Chapter 401: What is selfishness?

After this incident, Miss Lin didn't take the initiative to come to the door, she can be majestic in front of a stupid girl, it doesn't mean that even An Miao, who is standing here, dares to continue to be arrogant.

She is beautiful and polite, every move is the most standard format, and her bearing is even more extraordinary, after getting better, she has been liked by everyone in the village in a few days, from big to small, no matter what kind of parents like to come to her for a short matter or a big thing, compared to Bai Zelai, who doesn't like to talk, An Miao, who often has a little smile on her face, is obviously much closer.

An Miao's medical skills are clever, and sometimes she will concoct some insect repellent things and send them out, which is very easy to use, and those snakes, insects, rats and ants don't even dare to lean over, so more people come to find her, and she is more liked.

It's just that every time, whenever there are other people in the family, Bai Ze doesn't do any work, even if he doesn't speak, he has to stay in the room, watching An Miao and the people who come.

After a long time, some people ridiculed Bai Xiaoge for being very jealous, and his wife was reluctant to fall out of his eyes for even a minute, Bai Ze didn't speak, An Miao listened, and just laughed.

Their false relationship between husband and wife, in the case that both parties did not clarify, is still maintained on the bright side, everyone knows that Bai Xiaoge has a fairy-like wife, but no one knows, they usually rarely even speak, and the room is naturally divided into two, after An Miao recovered, he scrupulously abides by etiquette, and every time before he is confused, he has to remind himself that she is An Miao, and she is no longer his Miao.

The difference between one word and the sky is very different.

It's just that An Miao never mentioned leaving here, and Bai Ze rarely went out at night, they were like an ordinary couple living in a small mountain village, forgetting each other's identities, and simply living the most ordinary days.

For Bai Ze, every day now is a gift from God, he dreamed back at midnight, opened his eyes and looked at the ceiling, looked at the closed door of An Miao's room, looked at the vegetables gradually growing at the door of the house, only felt that everything was too illusory, this happiness made him feel the fear of being dazed, and the feeling that the guillotine would fall at any time, made Bai Ze both happy and frightened.

Of course he didn't want to leave here, but he also knew that this day would come sooner or later, he was afraid that he would not be able to hold on to the strong gap, and he was afraid that An Miao would take the initiative to say the words of leaving, and the time borrowed from God would be longer, just a little longer.

Bai Ze lived a happy and fearful life every day, but when the news came out, he felt like he didn't know what kind of mood it was, three months, three whole months, it was enough.

Aunt Zhang was still chattering about the news that the government was looking for someone, and she didn't notice that An Miao and Bai Ze had become a little weird, she finished speaking, and told An Miao to eat more, and then Shi Shiran left.

Leaving Bai Ze and An Miao, the silence face-to-face, the atmosphere that was almost about to freeze spread out in the air, Bai Ze closed his eyes tightly, let out a long breath, and said in a hoarse voice:

"It's been so long, it's time to look here, An Miao, let's leave tonight and go back to the capital."

The last three words came out of his mouth, as if he was going to spend all his strength, and the spirit in his entire body seemed to be drained, and he didn't even dare to look at An Miao, for fear that he couldn't help but say the words he had retained.

Stay here, he doesn't care about anything, what the emperor's mandate, what the responsibility of the secret guard, he just wants to be with An Miao.

His lips opened and closed, and his eyes were red as if they were oozing blood, but he couldn't say a word, and he got stuck in his throat, and little by little it dispersed into a pain that almost condensed into the bone marrow.

He can't do it, he can't do it, and he can't easily determine An Miao's life.

Bai Ze understands very well that the reason why An Miao stays here is just because she doesn't want to face the tragic reality outside, the death of her brother, and everything is powerless, not because of the so-called love, she is a concubine, she really loves Murong Che.

From beginning to end, An Miao's life should not have half an intersection with Bai Ze.

It was he, in the name of wanting to protect An Miao, who asked God to steal three months, true or false, false and true, only in this small mountain village, he and An Miao are the so-called husband and wife.

An Miao lowered her eyes, listened to his words, pursed her red lips, and suddenly said, "I don't want to leave, let's go out and hide for a while, and then come back, right?" ”

Her eyes were full of confusion, her body trembled uncontrollably, and her eyes were moist and watery, and she muttered and repeated, "I really don't want to leave, isn't it nice here?" Why should we go back to the capital, I don't need to go back. ”

Bai Ze's eyes were also red, and the words were on his lips, and when he was about to break out, he saw An Miao's eyes that kept falling, Bai Ze gritted his teeth, took a deep breath, and held An Miao's hand, his tone trembling and gentle.

"Miao'er, if you really say this, I will take you away if you risk the world, we can go to Southern Xinjiang, go to Saiwai, go anywhere you want, we leave here, no one can find us, and come back when you want to come back."

"But An Miao, you want to go back, there are too many of you who are reluctant, you can't let go of the emperor, and you can't put Leshan Pharmacy. Those friends of yours, the reason why you want to stay here with me is just because you don't want to face Lu Ying's death. ”

He raised his head and gently touched An Miao's hair, "Miao'er, you stay here, what happened will not change, go back, it's enough, to face those who want to see you, to meet those you want to meet, these three months, I am very grateful to you." ”

An Miao closed her eyes and hugged Bai Ze, how could she not know his intentions, the love and cherishment revealed after getting along bit by bit, every one of them was seen by her.

It's not that she's not moved, it's not that she's not sad.

For three months, it was almost like taking care of it in the palm of her hand, how could An Miao be willing to give it up, this place was like a second home for her, and Bai Ze and her were real relatives.

But this feeling, she can't even respond, there is a difference of hundreds of different emotions between gratitude and love, and she already likes Murong Che. , how can you fall in love with a second person.

"I'm sorry, I'm really... I'm sorry, Bai Ze.... I...."

"It's okay, I've never blamed you."

Bai Ze smiled bitterly, patted An Miao's back, and turned his head to look at the window, the vegetables he had planted here were about to grow up and mature, but they couldn't wait for that time.

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