Let Daya succumb to the vulgar, Li Chengdong gained an endless sense of achievement.

This made the Zhao family bitter, Li Chengdong was a drunkard, and he was used to beating people, whenever he was drunk, he would swing like a beast and kick open Zhao's bedroom, and torture her delicate in every way.

The people in the house didn't understand why the Zhao family was so forbearing, and gradually changed from the initial sympathy and pity to insensitive indifference, and some people even felt that she was born lowly.

Li Yuanyin is also very incomprehensible, if Zhao is obedient to Li Chengdong, it makes sense, what people don't understand is that Zhao is investing her feelings for this bad relationship, she is trying to get used to everything that Li Chengdong imposed on her, and also trying to make Li Chengdong get used to her.

But in the eyes of many people, how naïve and ridiculous Zhao's idea of wanting to change Li Chengdong is.

One day, Li Chengdong went crazy again after drinking, grabbed Zhao and threw her on the bed, and then fell asleep like a dead pig, while Zhao walked out of the cage with bruises all over his body, dragging his vain steps, and sat under the cloister looking up at the waning moon like a hook.

Her clothes were very thin, and her pale and tearful eyes, the waning moon was tickling her unbearable look, and the autumn frost hit her body, making her shiver, hugging her knees and sobbing and bowing her head.

There is a saying in Guangdong, the same person does not have the same life, she was also innocent, she was also noble-minded, and some people loved her and loved her.

When I go to the garden next year, I will ask Chang'e because of the flowers.

I still remember Chen Lang's sentence when he was seven years old, Zhao also seems to want to ask Chang'e, why am I as beautiful as you, but I am humiliated every night, day by day, and I have been feeding tigers all my life?

Although Li Chengdong is known as 'Huzi', he is not a tiger, he is a pig.

Thinking of it, half a note of coquettishness and hatred. The moon shifts and the shadow of the flower comes back.

At this moment, Li Yuanyin, who was hiding in a secluded place and quietly watching the beauty crying, was suddenly moved by compassion, and walked over and sat next to her across the pillar, hoping to give her comfort.

"Didn't you think about running away? If you want to escape, I can help you. ”

After the two sat quietly for a long time, Li Yuanyin asked what he had held back for a long time.

Zhao hugged his legs, raised his head and took a deep breath, looked at the void of the long night with a sad smile, and said in a trembling voice:

"The country is gone, the family is gone, and my relatives are suffering, where can I flee to?"

"And you're torturing yourself like that?" Li Yuanyin was a little speechless and stopped.

"What's the difference between being tortured by others and torturing yourself, it's not all the same torture, why don't you do it yourself?" Zhao closed his eyes.

"There are many wives and concubines of my father-in-law, and there are also those who have similar experiences to you, such as Xing's, when she was with Li Zicheng and Gao Jie, they were all as wives, after Gao Jie was killed, she relied on her father-in-law, the concubine is not a concubine, the outer room is not the outer room, and the gap is much bigger than when you come to the mansion from Chen Zizhuang's side."

Li Yuanyin found that she was speechless, and she shouldn't have hurt her by telling the fact that she was also Chen Zizhuang's concubine.

"I don't mean that, I mean to say that they are both very smart, and their relationship with their stepfather is indifferent

and you're ......"

Li Yuanyin's tone is similar to that of a child who is not a product.

"You know that your father-in-law likes to bully you like that, why do you always come to him?"

Zhao looked at Li Yuanyin and said, "Uncle Yuan." "Yuanbo is Li Yuanyin's word.

"Uncle Yuan, I know you want me to live a better life, if I learn smarter, even in the Admiral's Mansion, life may be better than now."

She paused, bowed to tears, and smiled faintly.

"This body is dead, this heart is dead, my world has collapsed, no matter how good my life is, I can't be interested in it at all."

"You're too negative!"

"No, you're wrong, I just don't expect to have a good life, but it doesn't mean that I don't have my own pursuits."

"Your own pursuit?"

"Yes, pursue ......" Zhao bit his lip and said in a firm tone: "I just want the rest of my time to be able to renew Mr. Qiutao's life, and when his last wish is fulfilled, I will go down to accompany him, maybe that's ......."

Li Yuanyin's head buzzed, but he never expected that this woman who couldn't understand it, looked angry, and wanted to push her behind her back actually thought like this.

When Zhao mentioned Mr. Qiu Tao and Chen Zizhuang, he couldn't help but choke up and couldn't speak anymore.

"Why are you telling me this?" Li Yuanyin's voice weakened, a little dazed, he sat here, just to help her, but this woman actually said to herself what was hidden in her heart, and she might make her more miserable when she said it, and he was Li Chengdong's righteous son.

A smile appeared on Zhao's face, and she looked sideways at Li Yuanyin, answering a question.

"Weird, isn't it?" Zhao didn't look up, just looked at him with his face buried in the crook of the arm holding his knees.

Perhaps it was finally found to be the person to confide in, Zhao burst into tears again in an instant, snorting her nose and shaking her shoulders, and she made a desolate sound between her knees in her arms.

Li Yuanyin just hummed, which was a tacit acquiescence.

"I know you've been trying to save me for a long time, right?" After crying for a while, he gasped for a while, and Zhao, who calmed down again, gradually raised his head and looked at Li Yuanyin with teary eyes, his expression was faint self-deprecation.

"Well, if you want, I'll do everything in my power to help you escape."

"Hehe, thank you, but I really won't leave," Zhao was very resolute, but she was still pleased with Li Yuanyin's answer.

"Why? You are willing to be tortured by him day after day without resisting, what can you, a weak woman, fulfill your last wish for Chen Zizhuang? ”

"Rebellion? You are right, Chen Zizhuang's last wish is to resist, he wants to survive, but he was betrayed by a traitor, so I can't bear it, and I am reluctant to betray him again, I want to help him, but also help myself, for the survival of my Ming Dynasty. ”

Zhao wiped the tears from his cheeks with the back of his hand, sobbed and smiled: "Hehe, I know you look down on me, my body is not up to me, but I also have a heart, my heart is still there." Zhao pointed to his heart, and then angrily pointed to the house, "Unlike the person who slept like a pig in the house, although he is alive, he has no heart at all." ”

"Then you are looking for an opportunity to kill him to avenge Chen Zizhuang, right?"

"No, what I want to avenge is not a personal vendetta at all, but a national vendetta." Zhao smiled regretfully, "I also laughed at me for being a weak woman at the mercy of others, and I don't want Yuan Bo to have this pattern in his chest." ”

Li Yuanyin was really blushing when he was said, "Then your pattern is big, but how can you rely on your own strength to survive and survive?" ”

(End of chapter)