simple words of comfort......
But her answer was just a blind denial, a non-understanding denial.
Deny their past, deny his feelings, and deny her desperate life.
In the end, he didn't forget to push him to other women......
She's changed, she's become cruel!
"Didn't he teach you the joy of fish and water? I can also give you such love! ”
Mu Chen pressed his fingers hard, pulled Qing Ling's chin, forced her to open her red lips, leaned over and kissed her.
She is not the only one who has changed.
Decades of power in his hands, his unspeakable majesty in every word and deed, no one dares to refuse him again, and no woman is willing to refuse him.
He is no longer the fool in Guanwu Town who behaves elegantly and rigorously, deliberately maintains the distance required by etiquette at any time, and only holds hands and touches his hair when he is in love!
He knew exactly what he wanted......
Qing Ling struggled weakly, and finally realized that he was probably fed Xuan Xinlu again, his body was very weak, and his consciousness was also dull, he wanted to be angry and hateful, but he couldn't be ruthless, he could only whimper and beg like a captured little beast.
Mu Chen stood up, his fingertips caressing Qing Ling's red and swollen lips that were kissed, and there was a slight pain in his heart, a slight bitterness.
"You forced me to do nothing...... Qing Ling, "
He said: "It's good if you hate me, hate me, you can only be mine in this life." ”