In the evening, Chen Ming sat at a table with Yuan Lang, Qi Huan, Wu Zhe and other people he knew in the cafeteria of Brigade A.

After eating, Yuan Lang motioned for Chen Ming to go with him.

The main drama is coming!

"I've heard from you Commander Lu about you in the past few years. Do you feel that you are a broom star, and you will bring misfortune to your comrades wherever you go? So scared, I can't even hold the operating stick of the plane and want to demobilize? ”

"Yes."

Follow behind Yuan Lang and stroll through the barracks of Brigade A. Chen Ming landed a little low.

"Can you follow me when you're in Bald Eagle, how well you perform in PTSD?"

"At that time, I just felt like I was getting extra irritable. While escorting a Marine home, he was harassed by a security officer. At that time, there seemed to be an impulse in my heart, an impulse to kill him. Later, he still couldn't hold back, and after beating him, he paid 20,000 knives. ”

After Yuan Lang heard Chen Ming's words, he was silent for a moment. To be honest, there were two completely different performances before and after, and even he encountered it for the first time.

"It's not like our A Brigade hasn't suffered from PTSD, but it's the first time I've seen you in this special situation."

Yuan Lang smiled and kicked away a stone with his foot.

"Can I understand that way, in Bald Eagle. You feel like you're alone, so it's a bit of an unscrupulous taste, and you can drop as much as you want. Don't accept it. After arriving in China, he witnessed the sacrifice of his comrades-in-arms in front of him, coupled with the experience of a series of accidents in the past. When you relapse into your old illness, self-doubt begins to arise at the same time. ”

Yuan Lang thought about it, and the more he felt that it made sense.

"You suspect that you brought misfortune and disaster to your comrades. Their sacrifice was not due to some accident, but something metaphysical. It's this self-doubt that makes you start to deny yourself. ”

"Psychology produces self-denial, and naturally there is no invincible and unscrupulous mentality like when the bald eagle was shi. At that time, I felt that I would kill anyone who made me unhappy. And now, you're thinking, can I kill him? ”

"You ask yourself repeatedly, can you kill? Or can't you kill? You can't give yourself an answer, and maybe some of them are bound by long-term legal awareness. So your subconscious mind that doesn't get accurate answers is choosing to escape. So much so that you don't dare touch anything that has ever had an accident. Is that so? ”

Hearing Yuan Lang's words, Chen Ming thought about it carefully.

"Perhaps, but it's also a little inaccurate. The first time I had PTSD was when I shot and killed the woman, and then I went on duty to kill several people in a row. At that time, Bald Eagle's psychiatrist did not diagnose the diagnosis, but gave the result of an assessment of excessive aggression. ”

"Then before I went to the art troupe, I also went to the weapons industry. I brought back the TAC-338 sniper rifle I used in Irako and handed it in for them to study. Then they told me to go and do a test rehearsal with dozens of rounds. There was no response to the shooting, just like it does on a regular day. ”

"Have you ever tried to hit someone?"

Yuan Lang suddenly asked.

"No, I haven't beaten anyone since I came down from the Irako theater a year ago."

Chen Ming was stunned when he heard Yuan Lang's words.

"How about you try hitting someone?"

After Yuan Lang finished, he ran away quickly without waiting for Chen Ming to react. A voice came from afar, "Go and wait for me at the shooting training ground." ”

Chen Ming was confused when he heard Yuan Lang's words, but he still paced to the shooting training ground. As for beating people, it's good to think about it, how can it really hit people.

Not long after Chen Ming arrived at the shooting training ground, Yuan Lang returned. The difference is that there is an extra Type 95 rifle in the hand, and an apple.

"Come on, I'll be a target for you, aim at me."

Yuan Lang threw the rifle over, and at the same time picked up the apple in his hand and took a bite.

After Chen Ming took the gun, he skillfully withdrew the magazine, determined that the fast and slow machine stopped in the safety position, and pulled the bolt to check the gun. Hearing Yuan Lang's words, he quickly loaded the magazine and aimed at Yuan Lang.

Everything is as usual, very smoothly. The fingers that rested lightly on the trigger did not tremble in the slightest.

"Why? You don't even have insurance when you fight people on the battlefield? Turn off the safety and load up! ”

Yuan Lang continued to bite the apple. Muttered a little indistinctly.

Chen Ming was stunned for a moment, he understood what Yuan Lang meant. But whether it is in the army or in the civilian shooting range, the muzzle of the gun itself is a big taboo for people, let alone a gun that is loaded and waiting to be fired.

"Hurry up, don't ink. Our old A is not an ordinary company, and there are not so many rules. ”

Seeing Chen Ming hesitate, Yuan Lang swallowed the flesh in his mouth and shouted.

Chen Ming hesitated for a moment, but finally compromised to open the safety and pull the bolt. Raise your rifle.

The mutation finally appeared, and the moment Chen Ming aimed the 95 rifle at Yuan Lang, his hand began to tremble again.

Chen Ming was startled and hurriedly moved the crosshair away from Yuan Lang. The phenomenon of hand tremors immediately returned, and I quickly put away the gun and turned off the insurance. Pull the bolt and pull the bullet out of the chamber.

Just as Chen Ming lowered his head and was about to pick up the bullet on the ground, his eyes darkened.

"That's it. Here, take it, shoot at the apple on my head. ”

Yuan Lang put the bullet he had just picked up in front of Chen Ming in Chen Ming's hand. When he was done, he ran to 10 meters away and stood still, placing the half-eaten apple on top of his head.

Chen Ming looked at the bullet in his hand with a sour nose. Pull the bolt open, put the bullet in, and turn on the safe. Raise your arm and aim your rifle at the apple above Yuan Lang's head.

"Bang~"

After a gunshot, the apple above Yuan Lang's head fell in response.

Chen Ming didn't expect that the situation that the doctors couldn't diagnose was actually found by Yuan Lang in this way in Brigade A. It turned out that as long as I didn't touch the things in my memories, I wouldn't have the symptoms of PTSD.

"Do you remember Xu Sanduo?"

When Chen Ming was stunned, Yuan Lang ran to his side and asked.

"Remember, 42."

"And what kind of person do you think he is?"

Chen Ming was a little puzzled when he heard Yuan Lang's sudden question, but he still said honestly.

"I think he's a very simple person. Maybe he seems stupid, his brain won't turn, and he will admit death. If you come as a soldier, give him a goal, and don't worry that he won't do his best. ”

"Something happened to him in the house. His father co-founded a mine. The partner ran away, his family money was gone, and the house was gone. His father was also detained by the Public Security Bureau. ”

Yuan Lang ignored Chen Ming's stunned expression and said to himself.

"I teach you skills, I teach you thinking. But I didn't teach you how to face reality. ”

"Do you think he can hold up with three more?"

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