Chapter 313: Two Phases in a Dilemma
Bai Weiying didn't say anything, but since she took the initiative to open the door, this was a silent hint to Si Huazhen.
Seeing this, Xiao Mu reminded softly: "Big brother, go in quickly, Sister Ying is waiting for you." ”
Si Huazhen said "um", nodded at Xiao Mu, moved his somewhat numb feet, and then raised his feet and walked towards the house.
Bai Chongming followed and also raised his feet to go in, Xiao Mu grabbed Bai Chongming, who was disturbing the scenery, "Brother Ming, two people are in love, so what are you going to do?" Let's go to the kitchen and prepare a delicious meal. ”
After Xiao Mu finished speaking, he ignored Bai Chongming's struggle and directly dragged the person out of the courtyard.
In the room, Bai Weiying and Si Huazhen sat opposite each other, and Si Huazhen took the lead in speaking: "You are finally willing to see me, what I said is true, the reason why I came is because in my heart, there is really a voice telling me, let me come to you." ”
Si Huazhen's tone was extremely earnest, and when Bai Weiying heard this, he said, "I know." ”
As a husband and wife, how could she not know whether Si Huazhen's words were true or false?
It's just that she is now caught in the horns, hoping that he will remember everything as soon as possible, but she is afraid that that day is far away, and she must see the person she loves with her own eyes and other women.
This is too cruel for Bai Weiying.
As early as when Bai Weiying got up and opened the door, she lit the candle, and the lights in the room jumped at this time, and the warm yellow light reflected on Bai Weiying's face, adding a bit of hazy beauty, and her body exuded the quiet atmosphere of the years from the inside out.
Si Huazhen's mind moved, and he actually stared at Bai Weiying, it seemed that in the past, he and she were also in the same room like this, even if the two of them didn't say anything, they wouldn't feel embarrassed.
The tacit understanding between them has long been unsurpassed......
"Shadow ......" Si Huazhen subconsciously said this title, his face was confused, and he muttered: "Did we do the same before?" ”
Bai Weiying's hand pouring tea froze suddenly, and his nose was slightly sour, but he still nodded silently, which was regarded as acquiescing to Si Huazhen's question.
"In the palace, I am not happy at all, but I feel very depressed, as if I am a soulless walking corpse." Si Huazhen said heartily to Bai Weiying, "But when I met you again, I found that my heart can also beat, I don't know what's wrong with me?" I desperately tried to find answers, but there was always a hand that was holding me tightly. ”
Bai Weiying's eyes swelled with heat, and tears fell from the corners of her eyes, "It'll be fine, as long as you still remember me, that's enough......"
Bai Weiying didn't dare to ask for anything too much, as long as Si Huazhen still remembered her.
Si Huazhen shook his head, "No, I have an indescribable, inexplicable apology for you, it has been carved into my blood and bones, Shadow, I'm lonely, don't push me away again, okay?" Even if it's just looking at you from afar, I'll ......"
Before Si Huazhen's words were finished, a familiar, severe pain struck his heart again, but compared to the pain last time, this time it was obviously lighter.
Bai Weiying hurriedly walked to Si Huazhen's side, and when he saw that he looked pained, but he was still clenching his teeth and enduring it, he couldn't bear it.
How did she not know that Si Huazhen was a forgetful Gu attack, when this Gu attacked, it was like ten thousand ants devouring the heart, and the pain was really very unimaginable.
Now Si Huazhen has frequent episodes of forgetfulness Gu because of her, if he continues like this, I am afraid that if he can't survive Xiao Jing's return, Si Huazhen's body will completely decay.
On the one hand, it is the beauty of the past and the love of his sweetheart, but on the other hand, it is to let go and make him well, Bai Weiying fell into a dilemma, whether it is the former or the latter, this is an inseparable existence for Bai Weiying.
Si Huazhen seemed to sense Bai Weiying's thoughts, he endured the severe pain, and said with difficulty word by word: "Shadow ...... Shadow, I'm ...... Can I get through it...... I don't want to be ...... Living without knowing it...... You don't have to blame yourself...... It's my own path......"
Bai Weiying's tears fell one after another like falling pearls, and she responded in a trembling voice: "Okay, I'll accompany you......"
Si Huazhen tugged at the corners of his mouth with great effort, trying to draw a smile at Bai Weiying, and as the pain intensified, Si Huazhen's consciousness began to blur unconsciously.
I don't know how long it took, the pain in his heart gradually weakened, Si Huazhen half-squinted, and in a trance saw Bai Weiying calling him anxiously.
"I'm fine......" Si Huazhen was temporarily weak, so he had to lean most of his body on Bai Weiying's body.
Bai Weiying wiped the sweat off Si Huazhen's face with a clean handkerchief, and just as she was about to turn around, Si Huazhen reached out and grabbed Bai Weiying's sleeve, and opened his mouth silently: "Accompany me." ”
Bai Weiying had no choice but to put the handkerchief aside, sat on the edge of the bed, shook Si Huazhen's hands, and said softly: "Okay, I'll accompany you, I'm not going anywhere." ”
"With you, it's the best birthday gift." Si Huazhen looked at Bai Weiying affectionately and said.
Bai Weiying glanced at Si Huazhen with disgust, and then took out a piece of jade pendant from his underwear, "This is for you, the reason why I didn't give it to you was because I didn't want to give it to me yet." ”
Si Huazhen didn't make another move, and asked why he was willing to give it now.
Because Bai Weiying's reaction and actions already speak for themselves.
Si Huazhen motioned to Bai Weiying with his eyes to tie the jade pendant to his waist, and his handsome and pale face was full of satisfaction.
Because Si Huazhen had just survived the attack of forgetting his feelings, his body was still a little weak, and Xiao Mu was fanning the flames, Si Huazhen finally stayed in Bai Weiying's courtyard naturally.
In the middle of the night, Bai Weiying brought the porcelain bowl to Si Huazhen, and said softly: "This is a longevity noodle specially cooked for you, you didn't eat anything at night, now eat some cushions to cushion your stomach, and drink medicine for a while." ”
Si Huazhen opened his mouth and looked at Bai Weiying with wet and pitiful eyes, making a look of waiting for Bai Weiying to be fed.
Bai Weiying: "......"
In the end, Bai Weiying was still defeated by Si Huazhen's pitiful offensive, Si Huazhen chewed slowly, and the corners of his mouth hooked up a successful arc.
Early the next morning, Si Huazhen received a secret letter from Liufeng, and after a night's rest, his body was already fine.
After leaving a note for Bai Weiying, Si Huazhen left in a hurry.
After returning to Jingping Palace, Liufeng and Si Huazhen each changed their identities, and after a while, someone came to the palace and asked Si Huazhen to enter the palace with a thousand times.