"Sister Shen Xin, I know what you mean. But if my father never left Xicheng, why didn't he go to my uncle? Besides, how could a big living person not be found. Either that, or he changed his face and didn't want us at all. Either that, he's out of this world. Qu Xiaoyan said rationally.

"There are a lot of unavoidable things in this world, a lot of involuntary suffering. Maybe your father had some reason why he left you. Shen Xin explained.

Qu Xiaoyan shook his head: "Sister Shen Xin, I have thought of many reasons for him to repent. I thought about what he really had a mission, so he didn't go home. But when I thought about it, I suddenly came to my senses, and it was all my own excuse for him. From beginning to end, he didn't think to come out and explain it himself. ”

"Alright, Xiaoyan. Our task now is to find your father, not to give up on ourselves. We have to work harder now, and we can't easily say that giving up. Shen Xin said with a smile.

"Don't worry, Sister Shen Xin. I know what our mission is this time, and I will definitely find my father well, and even if there is only a glimmer of hope, I will not give up. Qu Xiaoyan said.

Shen Xin nodded: "Let's talk first, I want to go up and see how Qu Xiaotang is doing." ”

"Okay." There was a hint of a smile in the corners of Luo Hao's eyes.

Shen Xin returned to Qu Xiaotang's room, and as soon as she opened the door and walked in, she saw Qu Xiaotang mysteriously pouring something into his mouth.

Hearing the sound of the door opening, Qu Xiaotang seemed to be frightened and turned to look at Shen Xin.

"What are you eating?" Shen Xin took a step forward and snatched the bottle in Qu Xiaotang's hand.

"Antidepressant?" Shen Xin understood the meaning of this bottle of medicine and looked at Qu Xiaotang in disbelief.

Qu Xiaotang hurriedly took back the bottle in Shen Xin's hand: "I only ate it recently, it's not a big deal." Shen Xin, you shouldn't have seen it. ”

"What do you mean I don't see? Qu Xiaotang, why don't you tell me about such a big thing? In your eyes, am I still your friend? Shen Xin was a little distressed.

Qu Xiaotang shook his head: "It's not that I don't want to say it, but I'm afraid that if I say it, you will feel guilty." But all this has nothing to do with you. Shen Xin, I don't want to say it because I don't want to bring this burden to you. ”

"But I'm still going to feel guilty. Qu Xiaotang, you like to carry everything by yourself, but have you ever thought that you are also a person, and you will have a tired day. I didn't even know you had depression. I feel like I'm really a failure to be your friend. Shen Xin laughed at himself.

"It's none of your business, Shen Xin, really. I just went to the doctor to prescribe this medicine to me because of a bit of psychological pressure, but I really didn't have anything. Qu Xiaotang hurriedly explained.

Shen Xin stepped forward and hugged Qu Xiaotang: "When did you start?" Qu Xiaotang, why I don't know anything about all this. Was it when you came to Cloud City alone? Or was it a year ago? ”

"Neither," Qu Xiaotang hurriedly explained, "It's really not, it's none of your business." It's because I didn't adjust my mood before, that's why I'm the way I am now. But I can't fall now, I still have to take Xiaoyan to find my uncle. If Xiaoyan knew that I was taking these pills now, he would definitely let me go home. Shen Xin, I don't want to leave you. So please, don't tell them, okay? ”

"So what do you do? Qu Xiaotang, are you going to hide it from others for the rest of your life? Are you going to continue like this, carrying it alone? Qu Xiaotang, don't you feel sorry for yourself, I feel sorry for you, okay? Shen Xin was a little sad.

Qu Xiaotang wiped his moist eyes: "Shen Xin, I know that you feel sorry for me, you have always been very good to me, just like a sister." But I can't do it, and I don't want all of you to pity me, pity me, and give me anything because of such a thing. I can't do it, and I can't do it. ”

"Are you going to keep going like this? Qu Xiaotang, what should you do like this? Shen Xin's eyes were red.

"It's okay, I've grown up, and I'm still the head of the Qu family. I can take care of myself, and I can learn how to love someone. Shen Xin, I'm already very satisfied. I don't want you to feel like it's all your fault because of my illness. But I should have been the one who did the real wrong. Qu Xiaotang pointed to himself.

"It's not you, Qu Xiaotang, you're not wrong. It's not your fault that you have this disease. Don't worry, if you don't let me say it, I won't say it. Qu Xiaotang, don't think too much. I'll hide it for you, let's solve these things together, okay? Shen Xin hurriedly stabilized Qu Xiaotang's mood.

Qu Xiaotang shook his head: "I know what you mean, Shen Xin, I'm really fine." I'm normal now, and I can mess around with you guys every day. So I also ask you not to think I'm sick. I'm normal, I'm not sick. ”

"I know, you're just tired. Qu Xiaotang, take a good rest. After a while, everything will be fine. Shen Xin looked at Qu Xiaotang with red eyes.

"Mmmm, I'm sure everything will be fine. Shen Xin, thank you. Qu Xiaotang choked up.

Shen Xin shook her head, she looked at Qu Xiaotang's pretending to be strong, and she was extremely distressed for a while.