Volume I, Chapter 380
Nie Linyu didn't close his eyes, just looked at Fu Moyu, and said after a while: "I still have to tell you clearly about the matter between me and Du Xinlei, otherwise it will always be a thorn in the middle of us in the future, and if someone else takes advantage of the loophole and uses it to make a fuss, it will cause serious consequences." ”
Fu Moyu was stunned, he really didn't expect this, and he couldn't help but admire Nie Linyu's thoughtfulness.
Nie Linyu sighed slightly, "How can I say this, except for Bixi, I didn't tell anyone, but it was also because I acted recklessly, so Lin Qingyan actually had those memories, but now there is nothing to worry about, after all, in this life, everything has changed." ”
Fu Moyu could hear it in the clouds, what memory, what this life, he could understand every word Nie Linyu said, but he didn't know what it meant together.
He knew that what Nie Linyu was going to say must be unbelievable, because he had never seen her so embarrassed, his brows furrowed slightly, as if he didn't know how to phrase it, he kept quiet and didn't disturb her thoughts.
Nie Linyu continued: "When Du Xinlei proposed to me, he was the champion of the new department, a model of a poor student, he was talented and humble, and his appearance and character seemed to be very upright, and he was really a good candidate for a quick son-in-law. ”
A sarcastic smile escaped from her lips, "Especially my marriage, in fact, it is not high or low, my father is already a king with a different surname, except for the royal family, no one is more noble than me, but because of this, I am destined not to marry into the royal family, those gentlemen in the capital, my parents are not looking down on them, and the family is slightly lower, and they dare not marry me, after all, I am not a royal family of the Yuan family, but I have the title of county lord, marry me, I can't be the royal son-in-law, but I have to fulfill the obligations of the county horse, the Gaomen family, Who wants their precious son to marry me? Du Xinlei was born, it was like he was prepared for me. ”
"My parents think very well, he is a poor family, I get married, he will hold me in the palm of his hand, he is ambitious and capable, what he lacks is just a background, and my father is in a high position, our family can provide it, my father did his best to help him, and he treated me wholeheartedly."
"At that time, I was very stupid, I always thought that treating people with sincerity would be exchanged for sincerity, Lin Qingyan came to me, crying about my mother's cruelty to her, I was soft-hearted, so I took her in and let her live in the house, I didn't expect her to seduce Du Xinlei, and she was pregnant with his child, I thought that it was always his flesh and blood, and Lin Qingyan was my best friend, so I made the decision to let her enter the door and became Aunt Lin of Du Mansion."
"Since then, things have taken a turn for the worse, and I can't bear to tell it anymore, in short, my Nie family has fallen, my parents and brothers have all died tragically, and several children of me and Du Xinlei have all been stillborn by Lin Qingyan, and only one was born, and she was chopped alive and fed to the dog before the full moon!"
Nie Linyu has been narrating plainly, as if telling a story, until this moment, she shed a tear, she thought she would cry, but no.
Perhaps, because too much time has passed, those past events that she thought would be unforgettable have actually faded.
There was even a hint of a smile on her lips, "But she didn't end well, I killed her with my own hands, chopped her up, and wrapped her into meat buns for Du Xinlei to eat, he didn't know, he ate happily." ”
"Later, when I killed Du Xinlei, he resisted fiercely, and I ran out of strength, although the knife stabbed into his heart, but after all, I didn't watch him breathe, and in the end I didn't know if he was dead or not, and I, fainted and woke up again, back to when I was fourteen years old and unmarried."
"Bi Xi was loyal to me, but was killed by Lin Qingyan, in this life I compensated her, let my father accept her as a righteous daughter, she bears the name of the daughter of Nie Mansion, even if she does not have the identity of the county lord, she will marry a good family, I still have a round Zhu by my side, and I took refuge in Lin Qingyan, otherwise I would not be so miserable, so I just came back from rebirth, and I found an excuse to kill her with a cane." Variety Literature
"Once again, I vow that I will never repeat the mistakes of the previous life, I want to protect my parents and brothers, and I want Du Xinlei to never think about climbing to a high position again." Nie Linyu clenched his fists and looked at Fu Moyu, "I haven't told you all this time, it's my fault, but if you care, you care that I was married to someone else in my last life, I won't blame you." ”
As for the entanglement with Fu Moyu in the previous life, and even Fu Moyu's death for her, she didn't say that she didn't want Fu Moyu to bear a moral burden.
Nie Lin smiled bitterly, "Maybe you can't accept it, maybe you think I'm lying to you, maybe you think I'm a demon, it doesn't matter, since I decided to tell you this, I can bear all the consequences." ”
Fu Moyu's heart was shocked, he never thought that Nie Linyu would come from like this, but in this way, all the contradictions in her body would be explained.
Before the age of fourteen, she was silent, although she was the only county lord with a different surname in the north, her status was extremely noble, but she was cowardly, incompetent and not good at words, but she seemed to change overnight, and became the intelligent and witty Nie Linyu he knew.
The attitude towards Du Xinlei can be understood, because she had such a tragic experience in the previous life, so in this life, no matter how attentive Du Xinlei is, she will not accept it, and because her experience is too incredible, she can't tell anyone, so she can't be too obvious against Du Xinlei.
Otherwise, it would be too strange.
He didn't suspect that Nie Linyu was lying to herself, she didn't need to make up this kind of thing, if she wanted to deceive, with her ingenuity, she could come up with ten thousand reasons, so she wouldn't make up such a nonsense thing.
Fu Moyu walked to Nie Linyu's bed and sat down, holding her hand, "I'm sorry for you, you should have told me earlier, I would have killed that person for you, not only that, but I would have recovered my identity and married you as soon as possible, you are the princess of the southern country, no one will dare to persecute your parents and brothers." ”
Nie Linyu looked at him stunned, "You don't care?" ”
"I only have pain in my heart, when you were suffering, I was not by your side, why didn't you have me in the world in your previous life, if I was in your previous life, I would definitely protect you and prevent you from being hurt by those wicked people."
Nie Linyu turned over and hugged Fu Moyu, and couldn't help crying bitterly, Fu Moyu was in her previous life, and he protected himself as he said, but he died.
"You're here, I had you in my previous life, you fell off a cliff and died in order to save me, I'm so sad, so I forgot you, I remember everyone in this life, only you forgot you, will you blame me?"
Fu Moyu hugged her tighter with her backhand, "I won't blame you, how can I blame you, I just feel lucky, it turns out that our fate has always been there, from the last life to this life." ”