Chapter 295: Opposition (II)
"Jingshuo, I know what you mean, and I understand it. I'm not an unreasonable person, and I've said everything I need to say and understood. But I'm just worried about you, I just don't want you to keep wading through this troubled water. You should be sitting in a tall office building, enjoying a comfortable life and working freely, instead of risking your life to fight those people again and again. But if you really have thought about it and won't change your mind anymore, then I will support you too. After all, as you said, nothing is more important than this. More than my feelings, I hope you can follow your own correct thoughts. Once you do it, you will never regret it. You will not regret what you have chosen, and you will not regret that you have embarked on this dangerous path. Liu Yongli said lightly.
Xie Jingshuo and Qu Xiaotang glanced at each other, and they both knew that Liu Yongbei was willing to say this, and the stone in his heart could be put down.
Qu Weiqi, who had not spoken on the side, added at this time: "Actually, your mother is also for your good, how can there be a mother who doesn't love her children?" She just wants you to protect yourselves, not to get hurt, and not to do anything dangerous. In fact, she hopes that you can be safe more than the scenery. And Jing Shuo, when are you and Xiaotang's marriage going to take place? ”
"As soon as this matter is over, I will come back and get married to Qu Xiaotang. In this life, I will not let her down again. Xie Jingshuo looked at Qu Xiaotang and said affectionately.
Qu Xiaotang pinched Xie Jingshuo's palm and looked at his parents: "Parents, you are the people I care about the most and are the closest to me, and you are my backing. So this choice, I had to do it. Because I can't watch those people provoke us again and again, or even joke about one life after another. I can't sit idly by. So Xie Jingshuo and I have to do something to be sorry for you. But no matter what, I hope you can support me and be proud of me. ”
"Xiaotang," Liu Yongli sighed, as if compromising, "Mom lost to you, do whatever you want to do." No matter what, Mom will always have your back. It's a big deal, if you really encounter any difficulties at that time, our Qu family won't let those people go. It's not a big deal, as long as you feel that what you do can be done with a clear conscience and worthy of heaven and earth, that's fine. Mom doesn't have anything to say, protect yourself. ”
After speaking, Liu Yongli stood up and walked to her room.
For a moment, Qu Xiaotang felt that his mother seemed to be much older, and even her pace was much slower than before.
She is really not a good daughter, and even at this time, she can't make her parents happy and at ease. She is still the same as before, except to worry her parents, and seems to have achieved nothing.
"Xiaotang, Jingshuo, since your mother has agreed, then I won't say anything. Just do it, as long as you feel that what you are doing now is just, then there is nothing to be guilty about. No matter what, Mom and Dad will always be here for you. If you're tired, go home. Qu said softly.
When Qu Xiaotang heard this, his eyes were already moist. She held her courage and didn't let her tears fall easily.
Qu Weiqi looked at her for a long time, got up and left.
"Xie Jingshuo, I really ...... Not a good daughter. Qu Xiaotang no longer knows what words to use to describe herself, the people who care about her the most tomorrow are her parents and relatives, but she relied on their concern for herself and hurt them unscrupulously.
Whether it was in the most dangerous time or the most difficult time, she wanted to carry it alone. But unexpectedly, her parents stood behind her and turned around disappointed at her.
They also thought about sharing everything for their children, and they also thought about bearing the pain for them. But the children never wanted to say it, but chose to carry it alone.
In the end, they feel that they are useless and unable to help their children, and then they choose to blame themselves and be disappointed.
And the children's unspoken thanks to their parents have become a wooden board in their hearts, pressing them out of breath.
They just don't want their parents to worry about it, but in the end, they don't know that they still hurt their parents' hearts invisibly.
Until the end, they went farther and farther away, more and more rusty.
They are not unfilial children, but they have grown up to become adults who don't want their parents to worry about them.
At night, in the silent courtyard, Qu Xiaotang was sitting on a swing and looking at the moon boringly. The bright moonlight sprinkled down looked like Shen Xin's invincible face.
"Why did you eat so little tonight?" Xie Jingshuo walked over and handed Qu Xiaotang a glass of water.
Qu Xiaotang took the water speechlessly: "Could it be that I usually eat a lot?" It's just that I've been in a bad mood lately and can't eat. ”