Chapter 742: Grief

"Then it's good if you don't be good." Ye Jinyu suppressed the panic in his heart and replied to him.

"Ben Hou is not good enough, I went to the banquet today, they arranged several beauties for me, Ben Hou refused, otherwise they would not have poured so much wine." Li Sui gently rubbed the back of her head, and there was a smile in her soft voice.

Ye Jinyu couldn't help but glance up at him, and the haze that had been lingering in his heart suddenly became enlightened.

"Being able to resist temptation means that your concentration is getting better and better." Ye Jinyu praised jokingly.

Li Sui chuckled, looked down at her eyes, and said seriously: "It's not that the concentration is good, it's that when I see that they always think about you, you are laughing in my mind and ears, where do I still have the heart to look at the girl next to me." No matter how good they are, they can't be as good as you have a smile. ”

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There was only thunderous heartbeat in Ye Jinyu's ears, and only the handsome face of the man who was half drunk and half smiling was left in front of him. How can he be so good-looking, how can his mouth be so sweet.

If she continues like this, how can she let go?

"You are a lover's eyes, and when you get tired of it, you will definitely feel that what you are saying now is very naΓ―ve." Ye Jinyu pretended not to care and shook his head.

Li Sui did drink a lot, but he wasn't really drunk, he was just very excited, and it didn't hurt to want to touch the wall again.

But when he really saw that the woman didn't care like this, his heart was more uncomfortable than he expected, and a nameless fire was sandwiched with the grievances and requests accumulated for several days, which instantly made him lose his mind.

"Do you think Ben Hou spoils you too much, and he really can't do anything to you?" Li Yi raised his hand and lifted her chin, forcing her to look at herself, and in her panicked eyes, she maliciously turned over and pressed the person between him and the futon.

"Hou, Hou, calm down, you have to be calm, I didn't ......"

Where can Li Yi listen to her explanation, now even if she says "like", he will feel that she is trying to trick him into letting go of her.

He was completely dominated by his anger and just wanted to ravage her so hard that she could feel the pain in her heart. He opened his mouth and bit her lip, so hard that he wouldn't let go until he heard the woman let out a painful "hmm".

It's just that he didn't retreat, and he didn't intend to let her go so easily, and the next moment he stretched out his head and poked in, blocking all her resistance in his throat.

Ye Jinyu was frightened by his savage bite, and only after a moment did he remember to resist, pushing his shoulders with all his strength and kicking his knees with his legs. But the man was like a demon, he didn't know the pain, and he attacked the city in her mouth one by one.

The fierceness made her feel that it was not a man who was pressing on her, but a mad beast who wanted nothing more than to vent his anger on her.

Ye Jinyu was scared, and a chill rushed up from the soles of her feet, spreading all over her limbs, and her whole body was trembling in shock. Tears burst out of her eyes, but she was unwilling to show her vulnerability at this time, clenched her fists desperately, and when her nails were about to pierce the flesh, she finally found an opportunity to bite the other party's tongue.

She wanted it fast and ruthlessly, and she was bleeding at that time, and she was in pain, and she quit instantly.

One or two drops of blood oozed from the corners of his mouth, a terrifying red.

This pain regained Li Yi's senses, and he "hissed" to look at the person below him, but only noticed a pair of red and tearful eyes. It was full of shame, anger, and fear, and it stabbed the softest part of his heart at once.

"Yes, I'm sorry!"

Ye Jinyu escaped from the Shen Pavilion, and no one chased her behind, she just didn't dare to stay there anymore.

In addition to making her feel scared, that kiss also had uncontrollable palpitations, and she was sinking, sinking in this sudden kiss.

So she was very afraid, afraid of her own uncontrollability, afraid of Hou Ye's possessiveness to eat her, but she didn't have any resistance or disgust because of this.

Knowing that one step forward would be an abyss, she still wanted to raise her feet to give it a try, wanting to see if she would really die if she fell.

But every time she was about to jump, she was timid and wandered, so she had to run away!

What can they do if they like it, in the face of the reality of the supremacy of imperial power, they all have to bow their heads.

After the workshop resumed its normal business, Xing Jing also felt that he had no reason to continue to stay in the Hou Mansion, and he also had his own things to do, so he went to bid farewell to the Hou Ye early in the morning.

It's just that he didn't expect that Miaoyin would also come out.

"Aren't you afraid that Master Hou will think too much? I saw that when you just said that you were going to live in another courtyard for a few days, Hou Ye's face was not very good. Xing Jing said worriedly.

Qin Miaoyin smiled at him, her smile was a little stiff, where was Master Hou angry with her, I was afraid that she would have an awkward relationship with Sister Yi again.

In fact, she didn't want to follow her cousin to the other courtyard at this time, but this was the task given to her by Hou Ye a few days ago, and she had to go.

I don't know what Hou Ye is suspecting about his cousin, but it is better for her to investigate than to leave it to those guards in the mansion to make her feel at ease.

It's just that now she can't tell the truth to her cousin, it's really uncomfortable to deceive!

"My cousin has lived in the Hou Mansion for a few days, and he hasn't noticed anything?" Qin Miaoyin diverted the topic, with a bit of coquettishness in her tone.

Xing Jing's heart moved slightly, how could he not notice it, but he just endured it and didn't say anything. When he left his hometown, he never thought that he would have feelings for his cousin beyond brother and sister, but when he figured out what he wanted, the little girl could no longer belong to him.

He had been suppressing his feelings and didn't want to make any impact on his cousin. Even when he was in the courtyard not long ago, he saw that Hou Ye had no intention of his cousin, and he warned himself not to cross the line.

He couldn't hurt his cousin.

This time, he lived in the Hou Mansion for a few days, how could he not care about how the Hou Ye and his cousin usually get along. But to his surprise, although they lived under the same roof, they did not communicate at all, like two strangers. 110 Literature

The cousin didn't care about Hou Ye's attitude, he was also very happy in his heart, and even thought about talking to Hou Ye and asking him how he was willing to let his cousin leave Hou's mansion.

In the end, he resisted this impulse, he was worried that his whimsy would ruin his cousin's reputation, and in the end it would be self-defeating, which would make her life in the Hou Mansion difficult.

"It's not bad to see that you are still living the life of Miss Jiao in the Hou Mansion like you are at home." Xing Jing pretended to be relaxed and said.

Qin Miaoyin felt a little lost in her heart, and said abruptly: "Cousin didn't see it, doesn't Master Hou like me?" ”

Xing Jing didn't expect her to suddenly say so bluntly, she was startled, and she slowed down for a while before comforting her like a brother, "You are still young now, probably in the eyes of the Hou Ye, you are still regarded as a child, and you will grow up in two years......"

"That's it!" Qin Miaoyin is not happy to listen to him talk about this, she is not a child, what will grow up in two years, where is the cousin who is comforting, it is clear that she is not happy.

Xing Jing was interrupted by her, and then saw that she had turned her back to him and looked out the window, knowing that she was angry, both guilty and nervous, racking her brains to think about how to apologize and comfort?

But people who can usually eat in front of all kinds of people realize how bad they are at words at this moment.

The two of them "had an awkward quarrel", and Ye Jinyu on the other side also lay in bed for a long time, not eating breakfast, and not even being in the mood to eat lunch.

A thought popped into her head, shouldn't she stay here anymore?

It's just that it's easier said than done, and her parents' affairs are put aside for a while, saying that it is easy for her to leave the Hou Mansion by herself, but where can she escape to?

The people of the Qi family treat her well, and she can't turn a blind eye to their safety for her own sake.

And that damn deed, I don't know where Hou Ye is hiding, it will definitely take a lot of effort to steal it out, in case it is found and this opportunity is missed, Hou Ye will definitely take more strict care of her in the future.

Oh, yes, she is still accompanied by a lot of secret guards, as long as she has the intention of escaping, it is estimated that she will be arrested before she can run three miles.

She used to think that she would stay in the Hou Mansion all the time, at least she didn't have to worry about food and clothing, and she had a place to shelter from the wind and rain, maybe she didn't have much freedom in her life, and she couldn't find someone who could accompany her for a lifetime, and she couldn't have her own children, which would leave a lot of regrets.

But even if she leaves here, in this kind of society, will she definitely be able to find someone who will accompany her for the rest of her life, even if she has a child, with her identity that she needs to hide everywhere, she can't give the child a stable life at all.

Therefore, at that time, she felt that it was not bad for the lonely old man to be in the Hou Mansion all his life.

It's just that time has changed, and from the moment she became emotionally attached to Hou Ye, she was destined to not be at ease until she died in the Hou Mansion.

Whether she wants to or not, whether she agrees or not, she has only one identity, one of Hou Ye's women.

She can not care about this identity when she has no feelings, but when she has feelings, she has to care.

She doesn't want to become a resentful woman, let alone share her man with any woman, this is the only insistence on her relationship at present.

There was a knock on the door, and Ye Jinyu turned over with his back inward and didn't want to take care of it.

"Girl, Master Hou is here, please go down for lunch." Raid the moon cautiously heard her voice through the crack in the door.

Ye Jinyu's heart sighed, Huo Di sat up from the bed, saw that the door was closed, and suddenly felt a lot more relieved, held his chest and coughed hard, pressed his throat and said: "I'm a little uncomfortable, I'm afraid that I will be sick and ...... to Master Hou."

Cough, the man's light cough overshadowed her coughing outside the door, Ye Jinyu was so frightened that she fell back on the bed and pulled the quilt over her head.

Then she heard the sound of the door opening in the quilt, and the footsteps gradually approached, and every step seemed to step on her heart, and she couldn't breathe a little.

"Hey......"

The man's long sigh was full of helplessness, distress, apology, and a little sadness.

Ye Jinyu felt that he might be deprived of oxygen, and he had difficulty breathing, and his head and heart hurt.

"Even if you are angry with Benhou, you can't abuse yourself, get up and eat." The man was standing on the edge of the bed, listening to the source of the voice, Ye Jinyu could imagine that he might be holding his hands around his chest, looking down at himself.

Ye Jinyu was inexplicably weak-hearted, and explained angrily in the quilt, "I'm not angry, I, I'm just uncomfortable and want to sleep." ”

"Really? If you don't feel well, you have to see a doctor, so I asked someone to invite Mr. Jiang to come over......"

"No need! I, I'm just on fire, I'm on fire, I'm on fire, my throat is itchy, just drink more water. ”

"Then get up and drink water!"

"I'm not thirsty right now."

"Are you thirsty, or don't you dare to face Ben Hou?"

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Li Sui looked down at the person who wrapped himself in a ball, although it was early summer now, he had to cover it up like this all the time.

He wasn't drunk last night, remembered everything, didn't sleep all night, and kept thinking about the two of them.

His previous appreciation and demand for women was just to create an illusion, and of course, he couldn't help but take a few more glances when he met a good-looking one, but he never had a deeper thought.