After eating, Qu Xiaotang returned to his room.

During this period, she didn't say anything to Shen Xin again.

Thinking about it, she suddenly thought of the mysterious Li Yan. I just wanted to take out my mobile phone and send a text message to Li Yan and ask her if she knew Li Tie.

But she reacted in hindsight.

She didn't have Li Yan's contact information.

Thinking about it, she threw her phone aside in some frustration.

There is an unstoppable emptiness and pain in my heart. She opened the bottle on the table and drank it down. After drinking a few bottles, Qu Xiaotang couldn't sit still anymore, got up and walked out of the door.

She came to Xie's house again.

Like last time, she barged in with the key and recklessly. When I went up to the second floor, I saw Xie Jingshuo standing at the top of the stairs unbuttoning.

"I thought you wouldn't dare to come." Xie Jingshuo watched Qu Xiaotang recklessly break into his home, and he didn't get angry.

"Xie Jingshuo, can't you tell me what happened? I won't believe everything you say. But if you tell me that you have a last resort, then I will believe you no matter what. Qu Xiaotang looked at Xie Jingshuo pleadingly.

Xie Jingshuo took a step forward, frowning and smelling the strong smell of wine on Qu Xiaotang's body. He hugged Qu Xiaotang: "Why did you drink so much wine?" Do you know how dangerous it is for you to come to me after drinking yourself? ”

"I don't care if it's dangerous or not, if you're not with me, I don't know where I'm going to be. Xie Jingshuo, how can you be so selfish, how can you leave me alone? Qu Xiaotang's eyes were red.

"I didn't leave you alone, I was just afraid that you would be in danger, and I wouldn't be able to show up to you in time to protect you. So Qu Xiaotang, I said that I want you to take good care of yourself, have you done it? Xie Jingshuo looked at Qu Xiaotang's drunken face distressedly.

Qu Xiaotang shook his head: "Why didn't I take good care of myself?" I've always eaten well, slept well, and missed you well. Xie Jingshuo, even without you, I will be fine. But why don't you, why don't you choose a path with a bright future? ”

"Xiaotang, many things are not something you can choose. Sometimes we are in it, and there is nothing we can do but be the ferryman of fate and be arranged by it. Because other than that, I don't know what to do with you. Xie Jingshuo put her arms around Qu Xiaotang's waist, for fear that she would fall.

"But I just want you to be a righteous person, Xie Jingshuo, I don't want you to do anything earth-shattering, I just want you to be safe and sound by my side, and I'm already satisfied." Xie Jingshuo, can you understand what I mean? Qu Xiaotang stroked Xie Jingshuo's face with drunkenness.

Xie Jingshuo picked her up horizontally and walked back to the room: "You're tired, it's better to have a good rest." What's the matter, we have time anyway. Qu Xiaotang, I just want you to protect yourself, that's all. As for the rest, I don't have anything to ask for. ”

"Hmm......" Qu Xiaotang muttered indistinctly.

Xie Jingshuo just wanted to pull off his clothes and get up to leave. Qu Xiaotang suddenly stretched out a hand and grabbed the hem of his clothes.

"Xie Jingshuo, don't leave me, okay?" Qu Xiaotang said to Xie Jingshuo in a pleading tone.

Xie Jingshuo's suddenly softened and lay down beside Qu Xiaotang.

"Xiaotang, if I can't stay with you all the time in the future, will you be sad?" Knowing that Qu Xiaotang was unconscious, Xie Jingshuo still couldn't help but want to ask this question.

Qu Xiaotang frowned: "If you leave me one day, then no matter what, I will find you." But if you avoid me, then I won't continue to look for you. This kind of thing needs to be done by both parties, and if I keep taking the initiative to pay, you won't cherish me. ”

Qu Xiaotang's words knocked deeply on Xie Jingshuo's heart, he couldn't imagine that in Qu Xiaotang's heart, he was already so fragile.

"Don't worry, Qu Xiaotang. I promised you that I would never leave you. But I have a lot to do before I get back to you. Xiaotang, you understand me this time. Xie Jingshuo leaned in and kissed the corner of Qu Xiaotang's mouth.

Qu Xiaotang smashed his mouth: "Of course I understand you." You're my favorite person, and it's too late for me to care about you. ”

Hearing Qu Xiaotang's drunken words, Rao is Xie Jingshuo couldn't help laughing.

After he thought that Qu Xiaotang was asleep, Qu Xiaotang suddenly sat up and looked out the window: "Actually, sometimes I really don't want to understand you, I think why can't you understand me more?" I'm also very difficult, and I am also suffering. But Xie Jingshuo, I always blame you for not understanding me a little more, but ignoring your own sadness. Actually, you thought about coming back to me, but you couldn't help it. Because from the moment you decided that thing, we weren't on the same path. ”

"Xiaotang...... We're still on the same path, but in the wrong way. I know you don't understand what I'm talking about right now, but I want to tell you that nothing is more important to me than you. So you have to protect yourself well and don't let yourself get hurt. Stay good and wait until I get back to you. Xie Jingshuo also sat up and wrapped around Qu Xiaotang's waist from behind.

Qu Xiaotang sighed: "You have said this many times, but I have been waiting for you stupidly." I always believe in you, knowing that this is an impossible outcome. Someone as stupid as me would choose to believe again and again. But I just want a plain relationship, I want a normal life with you. I don't want to be separated from you, and I don't want to leave your sight. I knew you weren't going to listen to me, I always knew that, so I never had much hope for you. But why does my heart still hurt so much every time I mention you? ”

"Xiaotang, don't think too much about sad things. You just need to remember my words, of course, it doesn't matter if you can't remember them, the coming days will be long, and I will always have the opportunity and time to talk to you slowly. I hope you can give me a chance, a chance to start over. Xie Jingshuo spoke softly behind Qu Xiaotang's ear.

"Give you a chance to do it all over again?" Qu Xiaotang turned his head and looked at Xie Jingshuo.

At this moment, the moonlight was hazy, and she couldn't see Xie Jingshuo's eyes clearly, but she seemed to feel that her consciousness was still awake. She knew exactly where she was and what she was doing.

Qu Xiaotang smiled lightly, this smile was almost desperate.

"I love you."

A fluttering word fell on his ears, and he couldn't tell who had sunk here in the dark night.