I wanted to finish writing this testimonial yesterday, but the boat was in a really bad state, and I was in a trance, so it dragged on to today.

How to say, the end of a book, the end of a journey, or the passing of a life, in fact, they all mean the same, but the former is a little better.

In the past few years, the ship has also been thinking, between the rise and fall, what can history bring us?

Including the meaning of life, the value of life, and how to create this meaning and value......

Well, that's a bit far off.

Let's start with a desperate poem that many friends are familiar with, Yuan Du's "Death Mouth": "A lifetime of career is empty, and half a lifetime of fame is in a dream." After death, there is no worry about the brave generals, and the loyal soul still guards Liaodong. ”

Let's first talk about the scene when the ship first came into contact with this poem, probably more than ten years ago, when I saw it, I rubbed, really cow criticism, domineering, hope.

However.

As the ship got older and learned more about history, it seemed that this was not the case......

On Yuan Du's body, there are too many black spots, and some of them are even impossible to look at......

So in the past few years, the boat has always felt that Yuan Du seems to be guilty......

But......

After a few years of hurried years, the ship suddenly found that many things did not seem to be seen like that......

Here, the ship is not to whitewash Yuan Du or anything, but just to talk about things.

It's like the lyrics of a song: "The scenery of life is wandering." ”

At this point, the brothers must have understood the first core element that the ship wants to say, yes, it is 'change'!

Variation.

It's a very mysterious thing.

You know, we don't have an eye for you, and when you're in a certain environment, and you're shackled by the environment, you're not always able to act according to your heart.

Even, I can't help but be 'walking dead', mechanical.

Back to the topic, is Yuan Du guilty?

Yes!

Fooling the Son of Heaven, cutting off the garrison, relying on the gates, suppressing the grassroots, and all sorts of things.

If Emperor Sun Chengzong is the originator of the Guanning system, then Yuan Du is definitely the follow-up Great Elder, sucking the blood of the entire nation.

But, on the other hand, objectively think, was he wrong?

Not necessarily.

If Yuan Du did not rely on Jiangmen, but used the other Jiangmen forces in Shanxi, Euca, Ningxia, and Guyuan, I am afraid that Guanning would have been even more chaotic.

The ancestral family and the Wu family's gang of local snakes can allow mud legs from other places to ride on their heads?

Impossible.

It's a whirlpool.

When Yuan Du first started to achieve his ambition, he may have been full of hope and wanted to make a career, but with the passage of time, the environment changes, and the mentality changes, people will inevitably swell or shrink, so are people still people?

It's the same with our real lives.

Even if it is the most loving couple, once one party goes fast and the other party can't catch up, will there be no problems?

Therefore, this is always a dialectical and ineffable obscurity.

Going back to the ship itself, this book, there is indeed a big problem.

But the boat is a man after all, and if you lose, you lose, yourself

It's just a summary, can it still be made public? Impossible.

The core element is that some mistakes can be made, which are inconsequential, and even interesting, but there are some mistakes that cannot be made, and there is a problem with the reference point......

Various reasons are superimposed, the ship is not only entangled, but also painful, but it is powerless to change anything, and reincarnation is general......

In the final analysis, the ship is too impetuous, pursuing commercialization, but giving up too many core things......

In fact, the boat has a lot to say, about history, the history of the Ming Dynasty, the historical figures that the ship likes, about life, including some other perceptions and experiences, I want to tell you, but there is a limit to the number of words......

Finally, a few words about the new book, Ship wanted to write a completely different story this time.

In fact, I wanted to write before, but I couldn't reach the pen power, and I couldn't reach the experience, so I didn't dare, but at this time, the boat felt that it was almost sharpened, after all, it had entered middle age, and the edges and corners had been smoothed.

The boat should write a story that he really wants to write and that is meaningful, not purely cool.

The brothers spent money to read the book of the ship, and it was just for fun, but for life, for the future, it was inspiring, thinking, and even helpful!

If it can be like that, then, the boat thought, the boat will not come in vain when it embarks on this road!

Finally, let's end with a quote from the famous master: "Recognize the truth of life and still love life." ”

Brothers, let's fight again later!

2020,7,23，14：39

The ship is in the Burrow.