Chapter Forty-Seven: Why Are You the Masters of My Marriage?
"Kindness is a good thing, but the purer the kindness, the more difficult it is to get out." Wu Hate slowly spoke, "Yun Shen, don't you have anything to tell me today?" Or don't you think there's anything you need to ask me? ”
After listening to the words of no hate, Yun Shen lowered his head, if no hatred would not be here, he would definitely take the initiative to find him, but at this time, no hatred was here, and he also said so many things to himself, even if he wanted to ask, he didn't have much thought, "There was before, but now I feel that I can think clearly." ”
looked at him without hatred, with a clear look, "Then can you think it through, or do you feel that you can't think about it anymore?" ”
Yun Shen didn't expect that he would ask such a sentence when he opened his mouth, and he was a little stunned in his heart, but finally said truthfully, "I think that there are some things that I can't think about anymore." ”
"But Yun Shen, you have to know that there are some things that you don't think about anymore." "There are so many people in the world who are trapped by love, and there are so many things that everyone can't think of in the end, do you think you are better than those people?" ”
"I just think I can control my emotions, after all, I was able to choose to go up the mountain, and now I can choose to kill this idea." Yun Shen opened his mouth firmly, and there was no hatred in his tone, which he had not seen for a long time.
Seeing that he looked determined, it was not easy to continue to ask in this regard, so he changed his way and said, "Do you know why there are so many crazy men and women in the world, and they still can't think about the things they are entangled in in the end?" ”
Yun Shen opened his mouth and replied, "Because their minds are not pure enough and their wills are not strong enough. ”
"Not only that, but also because their six roots are not pure, and they still have their own nostalgia in the world, so even if the process of entanglement is painful, they still prefer to immerse themselves in this pain." "Didn't I tell you before, your six roots are not pure, and your kindness is too pure, and your character is the more difficult it is to get out of this kind of thinking!" ”
Yun Shen's tone was still full of firmness, "Master, you believe me, I can control myself, after all, I know very well what I am like!" ”
"I'm not saying that your personality will have any effect on this matter, I'm just afraid that you won't be able to think about it when the time comes." Hatless looked at him like this, and said a little unbearably, "When I asked you to go up the mountain before, you deduced your own destiny before you made up your mind, at the beginning, I was worried that you would be trapped in this thing, but then I saw that you were more and more calm and calm, I felt that I was thinking too much, for a long time, I felt that you came out of this, but now that I look at it, you are still deeply affected by this thing!" ”
"How can this thing come out? It reminds me all the time that I'm only fit to be alone! Yun Shen didn't hide his thoughts in front of his master, and answered directly.
Wu Xian stopped and touched his head before he spoke, "Child, you must know that there are many people who are alone in this world, and they may all have similar personalities to you, but they choose different ways of living!" The reason why I decided to take you up the mountain in the first place was that in addition to my personal feelings for the General's Mansion, I didn't want you to wander outside like that and then be alone. The reason why I let you understand the Dharma and let you not be bound by many things is that I want you to figure out that many things are not decided by your personality, but you can decide yourself. ”
Yun Shen heard his words and didn't speak, but the emotion in his eyes couldn't be hidden.
Seeing that his apprentice didn't speak, he let out a long sigh and then spoke, "You were going to talk to me about your feelings for Miss Leng before, right?" ”
Yun Shen nodded.
Hate Wu then asked, "At first, it was just when she was your long-lost sister, at most empathy, but now you find that it seems to be a little different, right?" ”
Yun Shen still nodded.
"Then what do you think your feelings for her now, like, pity, and distress?" Open your mouth without hatred,
Yun Shen shook his head, "I don't know, I just know that I feel weird when I see her now, and I also feel that my feelings can be easily affected by her, I have no experience in this area, and I don't know what it's like to like someone, so I feel a little panicked." ”
"A clever and likable little girl, everyone naturally likes it!" looked at him without hatred, and the kindness in his eyes couldn't be concealed at all, "If you are just my apprentice, not a monk in the temple, and you don't have that kind of personality, I will definitely encourage you to get closer to Miss Shen, so that you can figure out what you feel like, but this is not the case, you yourself are trying your best to restrain yourself, so it is even more impossible for me to let this matter develop like this, Yun Shen, I know that this is a bit cruel to you, but for you and Miss Shen, I can only do this." ”
When Yun Shen heard this, his heart also chuckled, and then he heard his own voice, "That...... Master means ......"
"Didn't you always disbelieve that your sister has passed away, I can give you a month, you go down the mountain to find your sister, and then in this month, you will think about this matter clearly, and when you come back, you will tell me your own answer." "Now that you have just met Miss Shen, she is interested in you when she is very interested, since you want to choose restraint, it is better to simply leave, after a month, you should also think clearly, Miss Shen's interest should be reduced, and there will be no big impact at that time." ”
Hearing the hateless words, Yun Shen only felt that his heart sank, but it was undeniable that this was indeed a good way to solve the matter, and he had to do it for the sake of Shen Zhinan's kindness to him.
"Thank you Master for your guidance, that disciple will leave for the mountain tomorrow." After Yun Shen figured it out, he didn't twist it much, bowed deeply to Wu Xian, and spoke.
"This time I let you go down the mountain, not just to let you find your sister, you go down the mountain alone, you want to understand more of the joys, sorrows and sorrows of the world, you have to know that love is such a thing, in their eyes, what does it represent?" A month is not too long, it is not too short, you just need to take good care of yourself. ”
"I know." Yun Shen nodded, indicating that he had remembered this matter.
Yun Shen had already decided that she was going to leave for the mountain tomorrow, so she was naturally busy packing her things, as for Shen Zhimeng's side, she was sitting in the carriage, but she kept thinking about what Yun Shen said to herself just now, wishing that she would get home the next moment, so as to ask if those words were true.
By the time Shen Zhimeng returned to the General's Mansion, it was already dark, and the General's Mansion, which had been lively for a day, was quiet, and Han Houye's own family had gone back long before a few sticks of incense.
"Daddy, eldest brother, second brother, I'm back!" As soon as Shen Zhimeng entered the door, he directly said loudly, "I've been out for a day, what have you done at home!" ”
When Shen Zhimeng walked into the front hall, she realized that the person she had just called, none of them were sitting here, "Daddy, eldest brother, second brother, why don't you want me, I thought you weren't at home!" Seeing that they were a little serious, a bad premonition flashed in Shen Zhimeng's heart.
Shen Zhinan saw that his father and mother didn't want to speak, so he knew that he could only say this by himself, "Ah Meng, I have something very important to tell you, you sit down first and prepare mentally." ”
Shen Zhimeng smiled a little stiffly, "Big brother, why are you suddenly so serious, it scared me, I haven't done anything bad recently!" When I went down the mountain just now, Yun Shen also told me that you took me away, carried me behind my back, and set up a marriage for me at home, he must be joking, right? ”
"He's not joking with you, we did set you up for a marriage." Shen Zhinan saw that she had already said this matter, so he said bluntly, "The reason why we have spent you is that we are afraid that you will not agree, and now that the marriage has been decided, there is nothing you can do if you want to regret it!" ”
Shen Zhimeng only felt that his throat was a little tight, and his voice was full of uncertainty, "So you really made the verbal marriage contract I had when I was a child?" ”
"Yes, it is your marriage with the little son of Han Houye's family, which has been decided, but it has not yet been officially let everyone know, if you each have someone you like by then, this marriage can still be canceled." Shen Zhinan opened his mouth and shattered Shen Zhimeng's last hope.
Shen Zhimeng couldn't accept this fact, and struggled to speak, "Why don't you ask my opinion before you give me an engagement?" ”
"Since ancient times, marriage has been the order of the parents, and today's marriage is decided by the father and mother and the Han Hou Ye and his wife, why do you need to ask your opinion!" Although Shen Zhinan was a little distressed when he looked at her like this, he also knew that at this time, he could only be serious and do this 'bad guy' to the end.
"Why!! I am the one who will marry in the future, and I am the one who will live, so why should I listen to your arrangements for my marriage, and if I am not happy at that time, can you be responsible? When Shen Zhimeng said this, tears flowed down his eyes, "I don't care, I'm going to the Hou Mansion now to cancel this marriage!" ”