The eyes are facing each other.

The two were speechless.

He didn't expect to see her again.

She didn't expect to run into him again.

After a full cup of tea time passed, Jia Yin's skin was thicker and broke the silence: "Hey, long time no see." ”

The girl who pressed the double knife breathed a sigh of relief, and the ghost envoy replied with a sentence: "Long time no see." ”

"You killed Han Lingkun?"

"Yes."

"In exchange for money?"

"Yes."

"The reward is issued by Yizhou, how can it be exchanged in Fengzhou?"

"Walking with a human head is always troublesome."

In fact, she still has a reason not to say, in case it is deformed after a long time, and if she doesn't recognize it, the tens of millions of dollars will be gone.

"Ah, where did you kill him?"

The girl tilted her head and gestured to the mountain not far away.

Jia Yin rubbed his face and stared at the man's head for a long time, then he showed a trace of disgust, and said with a smile: "This person is too ugly, do you want to exchange copper coins, can you convert them into silver coins?" ”

“……”

"Look at your clothes are in tatters, I am most familiar with this Fengzhou, you need to bathe, change clothes, and rest now, and then I will invite you to dinner...... Chishan, go and bring the best clothes from the ready-to-wear shops on the street, all of them, for a quarter of an hour, quickly, and then call for the best table to come......"

When the girl saw Jia Yin shouting, her face blushed for no reason, but she didn't listen to her steps, and followed Jia Yin's gesture of invitation and walked into the gate of the mansion.

Jia Yin doesn't know why he is so enthusiastic about this girl who once fought life and death, maybe it's because he met his old acquaintance in a foreign country.

No, which one is somewhere else? Which is the old know?

In short, Jia Yin was very happy to be the host, and he drank with him very warmly, and then remembered a very important question: "Ah, I don't know what your name is." ”

"Gu, Ming Lou."

"You and Gu Sanniang are sisters?"

"Well, she's my senior sister."

"Ah, that's great, Flower Gun likes what she likes, you can help be a matchmaker."

“……”

"By the way, you don't know the spear, I'll call him from the barracks...... Come on, quickly invite General Hua, and say that 100,000 is urgent. ”

Gu Minglou looked at him and thought to himself...... Why is it so domineering, what am I doing when I see a spear.

……

……

Yizhou Governor's Palace, Qin Yue's inner study.

The two old men sat quietly for a long time, but they were also speechless.

Qin Yue's inner study, ordinary people can't get in, and those who come in are not ordinary people.

And those who can drink here can be counted on one hand, except for Jiayin, there is only Chen Cang.

Three appetizers, one meat and two vegetables.

The meat dish is cooked beef, which is made by Qin Yue, take the whole cow rib, divide it into two, there is no such a big pot to fire, use the wine tank, four stacks, fill with water, add the material bag, after the firewood is burned, change to charcoal fire and simmer overnight, after opening the cylinder, the strong fragrance is fragrant, and the bone and meat can easily fall off with two knocks with the handle of the knife.

Two ways to eat, in front of Chen Cang, are three complete ribs, the ribs are pulled out and placed on the side, such as three scimitars, and the periosteum is intact on the meat, when eating, cut a piece with a knife, chew together with the tendons and meat, very delicious.

In front of Qin Yue, there was a plate of extremely thin slices of meat, plus a pot of hot beef consommé, with only two garlic leaves floating on it, Qin Yue liked the original taste of the original soup to moisten the original meat, took a piece of beef, put it in the soup, watched the soup slowly moisturize, and saw that it was all delicious.

Carefully concocted food, when you really eat it, it tastes the same as chewing wax.

found that Qin Yue was a little abnormal, not Zhou Rong and Rui'er who hugged each other and slept together, not the master who brought him up since childhood, nor Li Gu who had the ability to read people, but the rough martial artist Chen Cang.

The moment they greeted each other a year ago, he felt that Qin Yue had some problems, but he smiled as before, and his expression didn't seem to be fake, so he didn't take it to heart.

After Zhengdan, the yamen opened the seal, and after all kinds of affairs were carried out, there was more contact, and Chen Cang realized that it was a little serious.

Although Qin Yue hid it very well, it was no different from the past, but Chen Cang still saw the problem, although everyone will have a period of sequelae after going off the battlefield, and their spirit is more or less abnormal, but Qin Yue can be regarded as having experienced a lot of wars, and after so long, there should not be a trance.

Of course, Qin Yue himself knew the reason, so when he heard that Chen Cang wanted to have a good chat with him, he deliberately set a date, specially cooked and treated, and deliberately arranged the place for drinking in the inner study.

"Jiurou, you've changed."

Qin Yue smiled: "It's better or it's worse." ”

"Bad."

"What's a bad law?"

"Timidity, uneasiness, such emotions should not appear in you."

At the beginning of the topic, he fell into silence because of Chen Cang's four-character definition.

Chen Cang didn't speak anymore, he cared about dealing with spirits and food, and he didn't use chopsticks, he cut it with a knife, and sent it to his mouth with the tip of the knife, chewing it very strongly.

Qin Yue sat for a while and began to drink.

Drink dry.

After drinking three bowls in a row, he wiped his mouth and said with a wry smile: "How can you see it?" ”

"Played back to back, this tacit perception is still there."

"Then you know why I'm upset?"

Chen Cang shook his head, he was too familiar with the person in front of him, as long as he opened his mouth, there would be a follow-up, so he didn't bother to guess.

"Saying it makes people laugh off their big teeth, I'm not afraid of war, I'm not afraid of life and death, the whole territory of Shuzhong has been recovered, and even Qin Fenglu has been won, far exceeding the strategic goal, but this result, I'm afraid...... I'm afraid. ”

Chen Cang was stunned, he had thought of countless reasons for his uneasiness, but he never thought that he would be afraid of this.

"This ...... Is that what you call inferiority? ”

"Yes and no."

Qin Yue picked up a piece of beef, but stopped in the air, looked at the map of the whole wall, and smiled self-deprecatingly: "When I planned to start the army, I was ambitious, and when I sent the army, I was full of spirits, but after successfully receiving Qinzhou, that sense of fear broke out." ”

"There are at least 20 million people in 50 prefectures, 250 counties, more than 3.9 million households, more than 8.6 million dingkou, plus women and children, and they ...... Whether or not I have a good life is all in my words and deeds......

I...... I really felt the pressure of the mountain, scared, scared, in fact, when I came back that day, I was ready to say something, at least the scene was going to go, but, you don't know, the cheers in the middle of the road are more terrifying than knives, simple and kind are more hideous than malicious intentions......"

"In fact, what does the result of the life and death have to do with the people, but they have to pay for the result, and then cheer for the so-called victory, since the dispatch of troops, on the way to the east, plus Yizhou, Kuizhou, soldiers, and people, more than 7,000 dead and more than 11,000 disabled......

In the past, I didn't have such a deep feeling, because we had the imperial court behind us, and there were ready-made decrees to carry out, but now, this responsibility has to be borne by me, and those who sleep in the ground are all the pillars of each family......

I can't be a hard-hearted politician, a careerist, really...... I can't get over that hurdle in my heart. ”

Qin Yue threw away the chopsticks, picked up the wine bowl and drank it dry, but his eyes were red.

When he said it, he felt much better, although, from a technical point of view, he had a way to reduce his burden and excuse himself, and then some were foolish means, and experienced the explosion of information and knowledge in later generations, saying ideals, drawing blueprints, brainwashing, beating chicken blood, how much he would use what doctrine in this era, and some were screaming and rushing to the former.

But he has never been useless, because he is still bound in a cocoon of self-weaving.

When he returned to Yizhou, he became a deserter in the face of the cheering people in the middle of the road.

At the celebration banquet, in the face of the enthusiastic gentry, he became a deserter.

In government affairs, he became the most irresponsible shopkeeper.

In front of the master and his wife, he chose the most unreliable prevarication.

Because he has blood, he raised the banner of King Qin in the east.

Because he is responsible, he faces the torment of self-criticism, self-denial, and self-struggle......

Shouldering morality with iron shoulders, writing articles with clever hands, it is easier said than done.

Chen Cang drank a bowl with him, looking at his uncomfortable appearance, he also sighed in his heart, the person in front of him, who was only twenty-four years old after the New Year, was at the time of youth, but he picked up the unbearable burden early.

"I can't say anything else, I can only say, you can do it, if you don't have it, you may still be the commander of the army, and you have risen and fallen countless times, but as soon as you come, you will rise all the way, it was difficult to manage 500 people before, and now it is not difficult to bring 10,000 soldiers, how do you say that, if you hold it, you will be big......"

Qin Yue smiled and picked up the wine bowl helplessly.