Volume I: Chapter 92 Eyeliner
"Of course there is a difference, second master, if the two of them continue to stay by your side as ordinary personal attendants or close friends, then I will have nothing to say; But if the two of them continue to stay by your side as the prime minister, it will be a different matter. Because that means you're going to be forced to get involved in this political power struggle. Shu Yan solemnly explained to Bai Liwei.
"Yan'er, what you said does have some truth, then I will go and explain it clearly to Zheng Zhong and Chen Chi tomorrow." Baili agreed happily, but he may not be able to do it happily.
On the side of Wufu Zhai, after several twists and turns, Baili Wei and Shu Yan finally found their own barely suitable positions, although they can enjoy peace forever, but at least they can sleep soundly for the time being.
Of course, for Shu Yan, if she can dream of the Baili Mo in her heart again, it will be the icing on the cake.
As for Yu Yin and Zhong Daxuan at this time, after sending off all the guests at the wedding banquet with a smile on their faces, they also returned to the Fish Tears Pavilion with their shoulders and each other. Of course, it was Yu Yin who took the initiative to hook his shoulders, and it was Zhong Daxuan who was responsible for supporting; Because Zhong Daxuan is always drunk with a thousand cups, but Yu Yin is always drunk.
However, just as Zhong Daxuan wanted to help the drunken Yu Yin into the main room of the Fish Tears Pavilion, Yu Yin, who was lazy, sat on the steps in front of the main room of the Fish Tears Pavilion; And Zhong Daxuan, who had been holding Yu Yin tightly, naturally sat on the cold steps.
As soon as the cold wind blew, Yu Yin's mind invaded by alcohol gradually cleared up; However, the heart did not become clearer. And the scattered and lingering troubles of the day, as well as the long-standing series of unavoidable questions, surged in Yu Yin's mind, but surging in Yu Yin's heart.
At this moment, Yu Yin couldn't help but think half-drunk and half-awake: Where is the famous evidence of Yuan Jun's relocation to the army? Is it something you can see and touch, or something you can never reach? And how did the former Quartet general die? So how did the former Xuanwu General Bai Limo die? You know, he's Aunt Yan, no, he should be called "Second Aunt" now; You know, he is the person that the second aunt loves desperately! But in my heart, why do I always feel that something is not quite right?
Thinking of this, Yu Yin unconsciously trembled, not just because of the cold, or because of shivering, or because of something else.
In just a moment, Yu Yin continued to fall into a half-drunk and half-awake deep thought: What kind of person is His Royal Highness the Prince's father, the emperor of the Celestial Empire, who has never met? Was he the initiator of this whole tragedy? Are Xushitang and Baili Yuan his accomplices? And does the imminent outbreak of war mean that it will definitely break out? But in my heart, why am I so unwilling to come to this point?
At this moment, Yu Yin felt sincerely sorry for Zhong Daxuan, who had been waiting by his side.
Due to today's series of emergencies, Yu Yin could only deceive and fool Zhong Daxuan again and again, so that Yu Yin at this moment couldn't help but confess to Zhong Daxuan in his heart: "Brother Da Xuan, my Brother Da Xuan!" Why do I feel so upset? Why do you feel so sorry for you? ”
And Yu Yin felt more and more confused about the mission on his shoulders, and even at a loss; At the same time, he felt more and more that his mission, instead of having the slightest positive significance, might even have a negative effect. And this mission has nothing to give him except for the false identity of "Baili Ze Urushi".
However, even if Yu Yin was not born in the king's family, did not enjoy a life of no worries about food, clothing, and grace and luxury, Yu Yin is not uncommon with the identity of "Baili Ze Lacquer", although under the aura of the young master of the Baili family in Jin Hongshuixin, life can be worry-free.
Because this life of intrigue, deceit, and intrigue is not the life that Yu Yin really wants, let alone the life that Yu Yin yearns for. Although in this Jinhong Water Heart Fort, there are people such as Baili Wei, Shu Yan, Baili Liushen and Ye Lai who make Yu Yin feel very kind; But if you lose the identity of "Baili Ze Paint", it means losing the care of these people, and Yu Yin still has no attachment to the identity of "Baili Ze Paint".
Because what Yu Yin cherishes most is the care and love of Zhong Daxuan, the person around him at this moment, cherished so much that he can't imagine his life after loss, and cherishes it so much that he must never lose it, and the dispensable friendship with others is different, it has never been the same; Therefore, Yu Yin also cherished the identity of "Yu Yin" in twelve points, although this identity was also fake after all, but Yu Yin did not want this identity to bring him in the end.
As everyone knows, whether it is from the dispensable care and love of Baili Wei, Shu Yan, Baili Liushen and Alai and others, or from the love and friendship that Zhong Daxuan cherishes, it will not pass away with the loss of the false identity of "Baili Ze Paint" or "Yu Yin" one after another.
Thinking of the exhausted Yu Yin, he let himself lean on Zhong Daxuan's strong shoulder beside him and fell asleep deeply.
At this moment, Yu Yin, who instantly forgot all the troubles and unspeakable and inexplicable questions, slept very sweetly in the crook of Zhong Daxuan's arm that followed.
After a stick of incense, in the Celestial Empire's Fuling City, on Jinhong Street, in the outhouse of the main house of the Fish Tears Pavilion in Shuixin Fort, the drunken Yu Yin forcibly occupied Zhong Daxuan's bed; And Zhong Daxuan, who would never occupy Yu Yin's bed in the inner room, had to lie down on the round table in the outhouse, resting while quietly listening to Yu Yin's half-drunk and half-awake wanton nonsense.
I only heard Yu Yin ask Zhong Daxuan on a whim: "Brother Da Xuan, what do you think of my performance as a congratulatory gift today?" ”
Facing the drunken Yu Yin, Zhong Daxuan chose to answer without hesitation: "You who focus on playing on weekdays are especially moving; And today, when you play in front of the Vientiane Hall, in front of everyone, people can't help but be moved by you, and at the same time, people can't help but want to be farther away from you, farther away. ”
"Why? Brother Da Xu, is my performance today can't help but make people feel disgusted? Yu Yin asked Zhong Daxuan in confusion.
"How could that be? It's too late for everyone to like you! It is precisely because everyone likes you so much that everyone is afraid that they will be swallowed by your infinite charm, so everyone will deliberately want to stay away from you! Zhong Daxuan responded according to his own psychology.
"Brother Da Xu, then do you say that this is good or bad for me?" Yu Yin asked Zhong Daxuan.
"Of course, because it shows that you are very good!" Zhong Daxuan replied insincerely.
"Brother Da Xu, then do you say that this is good or bad for you?" Yu Yin asked Zhong Daxuan endlessly.
"As far as I'm concerned, I'm afraid that's not good." Zhong Daxuan replied evasively.
"Then why is it that what is good for me is not good for you?" I don't know if it's really confused, or Yu Yin, who pretended to be confused, asked knowingly.
"Because even though they like you for their freedom, whenever I see or hear them express their longing for you, I feel a little uncomfortable in my heart. To put it bluntly, I just can't see them like you! I also know that my psychology is very deformed and distorted, but I can't help it! I just can't control it, does it make you feel suffocated? Zhong Daxuan asked Yu Yin helplessly.
Obviously, under Yu Yin's drunken step-by-step questioning, Zhong Daxuan finally bravely confided his truest thoughts in his heart, of course, this is also the answer Yu Yin wants.
"Brother Da Xu, maybe there is a deformed and distorted side in my heart. For instead of feeling as suffocated as you think, I was doubly moved. Yu Yin, who was half drunk and half awake, said to Zhong Daxuan affectionately.
The next day, the fifteenth year of Kunqian, the first day of the lunar month.
In the Heavenly Dynasty Fuling City, on Jinhong Street, in the Fish Tears Pavilion of Shuixin Fort, when the first rays of sunlight in the morning hit the window lattices of the main room of the Fish Tears Pavilion, I couldn't remember how I returned to bed last night, but in fact, Yu Yin, who was carried back to bed by Zhong Daxuan, woke up from yesterday's hangover.
After a night of deep sleep, Yu Yin, who was completely awake at this moment, recalled the many troubles left over from yesterday, recalled a series of questions that had been dragged out recently, and suddenly felt that his brain hurt and his heart was blocked.
However, people who are obsessed with music and intoxicated with music every day have a different way of thinking from ordinary people, that is, they are different from ordinary people, that is, they are more open-minded than ordinary people, that is, they are more open-minded than ordinary people, and they are more comfortable and paralyzed than ordinary people.
Just like Yu Yin at this moment, he kept comforting himself in his heart: just like the sun rising in the east and setting in the west, the cycle continues, life has always continued, and it will never stop because of you and anyone's wishes. So if you want to open it, you have to think about it; Those who should be open-minded should be open-minded; If you should be flexible, you should be flexible. As the saying goes, "the general is outside, the king's order is not subject to it", although I am indeed shouldering the order of the king of a country, I am not a general after all. For the mission on my shoulders, since I was born with it, since I can't get rid of it, then continue to bear it! Anyway, I am also bent on finding out the series of buried truths, whether that series of buried truths has anything to do with the mission on my shoulders; Regardless of whether digging out the series of buried truths will have an impact on my future.