When I woke up again in a ward, I asked the nurse who came to give me an intravenous drip and found out that this is the corps hospital, I was sent here yesterday afternoon, and I have been in a coma for nearly 12 hours now, I hurriedly asked, "What time is it?" The nurse glanced at her watch: "It's almost half past three." "Although I know that the questions I asked are no longer useful for my selection, because being able to lie here means that I am eliminated. I ended up lying in bed weakly, and the nurse looked at me, sighed, shook her head softly, and left.

I don't know how long I was in a daze in bed until my room door was opened and my instructor walked in. I was about to stand up and salute him, but he immediately pressed me down, "I order you to lie down!" I looked at him and couldn't help but feel bitter.

"Instructor!" As soon as I opened my mouth, I couldn't hold back the tears. Yes, for me, who was only seventeen or eighteen years old at the time, the sourness in my heart may have been beyond my bearing.

"Okay, okay, Chen Mo, I know your performance in the training camp, you are good, if you don't do it this year, there will be next year!" He patted me on the shoulder, "Besides, I'm still reluctant to let you go, who will be my clerk when you leave?" ”

"Instructor, don't worry, no matter where I go in the future, I will be your soldier!" Listening to the instructor's words, I couldn't help but burst into tears, like I don't know why, even today, even if he is no longer an instructor of a grassroots company, and has long become a battalion and regiment-level cadre, I am still used to calling him an instructor, and he still says to others as always, this is my paperwork.

"Give, the electricity is full for you, during this time, you will recuperate well in the corps hospital, and you will return to the team as soon as you recover from your illness, and call home more often if you have nothing to do." The instructor took my phone out of my bag and handed it to me. "I'm going to go to the headquarters for a meeting in a while, you take care of yourself, and I'll pick you up in person when the time comes!" With that, I walked to the door, and I looked at the back of him as he was about to leave, and I was indescribably moved.

I made two hurried calls home, worried that it would involve something that should not be said, so I simply reported that I was safe and ended the call. In fact, I can't wait to hear Beibei's voice.

I met her when I was in middle school, and we didn't confess, we didn't have an overly close relationship, and we didn't cross the line in any way, we just liked each other, and at most, we occasionally sneaked down the no-man's road together, holding hands and going home together.

However, at that time, we all thought that this was called falling in love, we were a couple in other people's mouths, and I thought she was my first love. It's just that, to this day, I can only call it my first love, not my official first love, because we didn't confess and didn't break up.

After entering the recruit company, I didn't have a mobile phone for more than three months, although there was a public phone in the squad dormitory, and I didn't write down her mobile phone number, so I lost contact for more than three months. After the next connection, we had the opportunity to use the mobile phone, but every time I didn't talk to her, it was either me or she had something. Now I can finally have a good chat with her. And that's what made me happiest at that time.

When I happily turned on the phone, during the boot process, I restlessly stayed aside, all I thought about was to say something to her for a while, after all, after so long, I still really miss her, and I usually show off to my comrades what a beautiful girlfriend I have, the more I think about it, the more I want to fly back to her now. As soon as the phone was turned on, I didn't have time to call her, only one ring, and I was just about to speak, when I heard the sweet voice of the operator on the other end of the phone: The number you dialed is empty. I was stunned, but I comforted myself that she must have gone to college in another place, so she changed her mobile phone number. Hurriedly opened QQ and prepared to video with her. I just opened her dialog box and saw a lot of messages she sent me, I was really happy, I danced, and jumped up from the hospital bed at once, looking at it while walking, but I didn't notice that the message time was stuck half a month ago. After reading the news, I was excited to make a video call, and suddenly found that she had a set of photo updates, click in to see, my heart instantly cooled, it was a group of photos of her and another boy, intimate behavior, better than me and her at that time. I couldn't continue to dance, I sat down with my ass, I didn't dare to continue to roll underneath, just stared at the first one, I secretly smiled bitterly, Bei Bei found a new boyfriend, very handsome, very good.

I'm a fiery temper, but this time I didn't have a trace of anger, some of them were just frustrated, just uncomfortable. But I didn't tell anyone about it, just silently put the phone back in the cabinet next to the bed, and continued to lie back on the bed looking at the ceiling in a daze, yes, just silently in a daze.

Actually, I'm just afraid that I can't help but go to see her again, in fact, if I didn't have a mobile phone, I might still think that I was still with her, and she would wait for me.

I think back to the scene when we were together, the laughter at the beginning, the noise when we had a conflict, and the scene that we were at the train station that day, like life and death, maybe I was too naïve, no one can beat time and distance.

After that day, I applied for a new QQ number, and asked the nurse to help me get a new card and buy a new mobile phone when I was resting, and from that day on, I really broke off contact with her, and I also acquiesced to the fact that we broke up.

When the nurse who took care of me helped me buy a new mobile phone card and mobile phone, she asked me curiously: "Chen Mo, I see that your mobile phone is quite new, why do you want to change your mobile phone?" ”

I forced a smile and looked at her and said, "Hmm...... Maybe I want to start over. There are too many things stored in this phone, and I am reluctant to delete it, but I don't dare to look at it again, hahaha, so I have to trouble you to buy me a new phone. ”

Maybe she saw my sadness, "What's wrong, did my girlfriend break up?" ”

Listening to her words, my nose was really sour, and I nodded slightly.

"Alas, that's how being a soldier is, but my sister believes you'll meet something better." The head nurse sighed, it seemed that she had such a time.

After sending the nurse away, I still couldn't help but open the old mobile phone, clicked on Beibei's dialog box, and quickly typed a sentence: "Beibei, I've been a soldier for so long, and I've thought very clearly, I can't delay you anymore, let's leave it at that, I wish you a better meeting, I wish you happiness." ”

After clicking send, I immediately turned off the phone and locked the phone in the cabinet again. Then I picked up my new phone and was in a daze, in a daze, in a daze.

I still have that old mobile phone, and I don't know if I can still use it today, but since that day, I haven't turned it on again, so I don't know, Bei Bei didn't tell me anything later, but I knew that she was pregnant a few days ago, and now she is doing well.

At the beginning, the sentence "I wish you happiness", I think she must have received it, so she is so happy now.

When I wrote this, I silently lit a cigarette and took a big puff, in fact, I thought, this experience may not be me, many people who have joined the army may have experienced it. Of course, I also know that many people say that if you wear a military uniform, you will lose her company and care, but I also hope that if one day, we die on the battlefield, or blood is spilled on the frontier, the girl we once loved the most can continue to be happy, because we are Chinese soldiers, we can sacrifice for the country, we can be buried in an unknown hill, guarding the motherland and the people we love the most.