Chapter 115: Mood (II)

When I woke up again, it was already morning, and it looked like it was going to rain on the day, and the weather was a little stuffy. Xianggong's figure is no longer in front of the window, Xiaochan has also gone to rest, and Juan'er and Xing'er are guarding here. According to Juan'er, the old lady came over earlier, and when she saw that she was sleeping, she signaled that she didn't need to wake up, but casually asked what the charts on the table were used for.

After a mere night, the high fever could not be subsided, and she drank another bowl of medicine, her head was groggy, and her mouth was full of bitterness. The anxiety in my heart is still there, even if Liheng said something like that yesterday, what will happen in the end...... In fact, she already knows the Tao to some extent, but she is unwilling in her heart, and it takes a lot of effort.

The figure was not in this room, and when I thought of it, I felt that it was empty, but finally I fell asleep. This sleep was not like the one in the early hours of the morning, all kinds of nightmares came one after another, and she couldn't be at peace. When he woke up again, it was about noon, and Ning Yi sat on the chair in front of the window again, whispering something to Juan'er who was standing next to him, probably for the account situation last year, and Juan'er explained the reason in a whisper.

Xiaochan came over and said, "Miss, wake up?" Then Ning Yi and Juan'er also turned around.

The body was very tired, and she didn't want to talk or move, but Chan'er came over and raised the pillow for her, and Liheng's hand reached over to cover her forehead - except for last night, they hadn't had such intimate contact before, but it felt natural. After measuring the temperature of his forehead with the palm of his hand, the man nodded: "It seems to be better, let's call Dr. Sun over later." Then he said something like "Yesterday was about 40 degrees."

Xiaochan went out and brought a porridge bowl, "forced" her to drink a few sips of white porridge, and soon after Doctor Sun also came over and asked about the situation, Xiaochan occasionally said something, Liheng continued to read the account book at the table, recorded things, and only occasionally spoke. She lay there watching a group of people come and go, and sometimes she and Ning Yi stayed alone in this room, and the back movements at the table seemed to be fast and clear, orderly, which made people feel very strange and calm.

In the evening, it was dark, it was raining outside the window, and the fresh air wafted into the room, and there was an earthy smell.

She only slept occasionally, and then woke up again, this night the shopkeeper Liao and the others did not enter the house, and there was no restless light in the rain curtain for several days, what were they doing, has the situation in business changed...... Occasionally, I thought in my heart, only Ning Yi and Chan'er Juan'er Xing'er were with her in the room, a few pieces of rice paper were hung on the wall in the room, and Liheng occasionally glanced at it, which could be regarded as adding a strange color of incomprehensible meaning to this quiet situation.

Although her bedroom often deals with some business matters, it is more atmospheric than the average lady's bedroom, but many girls still like things and decorations. The room is still quiet most of the time, Chan'er Juan Er Xing'er whispered to her and Liheng, in and out is also gentle, mixed in this rain curtain, Liheng's busyness and focus have their own rules, and only bring quiet strength.

It was only in this night that she remembered the thought in the early morning more clearly: Xianggong is a scholar, and even the most powerful talent in Jiangning.

In the early years, when I was still a girl before I got married, I looked forward to these things, and I fantasized more than once that I would marry a talented man in the future.

Since I have more or less understood the world, there are fewer such thoughts, but there are definitely still longings. The stories of talented and beautiful women that once happened in Jiangning, Cao Guan, Li Pin and others, who later became famous, were rumors of fighting at poetry banquets, she was very interested in inquiring, even if she went to the Puyuan Poetry Meeting later to talk about business, but when she heard about other poetry meetings and saw many good poems, she could also feel that it was worth the money, which seemed to be something in another world, but it did not prevent her from liking and looking forward to it.

Then, life is still life, she became a relative according to the predetermined plan, recruited a lot, said that she was a scholar, but she couldn't match the talent, she could only be said to be a nerd. Life is life, she can still look forward to those great poems and talents, but when her husband doesn't seem to be as stupid as expected, when something begins to coincide, she feels a little at a loss. , his father-in-law is known as the first genius in Jiangning by some people, what should he do? She actually doesn't feel the symbols that a great genius and a great literati should have here - in the past, when she heard and read the story, she watched the opera, and it was clear that the great talent should also quote the classics, even if it was a little deviant in the legendary novel, he should show his talent casually, and he should be the center and symbol everywhere he goes, the kind that people can't get close to. She once dreamed of marrying a talented man, it should be "the officials have worked hard" and "thank you for your concern" - in short, it is as formal and distant as on the stage, but if there is no distance, what should things be?

On weekdays, he speaks simply and casually, without showing off, with humor and humor, but such a person is known as the first talent. She looked at those two poems from time to time, and they were not like ordinary couples, sometimes they were like friends—she had never heard of such good friends, and they would go to the second floor every few days to talk and say anything. Is it possible for a man and a woman to be such friends? In some legends, there are often women who disguise themselves as men and then make friends with others, but she does not pretend, but is there such a couple? It seems that I have never heard of it either.

She actually likes this feeling, and she likes it to the ...... I don't know how to change, and I don't know how to go further. But the perception that Xianggong is a talented man has always been a little vague in her. It was only then that it became clear.

From afternoon to evening, she heard Xianggong ask a few questions softly, all of which were the most critical points in the accounts of the past few years. Xianggong is a smart man, and he is doing these things seriously. Su Tan'er soon became clear about this matter, but no matter how talented people are, they can't do anything about it, Xianggong is a great talent, and he is the daughter of a businessman, these things should have been done by himself, and he has been working hard to do a good job, trying not to let Xianggong feel the annoyance and interference of these things, but at this time, he was still involved after all.

What the result will be, it doesn't matter here, Xianggong can't do this well, he said in order to ease his heart: "I will definitely do a good job." "But these things can't be solved by determination, and in any case, after letting him in, these things still affect him after all......

She thought about these things in her heart, and slept for a while and woke up for a while, and at midnight, the rain was still falling, but the night seemed quiet, the light of the oil lamp was flickering, and only Liheng's back was sitting on a chair in the room, and he was looking at some letters exchanged with the shopkeepers from all over the world, and when he noticed the movement behind him, he turned his head, and then put down the letterhead and got up.

"Woke up? Want to drink some water? ”

"Hmm......" Su Tan'er nodded slightly.

Ning Yi raised the pillow, poured a glass of warm water from the side, and fed her a few sips: "Xing'er slept with Juan'er, Xiaochan was also very tired today, so I tricked her to take a rest just now, but when you take medicine, you'd better wake up, uh, if you want to ......" Ning Yi looked at her and hesitated for a while, then got up, "I'll call Xiaochan." ”

Ning Yi's hesitation has a reason, he deliberately disappeared a few times during the day, mainly to leave time for her to give her a chuáng or something, although she has a heavy wind and cold, but in fact, the strength of the chuáng is still some, and it is not really paralyzed on the chuáng. These hidden things are not easy to speak, if in normal times, Su Tan'er's face didn't know what to look like when he was going to be red, but at this time he was only slightly embarrassed, and when he saw that Ning Yi was leaving, he said, "Xianggong...... Don't ......" After Ning Yi stopped, he whispered: "Xianggong really doesn't shy away from it......" Of course, if he completely avoids or doesn't think about these things at all, most of the discomfort is himself.

Ning Yi smiled: "Better?" ”

"It's better......"

"It will take about two or three days for the fever to go away." Ning Yi glanced at her a few times, and there were a lot of things to say, but he still shook his head after the most reluctance: "You feel uncomfortable, don't make noise with you, if you want to eat or have other things, tell me later." ”

He took a letter and sat down on a chair not far away, the room fell silent, the autumn rain outside had already become the background, Su Tan'er looked at the figure for a long time, and finally spoke: "Xianggong...... Why would you agree to this family business? ”

There have been similar conversations between the two in the past, but when they say it at this time, the problem is obviously different. Ning Yi put down the letterhead and looked at Su Tan'er on the chuáng, and after a long time, Fang shook his head with a smile: "I thought about talking to you about this, but ...... Maybe in a few days, when you wake up a little bit? You don't look good right now. "The concubine has nothing to do, I want to ...... I want to know the way. Su Tan'er said slowly, "It turns out that the prime minister also wants to talk?" ”

"It's not for the sake of agreeing to this family business." Ning Yi put the letter aside, moved the chair in front of Chuáng, and sat down, "Before...... Actually, I've already said it.,I don't know why Lu Dao would agree to this family business.,Amnesia.。 I'm not talking about what happened before the amnesia, but ...... Things after that. ”

"After that?"

Ning Yi looked at her for a while, sighed, and then laughed: "Are you sure you want to hear this now?" ”

Su Tan'er also smiled hard: "If you don't listen, the concubine won't be able to sleep......"

"Okay." Ning Yi nodded, because Su Tan'er's consciousness was probably limited at this time, so his speed of speech was not fast, and he repeated it from time to time, "It's actually a simple thing, if you don't say it now, you will definitely talk about it one day...... There is a man named Ning Yi who married a woman named Su Tan'er, and they got married, so that's how the two of us met...... These are already facts, don't think about him, fate or yīn, it's just the two of us anyway...... You are a part of such a thing, do you see it this way? ”

Su Tan'er frowned and thought about it, not quite understanding the meaning of what Ning Yi said: "Concubine...... Concubine, I'm very happy......"

Ning Yi patted her hand and paused slightly: "No matter what others say, it's empty, what kind of talent, it's a lot of money...... In short, things are already like this, life is simple, as far as I am concerned, I don't have much opinion about getting rich, and I don't hate you for you...... No, it's better to say directly, I like you, whether it's business, or xìng grid, you are very strong, but yes, I like such a xìng grid, not to mention, you are also quite beautiful......"

Ning Yi held his chin with one hand on the side of Chuáng, and his words were indifferent and calm, as if he had casually said there when he thought of something. Su Tan'er was suddenly a little caught off guard, even in such a weak situation in front of her, her face flushed, and she stammered shyly: "Xianggong, Xianggong, is it true...... Do you like it? ”

"Well, I like it."

"But...... However, this is not the xìng character of everyone's ladies...... A woman's lack of talent is virtue, and a woman's family is ...... It shouldn't be like this, they all said...... This one...... Men don't like this......" After speaking incoherently for a while, Su Tan'er, who was sick, did not forget to emphasize some things with her eyes, and after a while, she became depressed, "I...... Not worthy of the ......"

"At this time, I still love to raise the bar, in the eyes of others, I am just a soft eater, you are better than many men......"

"Xianggong is not incapable......"

Ning Yi smiled: "At this time, there is no need to keep self-derating, these are not important, and the argument will not come to a conclusion until tomorrow...... Anyway, it's just between us. I'm not dissatisfied with life, I like you, I like this yard, Chan'er Juan Er Xing'er or something, there are some boring people around, doing boring things all day long, but in general, it's okay to live like this, tǐng is good. So, I'd like to tell you about this. ”

He shook Su Tan'er's somewhat weak palm, the five fingers were round and slender, very beautiful, and he played with it in his hand, and then decided: "If you don't have too much dissatisfaction, then we may have to live like this in the future...... No matter how it was arranged before, anyway, things are already like this, no need to think about what it is, anyway, don't hate it, that's it......"

He took Su Tan'er's hand and waited for an answer, which might also be a more important decision for Ning Yi. When he first woke up, he was ready to leave at any time, and then he just waited and watched, but at this point, some things could probably be determined. Don't think about those factors that are too romantic, in short, since there is a title of husband and wife, since he doesn't hate Su Tan'er's xìngzi, the two get along quite well, whether they change it or not, it doesn't matter, next, it's nothing more than life.

Su Tan'er looked at him, her eyes blinked, blinked, her eyes reddened, tears flowed, she pursed her hands tightly, and she couldn't speak. Ning Yi waited for a long time before he lowered his head and smiled: "No matter what, you have to give a sentence......

"Xianggong ......" Su Tan'er moved her hands, "After this incident, Tan'er is in better health, let's ......" The voice was choked and slightly hoarse, but her eyes were firm, and in the rainy night, she paused slightly and sniffed.

"Let's round the house......"

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It's not easy to get her to say this......!