Mr. Yidu raised his eyes, looked at Lin Suyin, smiled, and asked: "Niangniang, the leader of the Youth Club was in the eyes of people from all walks of life in the Pearl at that time, and even in the eyes of the official, this is a throne that everyone envies, and can control almost the entire night of the Pearl, such a great authority, but it was inherited by me, a woman who is not qualified to inherit, at that time, many people said that I was too lucky, what do you think?" ”

Lin Suyin looked at her bright eyes, and at this moment she finally pulled out of Mr. Du's story, and she came back to her senses.

She also understood that Mr. Du was not only telling her own story, but also alluding to her identity as Princess Ming.

That's right, now I am not the envy of everyone.

It can be said that since the comeback of King Ming, no matter his identity background or talent ability, among today's young men, I am afraid it will be difficult to find his right.

The identity of Princess Ming, in the eyes of outsiders, should be so noble.

And coupled with his identity as the pearl of the Lin family and the disciple of Shangqing Mountain, who is luckier than herself in this world?

But just like Mr. Du at the beginning, all kinds of shocking bitterness hidden under all this beauty can only be tasted by himself.

"I don't want to be a faucet, but I have to, what can I do?" Mr. Du's voice was still soft and unchanged: "I can only do it!" ”

Lin Suyin's eyes seemed to have a light jumping, but then he sank again, and only after a while did he ask softly, "Can you only accept your fate?" ”

She herself felt powerless to ask!

Princess Ming, everyone in the world knows that she is the rightful Princess of Ming, and she is now dead in name, and the tombstone is also the title of Princess of Ming!

And after that night, she closed her eyes slightly, even in fact, she was herself!

What if you don't accept your fate?

Can you get rid of it?

"Of course I don't accept my fate!" But she didn't expect that Mr. Du replied almost without thinking.

Mr. Du's voice was very powerful, and he did not hesitate at all.

Lin Suyin opened her eyes and looked at her face that had already put away her smile, full of seriousness, without the slightest joke: "Don't accept your fate?

"Don't admit it!" Mr. Du confirmed again, although his voice was no longer so high, but his words were more powerful: "If I accept my fate, how can I still sit in front of my mother at this moment, I am afraid that more than ten years ago, I have buried the loess, and I can really only wait for my fourteen or fifteen-year-old child to incense me." ”

Lin Suyin couldn't understand what she said: "Senior sister, you finally became the leader of the Youth Club!" ”

"Don't you think I shouldn't do it?" Mr. Du asked rhetorically.

Lin Suyin was slightly stunned, is this a question of whether it should be done, this is forced helplessness, and I can't get rid of it.

"The Youth Club was created by my grandfather, my grandfather's generation, the leader of the Youth Club for several years, all of them are fought by my Du family, all their efforts are in the Youth Club, I am the last person in the Du family, even if it is a daughter, but this leader, who can be more qualified than me?" Mr. Du's attitude is the opposite of just now, at this moment, she may be the legendary Mr. Du, her voice is soft, but she has a sound on the ground.

"But ......" Lin Suyin felt that the conversation between them was off topic, and the previous conversation should not mean this.

Mr. Du smiled again: "Niangniang, this is the difference between me more than ten years ago, and me today, at that time I naturally didn't think about whether I should do it, yes, those days were difficult, I sat on that chair, only looked at those fierce and vicious elders, full of murderous eyes when I was scared and trembled, I wanted to escape more than once, and even wanted to commit suicide, I couldn't stand it, I couldn't stand the endless intimidation and psychological burden!" There is no one to help you with this feeling, and you can only bear the pain yourself. But today, my thoughts have completely changed, and I think more that if I look back, maybe even if they didn't force me back then, I didn't have to do it because of the fear of my life. But as long as I don't die back then, sooner or later I still have to do everything I can to do that chair, even if I risk my life greater, I have to sit on it, because the chair itself is right, as a child of the Du family, in terms of status, I deserve it, why should I go and sit on it? ”

Lin Suyin's eyes suddenly panicked, and his heart suddenly shook like thunder.

She didn't know what she was flustered about, but she subconsciously shook her head: "No, senior sister, the problem is not this, what we talked about just now is ......"

Mr. Du seemed to notice Lin Suyin's panic, and her voice became soft again: "Niangniang, that's what I want to say!" ”

Lin Suyin's eyes shook again, staring at Mr. Du and couldn't open his mouth again.

That's it?

What is it?

What Lin Suyin heard was not the dragon's head, but the position of Princess Ming.

"No, it's different!" Lin Suyin shook her head after all, she exhaled deeply, and said continuously: "Senior sister, I am different from you after all. You can argue whether you should sit in that chair or not, but I'm different, I shouldn't be in that chair at all! ”

Lin Suyin has never told anyone about her heart, and at this moment, her vague words may be the first time for her to show her most embarrassing heart in front of people to the greatest extent.

Mr. Du frowned inadvertently, but soon she let go: "Maybe the chair is different, but the truth is sometimes not so complicated, my chair is a family heirloom, yours may also be right, sometimes, the authorities are fascinated, just like I was back then, at the beginning, how desperately I wanted to escape, I repeatedly thought that I should not accept this fate, I did nothing wrong, why should I face such a miserable situation, this chair that made me bear endless depression and fear, why must it be given to me, Since everyone wants to grab it, then take it, I never have to fight with people to sit, just give me a quiet corner, just ask not to face these people, I feel satisfied. ”

"But some things, that's it, just look at the problem from a different angle, and all the torture that you don't have to endure will become meaningless." Mr. Du's voice paused slightly, but finally continued: "What I experienced back then, now in the eyes of outsiders, has achieved a legendary story of "Mr. Du", without this situation, I would not have become the most prestigious leader in the history of the Youth Club!" So Niangniang, I think that among some things, the most embarrassing and unacceptable twists and turns are the content that must exist in a wonderful story, and after a few years, when I look back, I will not even feel the pain of those days anymore, but I will only feel that it is the most valuable memory in this broken story, and it is precisely because of these twists and turns that I cherish it more and more. ”

Lin Suyin's eyes were still moist, and the corners of her mouth opened and closed slightly, but she still couldn't make a sound.

A lot of words are simply not enough to be humane to outsiders.

She is not stupid, she understands Mr. Du's advice.

Indeed, there is nothing wrong with Princess Ming's chair, but the fault lies in the past that has long been destined between them.

She was a girl, and she was willing to marry Tanhualang!

But at that time, King Ming, in her eyes, only had endless disgust.

And it's such disgust, but it turns out that she can't resist marrying her like a joke for everyone.

And, even so, she still has to be "envied" is climbing the dragon to go to the noble!

If that's it, that's it, but how miraculous this world is, the wedding night has become an unsolvable blood feud.

In the midst of the wind and rumors, she went to the land of Qing cultivation.

And he disappeared from the trail of people in the sword, spear, sword, and halberd.

In fact, this is so simple, it's just a wrong marriage, no, a bad fate.

thought that in this life, in this life, in the long years, she would be lonely and old, and he would be slowly forgotten by the world.

People are long-hearted, some things have never been said, some things have never been mentioned, but it does not mean that people have not thought about it.

Mr. Du said that the chair was right, she could sit, yes, it was right, and it didn't violate the prohibition, so why couldn't she sit.

Back then, he had a girl's heart, but now the talent of King Ming is Tanhualang?

What's the reason not to? Not from?

But how can you wish, how can you follow?

Back then, the cause and effect had been cast, and there was even a feud between the two families, except for you and me, there was no other result than the world.

And most importantly, who of the two of them is not proud?

Even if these unbearable causes and effects will really become the most cherished memories in a vigorous marriage.

But who can bow their heads?

Is it really that easy?

She knew that she couldn't bow her head!

She also confirmed that she was not wrong, and she left when she left, and she did not regret it!

Even if you are extremely expensive today, I will never look back and be humiliated, there is always something to insist on in life.

Born arrogant, how to be cheap?

"Of course, I only feel this way when I think about it now, but it wasn't easy when I experienced it myself." Mr. Du's voice sounded again: "Especially later, when I felt that I was about to be unable to hold on, my uncle gave me a heavy blow again, and he told me that in that fire, my brother, the death may not be simple, I was going to be unable to hold on, but I had to face the enemy who may be my blood hatred, and I was treated as a puppet by them, and I was indeed almost collapsed." ”

"But so what? If I finally give up, I will be defeated, outsiders may pity me after my tragic death, but I know very well that in the end my ending will not have anything to do with them, everything about me has nothing to do with them, my future ending is only related to myself, even if it is my uncle, he will not really do anything for me after I die, he has his home, his interests, out of feelings, he can help me some, it is already very good. ”

"How my life is going is actually just my own business, but fortunately I didn't give up, but I became more and more forbearing. Even if they talk about my father in front of me, there are times when there is disrespect in the tone, I am also very consciously patient, I began to be a puppet seriously, or I began to learn to be a successful puppet, this is not simple, it will make me put all my mind to deal with it, but I don't want to, after I get busy, I don't have time to think about those who have and don't, the mood is no longer so depressed, life is much better, escape is not a way after all, I still choose to face it. ”

"Regardless of whether I want to live in the end or not, and whether I want to take revenge or not, I have to do it, I don't want to do anything, I will do it again, do it little by little, sure enough, there is an old saying that is good, there is no endless road, I waited for the arrival of Huangting Mansion!" Speaking of this, Mr. Du's voice was a little unstable, and he fell silent.

Lin Suyin didn't react, she listened silently.

It wasn't until she mentioned Huang Tingfu that she remembered in a trance that this conversation first started because of the Daomen.

She raised her eyes to look at Mr. Du, but saw that the smile on Mr. Du's face had long disappeared: "Huang Tingfu has actually been doing business with my Du family, and the Du family has also been helping Huang Tingfu to provide resources in the world......

"Daomen can't get involved in local forces, but my appearance has made Huang Tingfu suddenly have an excuse to get involved in local forces, and it is not taboo to admit me to entry, and it can also make the Youth Club become their secular force more closely from now on. In this way, with them as backers, I have more capital to save my life, although the price paid is actually very large, it is the ancestral business of my Du family for several generations, and from now on, it will become the private property of Huang Tingfu! ”

Mr. Du said so bluntly about the true face of Huang Tingfu, which made Lin Suyin's heart silent.

Many things are suddenly different, such as this door, once upon a time, it was the most quiet place in her heart, but now, the Dao Gate in her eyes seems to be far away from the real Dao Gate.

Mo Bai had lifted the lid in front of her, and now that Mr. Du said again, her reaction was no longer as firm as she was at the beginning, but chose to be silent.

Because of Chong Xuan's arrival, she really saw a side she had never seen before.

"But I didn't hesitate, this is the choice, the path I must choose, first live, and then I can do things, if I want to do something, I have to pay the price, no matter how embarrassing or unwilling, I must also pay this price, and this pain can only be borne by myself alone."

The topic is over, and what Mr. Du wants to say is finally at the end.

Mr. Du did her best, she stood up and clasped her fists at Lin Suyin: "Niangniang, some things are really not that difficult, just think about it from a different angle, or don't think about anything else at all, we will always have many things that must be done." Just as I have come all the way, to live, to take revenge, to keep the family business, and now, to be the enemy of the barbarians, I have a reason to do everything, so where is there time to think about how embarrassing it is for me to flee from the pearl like a lost dog, I just need to think, this is what I should do, but still that sentence, if God does not live up to me, when one day, the pearl is recovered, this embarrassment will only be another glory in the legend of my life that is worth writing into history. When that day comes, I will not live up to my fame, nor will I live up to this life! Niangniang cherishes, there will be a period later! ”