36 Out of the tortoise shell

"It's not stealing your own things!" Su Lin said that he was weak-hearted, and letting an outsider go to his cellar to steal wine was either a lack of heart or a loser!

"Just this altar, you don't like the altar ugly!" King Sheng said, hugged the jar, the whole snow-white jar, the dark lines of peach blossoms, very elegant, but Su Lin at that time couldn't appreciate it.

"It's good." Su Lin touched the jar and said with a smile.

"That's not what you said then." King Sheng said.

"At that time, did I say stupid, you didn't take so many good wines in the wine cellar, but took such an ugly jar." Su Lin said casually.

"You remember!" King Sheng excitedly hugged Su Lin.

"Nope!" Surin shook his head.

"It's okay, take your time." King Sheng was slightly disappointed.

"And then?" Su Lin couldn't bear it and continued to ask.

"When I laugh, you scold me, and you laugh when you are scolded, isn't it stupid. You said this when you and I first met on the long street. Some things, some words, even if you lose your memory, you still won't forget them. Because, even if you have amnesia, you are still you, your temperament can't change, and the past will happen, it won't disappear because you forget, it will always leave traces. King Sheng's eyes were slightly gloomy.

"The water has left traces, and the swallow has left a sound, which is not easy to erase. It's like that heavy snowfall. Su Lin's eyes were dark, and his words were slightly heavy.

"yes, it's all traces of you." King Sheng pointed to his heart, he didn't want to see her deep touch, he wanted her to be as innocent as when he first met, he changed the subject.

"I'm sorry I forgot about you, but you put me in your heart." Su Lin was apologetic and moved, she understood his intentions.

"Fool. You've never been sorry for me, but it's good that you're here, so it's not empty! But it's the best wine in your father's cellar, the same one you used to wash my wounds. King Sheng chuckled, took Su Lin's hand, put it in his heart, and said softly.

"Am I stupid?" Su Lin's tone was coquettish, and his heart was sour, he was really stupid, so he treated her as a treasure. However, Su Lin didn't say anything, she pulled out her hand, took the wine jar in his hand, and opened the wine seal.

"Open now?" King Sheng didn't have time to stop Su Lin.

"It smells so good!" The aroma of the wine is mixed with the fragrance of peach blossoms, soft and long, the aroma of wine enters the nose, the hands are uncontrollably holding the jar, and I take a sip, which is clear and mellow, from the throat to the heart.

One by one, the pictures were connected into a drama, and Su Lin remembered that the wine buried by his parents, she saved him, and the wine he buried......

"You!" King Sheng was a little angry and a little anxious, why did he drink it, and he was still sick!

"Thank you!" Su Lin smiled, evading, the investigation is only for a while, where is it possible for a lifetime, what he has forgotten, he finally remembered it again.

What she wants to forget is not only him, but also the love of her parents, the nurturing of her parents, and the kindness of her parents! And the conspiracy and hatred that broke all good! Actually, it's not amnesia, it's just a selective memory seal.

Only by forgetting those good things can we live numbly. If you don't have it, you won't be heartbroken when you lose it, and you won't be overwhelmed by hatred. Just a shred of courage and reason to live. Amnesia is nothing but subconscious self-preservation, like a turtle shell.

"You remember!" King Sheng asked.

Su Lin smiled but said nothing.

"Do you think about it?" King Sheng asked.

"Drink some!" Su Lin changed the subject and handed the wine to King Sheng.

"Little drunkard, don't drink!" He said he wouldn't drink it, but he still took a big sip of it in his hand where her lip print was placed.

"How did you think you dug it up!" Su Lin noticed this small detail of King Sheng, and the softness in his heart was a mess.

"It's a casual thing." King Sheng looked arrogant. Of course, he wouldn't say that this wine was originally the wine used for her wedding, and this wine, he wanted to stay on their wedding night and drink the wine!

Surin took the wine again and drank it.

"Drink less, I'm still sick!" King Sheng was displeased and snatched the wine jar.

"Hehe" Su Lin only smiled silently.

The sealed memories, along with the hatred that they don't want to touch, come back, and everything seems to be back to square one. She thought that forgetting the kindness of her parents could dilute her revenge, and she thought that she could be at ease by following her parents' wishes and secretly living, but she was just deceiving herself!

She didn't want to run away! She has to face the reality and be herself!

"I can't grasp the beauty of this world, I can only pretend that everything is going well, as if nothing has happened." These words of Surin were never mentioned to anyone.

King Sheng understands, he really understands every word Su Lin said. The pain of watching his loved ones die in front of him, he has experienced it! Unable to fight back against the pain of being slaughtered, he has also experienced it!

It's just that the choice is different, he is silently accumulating strength, revenge will be avenged, and if he doesn't succeed, he will become benevolent, just a life. As for Su Lin, she chose to escape, not because she was afraid of death, but because she had to live for the sake of those who died in order to keep her alive! There are too many shackles in her mind, and her psychological burden is too heavy!

"Fresh clothes and angry horses, happy enmity, worthy of the heart, enough!" King Sheng's eyes were bright and his voice was beautiful.

"Worthy of my heart!" Su Lin murmured, once, with her heart and grievances, she hid!

"I understand." King Sheng said softly.

Su Lin watched quietly, with only King Sheng in his eyes, until the mist obscured his vision. Two simple words, but they are the most touching love words in the world.

"That year, the spring was cold, and the peach blossom snow was very beautiful, and my mother took me to collect the snow water on the petals in the peach orchard, and I wanted to hide it until the summer to make tea for my father. A holy decree shatters all goodness! The blood in the yard was everywhere, dyeing the snow into this peach blossom-like color, and the overwhelming snow could not cover the smell of blood. My mother protected me, I was hit by an arrow in the back, I watched the arrow pass through my mother's body, and fell to the ground in front of me, at that time, I was scared stupid, until I saw my mother struggling to pick up the knife next to her, cut open her abdomen and take out my sister. My mother said that she couldn't do it, so let me take care of my sister. After Su Lin said all this, his face was full of tears, but the firmness in his eyes was not the same as yesterday.

The stone pressed on the heart seemed to be moved away little by little; The thorn in my heart seems to be pulled out little by little.

"The kindness is too heavy, too heavy for you to face, and the hatred is too deep for you to bear, so you choose to escape. However, the condemnation of conscience and the bottom line of being a human being force you to have nowhere to escape, since you can't escape, face it bravely, I will accompany you! King Sheng wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes as he spoke, willing to say it, able to say it, this heart knot, this heart calamity, it is half the better.

"Okay." Surin cried and cried and laughed. has been on the run, in fact, very tired, the tears on the pillow when I dreamed back at midnight eroded her heart. She needs redemption, she needs courage.

A simple word changes the trajectory of life!