2. Confidants drink together and reminisce about the past
"How can you be without me when you drink alone?" A hearty sound broke the oppressive and sad atmosphere. The two pots of drunken breeze shook in front of Su Lin, and sat down next to Su Lin.
The name of the person is Lan Miao. A pair of starry eyes, deep vicissitudes, frowning, slightly sad, thin lips slightly upturned, like a smile but not a smile, a folding fan, a white dress, not stained with dust. At first glance, it is like a fairy falling into the dust, clean and warm; Look at it again, like poppies in the dark night, evil and cold. For Surin, he is also a brother and a friend.
"Brother Lan, why did you come back so soon, the matter is over?" The corners of Su Lin's mouth tugged.
"If you can't laugh, don't laugh, it's worse than crying." Lan Miao teased with distress and avoided her questioning. On the way there, Lan Miao received the news that Su Lin and Jia Xi'er were married, so they rushed back non-stop, for two days and two nights, without sleep, and ran to death three horses, but they still didn't have time.
"Whoever looks like you looks better than a woman." Su Lin didn't worry about what Lan Miao was going to do, Lan Miao was always at ease, she believed in Lan Miao more than herself.
"Is it pretty?" Lan Miao played with the wine jug, taking a big sip into her throat, spicy, soft, fragrant, and bitter. His brows furrowed, and he asked Su Lin rhetorically. Lan Miao doesn't like to drink, but every time Su Lin drinks, Lan Miao always accompanies him and doesn't get drunk. That's just that, Surin doesn't know.
"One look, one eye, another look, one heart. How many girls in the capital want it. Su Lin sighed.
"Into the heart, hehe, what about you?" Lan Miao's tone was full of ridicule, and Su Lin didn't see Lan Miao's hand clenching the wine jug, and it tightened slightly.
"My heart has long been fed to the dogs." Su Lin Pipi smiled and began to be serious again.
Lan Miao didn't answer, and took a sip of wine. For so many years, the more difficult it is, the more painful it is, the more troublesome it is, as if it is whitewashed with difficulties, it is not difficult, and if the pain is covered, it will not hurt. Su Lin may not know this habit by himself, but Lan Miao knows it, but he never breaks it.
"You're drinking a lot." Su Lin still remembered that when he first met, Lan Miao poured a cup.
"It's good to really feed the dogs." Lan Miao said in a low voice.
"Not only is he good at drinking, but he is also good at scolding, and he doesn't have dirty words." Su Lin was slightly dissatisfied, but in Lan Miao's ears, there was a hint of resentment, and his heartbeat missed a beat.
"I'm crying more and more." Looking at Su Lin's wet clothes and red and swollen eyes, Lan Miao's heart was like a blunt blow. In the past few years, Lan Miao has known that it is not easy for Su Lin. "It's ugly, but fortunately, only I can see it."
"Yes, Xi'er is gone, and you're the only one here." Su Lin pointed to his heart, tears bursting into tears.
Lan Miao didn't speak, leaned over, and let Su Lin's head rest on his shoulder, Lan Miao knew that in Su Lin's heart, he was a brother, and nothing else.
"The feeling of being carefree is really not good. Like a duckweed, blowing with the wind and floating with the water. I just want to be so drunk, and I can't wake up when I'm drunk. "Su Lin, he raised his head and poured violently, crying like a child. A lost child, lonely and helpless.
"Get drunk and relieve a thousand sorrows, I'll accompany you." Lan Miao picked up the wine jug and touched the wine jug in Su Lin's hand, brother is brother, it is enough to be able to accompany you to get drunk and cry with you like this.
"Every time you get drunk, you accompany you, you are good, and you never persuade you." Su Lin said with a smile.
"Drink as much as you want, whatever you want!" Lan Miao's eyes were full of spoiling, if he could forget the pain for a while when he was drunk, he was willing to accompany Su Lin to get drunk.
"Thank you." After Su Lin finished speaking, the wine jug touched and raised his head to take a sip.
"Between you and me, there is no need for these two words." Lan Miao was displeased.
"It's really not suitable, it's a bit numb." Surin was a little embarrassed.
"Everything will pass." Lan Miao touched Su Lin's head, her eyes were clear, and her voice was warm.
"Will it pass?" Su Lin muttered, wanting to believe Brother Lan's words, but he couldn't deceive his heart.
"Yes, time is a good medicine." Lan Miao took a deep breath and said firmly, "This is what you said to me at that time. ”
"I'm sorry for reminding you of those things." Su Lin looked at Lan Miao with an apologetic and distressed expression.
"It's already gone." Lan Miao smiled, as warm as the winter sun, "At that time, you scolded me for being a fool with your teeth and claws. Lan Miao didn't want to persuade Su Lin, because there were some wounds that she could only lick by herself. What he can do is to uncover his injuries, stay by Su Lin's side, and let Su Lin know that your injuries, I understand, your injuries, I will accompany you, you are not alone, you have me, I have always been there.
"Isn't it? Uncle Lan scattered all his family property and risked his life to bear all the charges, just to protect you, but you want to hit the stone with an egg, and it is not too late for a gentleman to take revenge for ten years. Su Lin remembered Lan Miao at that time, as if he was in a different world.
"Do you remember what you told me at the time?" Lan Miao asked rhetorically.
"It's easy to cross others, it's hard to cross yourself." Su Lin smiled bitterly.
"Then I won't cross, I will fall into the Yellow Spring, kill the gods and kill the Buddha, and fight from the heart." Lan Miao's dark eyes were like stars in the dark night.
"In this world, it is the most difficult to follow the word heart." Surin Road.
"It's hard or not, Brother Lan accompanies you and protects you." Lan Miao said.
"Brother Lan, I want revenge, I want to kill!" Su Lin cried, crying like a child, why bother too much, blood feud and blood repay, one life for another, it's not so complicated.
"Then kill it." Lan Miao touched Su Lin's head, and her voice was extremely gentle, as if she was not talking about murder, but like a touching love story.
"But I'm afraid, the blood on my hands is red and my heart is confused, on the Huangquan Road, my parents don't recognize me, but my sister doesn't forgive me." Su Lin has always wanted to take revenge, but his parents left his life and his sister's last wish, so he had to obey. Now in this world, Su Lin is left alone, and he has no worries, and revenge is the only reason to live. The wine was deep, and Su Lin spoke incoherently, telling the uneasiness and unwillingness in his heart.
"No, it won't." Lan Miao was distressed, Lan Miao knew how tormented it was to not be avenged by the deep revenge of the sea of blood! Surin was carrying too much.
"Before, my body was not up to me, my heart was not up to me, and my life was not up to me. Brother Lan, I don't complain about the sky, I don't complain about the earth, I only complain about myself, I did too little, and I woke up too late! Surin's eyes went from sadness to despair, and then to hatred.
"What do you want, Brother Lan will accompany you." Lan Miao said.
"Brother Lan, look at that bright moon, just like you, bloody and dark, not for you." Su Lin knew that Brother Lan treated her very well, and his own brother was nothing more than that! The road of revenge was muddy and bumpy, and Su Lin was reluctant to be accompanied by Brother Lan all the way.
"May the bright moon shine on your heart, and exchange your life for warmth and purity." Lan Miao said firmly. You are the bright moon in my heart, but this sentence is not spoken.
"Warm and pure? If you can live a warm and pure life, who wants to be that dark night Shura; If you can live like a child in your heart, who is willing to go step by step. I want to take revenge, the power is over the world, how can the road of revenge be easy to walk! Su Lin took a big sip of wine, his black eyes were empty, he smiled and said that he was warm and pure, smiled and laughed, and cried.
"This road, I will accompany you, plan and calculate, and I will do it." Lan Miao said.
"Brother Lan, that's my hatred, not yours." Su Lin pushed Lan Miao, wiped his tears, and took another big sip of wine into his throat.
"Yours, mine" Lan Miao gritted her teeth and repeated these words, slightly angry, do you want to distinguish so clearly? Sulking and drinking, red eyes.
"Brother Lan, where is there a revenge robbery." Su Lin was really drunk, crying and crying and laughing again.
"Let's go home." Lan Miao was also annoyed, what did she have to do with this drunk girl.
"I don't have a home anymore." Su Lin began to cry again, and the smile on the corner of his mouth had not yet had time to be contained.
"In the future, Brother Lan's home will be your home." Lan Miao solemnly seemed to be promised.
"It's nice that I have a home, it's good." Su Lin was really drunk, the corners of his mouth rose slightly, there were tears in the corners of his eyes, his eyes were slightly closed, and he fell asleep in Lan Miao's arms in a daze.
Carrying Su Lin into the carriage and gently wiping away the tears that had not yet fallen from the corners of her eyes, Lan Miao tightened the person in her arms. In front of me, her childhood appearance appeared.
At that time, she was the concubine of General Suai.
When Lan Miao first met Su Lin, she was with her mother to visit her best friend, and Su Lin's mother was Duguqing.
At that time, she was four years old, and she was a little girl who was pink and well-behaved. But the temperament is really not well-behaved at all, going down to the river to catch fish and shrimp, going up to the tree to dig out birds' eggs, pulling the master's beard, and playing with Daddy's saber, there is no girl who dare not play. At that time, Lan Miao, eight years old, had been very strict with her parents since she was a child, and she had learned the way of management with her father. Su Lin, who is naughty and loves to get into trouble, always lets Lan Miao take the blame, "Daddy's knife was lost by Brother Lan"; "Master's book was torn by Brother Lan"; "The fruit tree in the backyard was broken when Brother Lan stole it." Lan Miao didn't make any excuses and admitted it. Su Linpu fanned his eyes and said seriously: "Brother Lan, you are so good, I want to marry you when I grow up." A childhood joke, Lan Miao remembered in her heart. Lan Miao wanted to carry the pot for the rest of his life for this naughty ghost.
It's just that the world is unpredictable, on the way to celebrate Su Lin's fifth birthday, Lan Miao received news that General Su collaborated with the enemy and treason, the Su family was beheaded, and the Dugu family was also implicated. Everything has changed. I still remember that day, when the clouds covered the sky and the snow was heavy, it couldn't hide the bloody smell all over the door, and there was still a trace of life.
Fortunately, I later learned that Mu Sen saved Su Lin, and Su Lin wore men's clothes.