Ji Yunxi also felt strange, she didn't bring anything for her, who else in the house would care about Jinsheng's sister? Since it was sent by Qingshan, could it be that it was a husband? The more she thought about it, the more uneasy she felt, and her heart jumped suddenly, and she followed Qingshan into the courtyard.

Qingshan went all the way to the study, she followed quietly, and when she saw the tall figure standing at the door of the study, she panicked.

"Sent over?" Lu Yuanan asked lightly.

Aoyama has followed his master since he was a child, and he is clear about what his master thinks. On the day of the wedding, the master drank a few more cups, and on the way back to the new house, he heard him muttering, and it was Xu Jinsheng who was reading.

"I sent it, and Miss Xu also accepted it. ”

Lu Yuanan tilted his head slightly, smiled and said, "That's all I can do for her." ”

"If Miss Xu knew the master's heart......"

"I don't need her to know, it's just a burden on her. As long as I can do something for her, I feel content. ”

Lu Yuanan's words made Ji Yunxi fall into an ice cave in an instant. Sometimes, it's just a person's words that make all the good things in your world collapse and turn black in an instant.

She suddenly remembered the first time they met, and he hesitantly asked her, was it Miss Ji Si? She didn't think about it that much at the time, but now that she thinks about it, she must have mistaken Xu Jinsheng for her, and fell in love with Xu Jinsheng at first sight.

She asked Xu Jinsheng to help her go to see Lu Yuanan, why did she take a fancy to herself? How could this be? No wonder she always felt that something was wrong, the third brother's eyes when he looked at Xu Jinsheng were not the same as those when her husband looked at her.

She sometimes feels that her husband looks at her as if she is looking at another person. She always thought that she was too careful, but it turned out that his heart had never been on her. He likes others.

In fact, at the beginning, she only hoped that her husband's family would be generous. As long as life isn't hard, she can accept anything. For example, to give a concubine to the husband, such as to be in harmony with the gods. But when she was immersed in happiness, her heart gradually changed, she became greedy, and she wanted more. She loved him, so she wanted him to love her.

Ji Yunxi thought that he cherished her after marriage, which made her think. All this is because he pinned his feelings for Xu Jinsheng on her, and she felt extremely ironic.

She is not from a high background, and she is not beautiful enough, and she also knows that she is very different from Xu Jinsheng. But she is a whole person, and she wants to be full of feelings, not to be a substitute for anyone.

She wanted to rush out and question him, but she knew she couldn't. If that's the case, she'll push him away from her. In the deep house compound, she is alone, and she has no family to rely on, how will she live?

The coming days will be long, and one day you will fall in love with me. Ji Yunxi held back her tears, bit her lower lip, and left quietly.

——

Ji Hongye, who had stood in front of the Nalan Jinxiu window all night, still had a terrible headache when he looked at the excerpts in Wenyuan Pavilion, and he didn't know if it was because he didn't rest well, or because the wind was blowing. He fell asleep as he leaned over the bookcase, and as soon as he fell asleep, he dreamed.

In the dream, it was the scene of the New Year's Day, and the sky was full of fireworks, illuminating the night as bright as day. The girl he liked kissed him on tiptoe, and the faint fragrance of bamboo lingered in his nose. He felt that his little girl was really too beautiful, and his heart was full of tenderness.

Suddenly, he heard her crying, intermittent crying, aggrieved, depressed and desperate. He anxiously called her name, and when he did, he woke up with a sudden start.

He looked around, only to find that he was in Wenyuan Pavilion, and he had a dream. He rubbed his swollen forehead and got up, and called for someone to bring cold water to wash his face. The cold water sobered him up a lot, and he continued to look at the excerpts, until he had finished all the excerpts before getting up and preparing to go back.

On the way, he saw a fried chestnut selling sugar, he asked Long Yi to buy it, Long Yi looked at him strangely, and still bought a pack back. Ji Hongye looked at the hot bag of fried chestnuts with sugar, he forgot that she didn't need him to buy her anything in the future.

He took a chestnut and opened it and put it in his mouth, only to feel that the tip of his tongue was full of bitterness, which should obviously be very sweet and sweet! He doesn't like sweets, but she loves to eat, even if she eats all meals, she can't eat enough.

Northern Xinjiang is not as prosperous as Jinling City, the climate is not good, and the transportation is not convenient. There are not many fruits, and the snacks are not exquisite, and her favorite sugar-fried chestnuts may not be eaten from time to time. She will suffer when she arrives in that kind of place!

Ji Hongye closed his eyes and leaned against the wall of the car. The car was full of her smell, and the light aroma was wrapped in a faint medicinal fragrance. He muttered, "Ah Jin......" The words were soft and precious, as he always called her.

When I returned to the house, I saw Ji Xiaobai practicing swords in the backyard. Ji Hongye's steps sank, he was now used to putting Ji Xiaobai next to Nalan Jinxiu, so that he seemed to be more at ease.

"Why are you back?" he asked, frowning.

Ji Xiaobai put away the sword, looked at Ji Hongye and said, "The girl is gone, and I'll come back." ”

Ji Hongye's body stiffened, and he asked: "Does she ...... "Didn't you say it would take two days, why are you in such a hurry?"

"I don't know why. ”

Long Yi saw Ji Hongye standing there expressionlessly, and asked Ji Xiaobai in a low voice, "What did the girl leave behind when she left?"

Ji Xiaobai shook his head, and suddenly seemed to think of something, and said loudly: "She said that the medical hall will be handed over to Miss Lin Yu, Lin Yu will be a good doctor, let us help if we have time." ”

Long Yi became anxious when he heard this: "Who asked you this?"

"Didn't you ask me what the girl had left? that's what she said when she left!"

"I'm asking her if she said anything else!"

"She's said a lot, which one do you want to hear?"

Long Yi let out a long breath, controlled his urge to overturn Ji Xiaobai with one punch, and asked through gritted teeth, "Is there anything left for the young master?"

Ji Xiaobai shook his head, thinking of the scene when Nalan Jinxiu left, he felt a little uncomfortable. When he was with her, he sometimes felt that she was too noisy and not as easy to get along with as everyone else.

But she is actually very good to their subordinates, and never easily embarrass anyone. Working under her, even if she makes a mistake, she will deal with it leniently. She is gone, which of those girls in her yard is not crying silently?

"Actually, I'm a little reluctant to her. Ji Xiaobai whispered.

Reluctantly, why shouldn't he? Ji Hongye turned around and strode towards the "Jinyuan". The plaque at the door is still the same as before, but there is no one in front of the door. He pushed open the door, and the courtyard was quiet, and there was no breath of human life at all.

When she was gone, the garden was left uninhabited, and the people were probably assigned to other courtyards to do other work. There is not even a single caretaker in this courtyard.

Ji Hongye continued to walk inside and entered the house where she lived. The room was clean and tidy, but there was nothing left for her. He saw the notebook on the bookcase, which he had written to her one by one, and now it was neatly stacked on the case.

He looked around and saw that there were still books he had bought her, and she hadn't taken any of them with her. The few clothes stacked on the bed were hand-sewn by Jane and gave them to her, and she returned them.

The past, his and hers' past, ended like this. In the future, their fates will no longer overlap, and he is destined to be without her. Ji Hongye went to look at the calligraphy she had described, several of which had been stained by water, but now they were dry, and only the paper was crumpled.

When she decided to keep these things, she should be reluctant in her heart. That's why she cried. She cried all night yesterday, how could she have so many tears?

He straightened up, found a box of these things with his and her memories, and put them away one by one. Long Yi and Ji Xiaobai came over to help, but they were stopped by him.

He collected it one by one, which Ah Jin had used, she threw it away, and he wanted to put it away. This may be the only thing involved between them in this life.

Everything was put into the box, and Ji Hongye sat on the ground with his back to the bookcase. He bent one leg and rubbed his forehead vigorously with his hand on his knee, and he suddenly felt a little tired and didn't want to go anywhere.

Long Yi and Ji Xiaobai lingered outside the door, their faces becoming more anxious than the other.

"What's the use of you being in a hurry now?Why didn't you tell the young master before the girl left?" The more Long Yi looked at Ji Xiaobai, the more he felt that he had not achieved enough things, and he had more than enough failures.

"What's the use of me telling you! You don't know that the young master hides from the girl every day. ”

Long Yi was speechless by him, endured it and said, "Can that be the same?" You come and tell me, let the young master send the girl secretly, this is likely to be the last time they will meet." ”

"The girl cried so much, and although she sent everyone away, I kept watching her. The young master treats her like an eyeball, and when she is seen by the young master, isn't she going to die of distress?"

Ji Hongye didn't bother to stop them when he heard them arguing. There were some sounds in the room, and he, who had always been accustomed to quiet, began to fear the dead silence around him. She'd better be lively here, just like every time he came over.

Ah Jin, why are you crying? It's because you can't bear it, but I hope you can put it down. Only by letting go can you live like an ordinary girl and have the possibility of chasing happiness.

My Ah Jin is so good, so special, superb and kind, and will one day be seen and cherished. She will belong to someone else, she will laugh at that person, she will lose her temper with that person......

Ji Hongye's heart was astringent and he closed his eyes.

Ah Jin, you see that you are as ignorant and dull as Ji Xiaobai, and you also know that I protect you like a jewel, and I can't see you suffering the most.

Actually, for me, it makes no difference whether you go or not. You have always been in my heart, even if the mountains and rivers are long, even if I can't reach you, you are in my heart.

(ps: Leaving is for a better reunion, since it is the heroine's growth inspirational text, there must be a time to break away from the male protagonist, so that it can be strong.) ）