Chapter 28: Comfort

After a while, Xiao Si brought a group of patrols to arrest him. Qu Xiaotang watched Li Zhen being escorted away by them, and his heart was both lost and hateful.

"Officer Luo, I thought I saved this group of children. Unexpectedly, I was the one who handed the knife. These things, one by one, are all because of me. Looks like I'm a real failure. Qu Xiaotang laughed at himself.

"Okay Qu Xiaotang, have you forgotten what you said to me? You are an excellent teacher sent by Guicheng University to teach, but how can you continue to teach students with such a self-defeating appearance? I said Qu Xiaotang, when did you become a person who only escapes and only blames yourself? "Luo Hao hates that iron can't become steel.

Qu Xiaotang sighed: "Volunteer teaching...... I thought I was amazing, but I didn't expect that my greatness was all what I thought I was great. Officer Luo, just like you said, I came to Pingzhen to cause you trouble. I will do nothing but create these disasters. ”

"But in my eyes, you are a strong girl. So Qu Xiaotang, please promise me that you must continue to be a brave person, okay? Luo Hao looked at Qu Xiaotang's eyes firmly.

"Brave man...... If I could protect the children in our class, if I could watch Zuo Yini leave a little earlier than me, if I hadn't told Chen Yu about Li Zhen, none of this would have happened. I can't even protect myself now, how can I be a brave person? Qu Xiaotang asked with tears in his eyes.

Luo Hao shook his head: "Qu Xiaotang, you have to believe in yourself." You still have a long way to go, and those who leave are just there to make you remember them well, and then you have to live better with their love. ”

With their love, continue to live bravely and fearlessly.

Qu Xiaotang sat on the ground and cried bitterly.

It rained again in the sky, and in this hot and dry summer, some people left, some people returned, some people were reborn, and some people never returned.

And those who shouted, those who longed for change, were gradually lost in this rainy night.

That night, Qu Xiaotang returned to the dormitory of the Patrol Bureau.

Shen Xin, who learned everything, didn't know what to say, Qu Xiaotang originally meant to be for this group of children, but he didn't expect to be misunderstood by Li Zhen, causing him to make mistakes again and again.

"Qu Xiaotang, I have already applied with Teacher Sun Ping, and he also understands what is happening here. We'll pack our things tomorrow and we'll be able to go back. Shen Xin comforted.

Qu Xiaotang couldn't see any expression on his face: "There are things that can be solved if you leave, then I am too irresponsible." Shen Xin, I don't want to leave like this. I'm going to give these kids an account, and I'm going to take my responsibility. ”

"But if we continue to stay, we can only find ourselves unhappy, and we will also bring harm to those children. Qu Xiaotang, I don't blame you for this incident, we all know it. But those children, their minds were misguided from the beginning. In their world, there is only study, and there are no extracurricular hobbies. Your words give them hope and give them the opportunity to try. But everyone's comprehension is different, and you can't predict how they'll understand. Shen Xin said truthfully.

"But Shen Xin," Qu Xiaotang's eyes carried a hint of desolation, "If I really leave like this, I will have an uneasy conscience for the rest of my life." Each of us is responsible for what we say, so I can't just go that way. ”