After Li Yan rushed out, he didn't know where to go. Suddenly remembering that Xie Jingshuo still had a place to go, she hurried to Xie's house.

When he came to Xie's house, Xie Jingshuo was reading the documents, and when he saw Li Yan coming in, he only raised his eyes slightly and didn't make a sound.

"Why don't you ask me what I'm doing at your house." Li Yan unceremoniously sat down on Xie Jingshuo's sofa.

"You're a little princess, how dare I ask you?" Xie Jingshuo seemed to be smiling.

When Li Yan heard him say this, he suddenly fell silent: "Actually, when I was very young, I already knew about your existence. Xie Jingshuo, my brother. ”

"You know?" Xie Jingshuo's hand trembled slightly.

"When I was young, my father and mother always liked to quarrel, and they were very loud. Several times, I heard my mother calling Jing Shuo or something, and I didn't understand what it meant at the time, but when I saw you, I realized that you were my mother's son. Li Yan smiled self-deprecatingly.

Xie Jingshuo did not speak.

"I know you hate us. If it weren't for your father, maybe you would be able to live happily with your biological father and mother right now. How did he fall to the present, obviously his mother is in front of him, but he can't recognize her. Li Yan sighed.

"So from the beginning, you already knew that I was your brother?" Xie Jingshuo put down the document in his hand.

"yes, I don't want to lie to you. From the very beginning when you came to work with me, I already knew that you were my half-brother. Although I couldn't tell you directly at the time, in my eyes, you are my brother, and there is no difference. I know you don't like me because I'm the daughter of your father's killer, but unlike them, I don't want to do all this. Li Yan explained.

Xie Jingshuo lowered his eyes: "Actually, I understand everything, and I know what you think." My mother has had other children in her heart for many years, so she must not feel good in her heart. Li Yan, it's not so much that your father is sorry for me, but that I'm sorry for you. When I knew the truth, I didn't have the courage to listen to her admit that you were her daughter, the daughter born with my father's killer. ”

"I'm sorry, brother. When I was a kid, I loved everything and tried to get it. But when I grew up, I realized that I had always wanted all this just to get their approval. But now it seems to me that nothing matters. At the end, Li Yan didn't know what he was talking about.

"After knowing the truth, I actually thought about hating you. Li Yan, it was you who took away my mother's love for me, and it was your father who killed my father, so I should have hated you. But how can I hate it? You're just like me, but you're just a person who can't help yourself, so why hate you? Xie Jingshuo said with relief.

"No, I'm not like you, Brother Jingshuo, the education you have received since you were a child is a concept of justice. The Qu family has given you all the bright paths and let you walk on the right path. You have good thoughts in your heart, and you are brave all the way. But I was born dark, and I was taken into the darkness by their own hands, doing things that I didn't like and didn't agree with, and I couldn't resist. Day after day, I thought about running away from them, and even thought about leaving this world. But I don't have the courage, I don't dare. So I'm different from you, at least you've been happy, but I've never lived for myself. Li Yan smiled bitterly.

Xie Jingshuo sighed: "Don't you still have a chance now?" Li Yan, in fact, I still envy you. At least your biological parents are with you, but I'm different. They were really nice to me, it was like a family. But I still know in my heart that without my biological parents, I would still be a duckweed wandering in the world. ”

"Brother Jingshuo...... I know you won't forgive Mom and Dad, so I don't expect you to treat them well. But I don't want to see them continue to make mistakes, so I'll have to be on the opposite side of them this time. Li Yan closed his eyes.

"Li Yan, as long as you have your own ideas in your heart, no matter what you do, you can be accepted. But if you have bad intentions, no matter how much you continue, it will be in vain. I know what you're thinking, we're brother and sister, and I'll naturally protect you. But if you want to be the enemy of your parents, will you really regret it? Xie Jingshuo raised his eyes and looked at her.

Li Yanying smiled, as if she had thought very clearly: "If I keep helping them do these things, it will make me continue to regret it." I want to live like myself, I want to be what I like. I don't want to go somewhere, and people will say I'm the daughter of some bad guy. I don't want to be like this, and I'm not going to make myself like this. Xie Jingshuo, you are my brother, you naturally know what I want. Over the years, it's us who are sorry for you. But from now on, I will personally expose the mistakes they have made, little by little. ”

"It's hard to think that way. Li Yan, no matter what you do, I will support you. Xie Jingshuo smiled.

"It's all within your plans, isn't it? Brother, you can hide it from everyone, but you can't hide it from me. I guess, you do all this, or something to do with Sister Xiaotang, right? Li Yan asked.

As soon as Xie Jingshuo thought of Qu Xiaotang, the smile on the corner of his mouth couldn't help but deepen a lot: "Actually, it has something to do with her, but it has nothing to do with her." Anyway, I hope you can take care of yourself and don't let Li Tie know about our plans. ”

"Don't worry, we're in the same boat now, and we all share weal and weal in everything." Li Yan smiled and raised the cup on the table towards Xie Jingshuo.

Xie Jingshuo was slightly stunned, and the corners of his mouth twitched: "This is the feed cup I use to feed the fish......"

Li Yan was stunned and put down the cup in embarrassment.