Chapter 531: From the perspective of the General's Mansion
"I'm worried about what you're turning back on, betraying me? Are we on one front? We're rivals now! Regarding Han Luyun's threat, Su Mian acted as if he hadn't heard it, "If you really have this mood, let's save it, and let's go in and take a walk later, leaving enough time for the little master and Ah Meng!" ”
For this kind of thing, Han Luyun naturally would not refuse, and the two of them didn't say anything more and walked in together.
Let's talk about Yun Shen's side, after bringing Shen Zhimeng into the temple, he took people to the direction of the back mountain.
"That's good, why did you suddenly remember to bring me here?" Shen Zhimeng forgot who he had heard before, and the people buried in this back mountain were all the previous abbots in the temple, so he couldn't figure out the purpose of Yun Shen bringing himself here for a while.
"I just want to take you over to see the scenery here, you said before that staying here can make you feel peaceful, I think you have been a little stable recently, so I want you to calm down and think carefully about the current situation!" For Shen Zhimeng, Yun Shen did not hide his purpose, "In the past half a year, I have also heard about the things that Han Luyun and Su Mian did, no matter what you think in your heart, at least their existence must have had a certain impact on you, so instead of being indecisive or hesitant, it is better to calm down and listen to what your heart thinks!" ”
"So you're also a lobbyist for them? I'll just talk about how I was able to bump into two people when I went out today. You don't see this kind of situation in normal times! After hearing Yun Shen's words, Shen Zhimeng immediately understood, "So whose side are you going to stand on, who are you going to choose after I calm down, or rather, you don't worry at all, after I calm down, don't you choose any of them?" ”
Seeing Shen Zhimeng's irritable appearance, Yun Shen was also a little helpless, "Ah Meng, you don't need to have such a heavy suspicion of me, in fact, I am all for your sake, I am not on anyone's side, I just want to help you make a correct choice, even if you think everything through and choose not any of them, I will support you!" ”
"If that's the case, why are the two of them here today, I know they came here once a year ago, so you invited me over this time, was it at their behest?" Shen Zhimeng didn't believe what Yun Shen said at all, but instead opened his mouth and said his questions in one go: "If you are really above board, how can you directly bring the topic to these things?" ”
"Ah Meng, you calm down first, the reason why I invited you here is because I want to solve this matter once and for all. At the beginning, you and Su Mian were together, this incident was something I didn't expect, but looking at your happy appearance, I think this matter is okay, at least your mood is good, but the follow-up development is really what I didn't expect, Su Mian was injured, and the probability of healing is very slim, and then he chose to hurt you and let you leave him, you are also a stubborn person, after knowing these things, choose to forget those previous feelings and start over. It's good that at least you've forgotten those sweet moments and the memories that can hurt you. Yun Shen slowly spoke, almost condensing all the things that Shen Zhimeng had experienced in the past few years, "I thought that you would live happily ever after this, but the truth doesn't seem to be as perfect as I imagined." ”
"You lost your memory, under the conscious confrontation between Su Mian and Han Luyun, your relationship with Han Luyun is getting closer and closer, and you even agreed to marry Han Luyun for the sake of the relationship between the two families, although I was very surprised when I knew about this at the time, but it doesn't matter, Han Luyun's feelings for you are no less than Su Mian, so if he is with you, I am not worried that he will hurt you at all." Yun Shen continued to speak, "Of course, this time you seem to have made up your mind, and the two families have also begun to prepare for various things for the wedding, as if everything is developing in a good direction, but before your wedding, you suddenly fainted, and the condition was so difficult that only Su Mian could help you treat, no way, it was impossible to put your life and death aside for a big wedding, so everyone had to stop what they were doing, and then send you to Su Mian's side." ”
"When you first started to go for treatment, most of the news that came back was good, everyone thought that you would naturally cure your physical problems, and then return to the capital and hold a big wedding with Han Luyun, after all, this is something that countless people are waiting for, but what people didn't expect is that you actually had a problem in the last step of treatment, plus the influence of the medicine that made you lose your memory before, so you simply forgot everything in the past few years, you forgot Su Mian, who had an emotional relationship with you, You forgot Han Luyun who you promised to marry him, and you should and justifiably avoid these things, you think you are justified, because you don't remember these things at all, but is forgetting really the reason for you to escape? If you ignore him, does he really not exist? 360 Literature Network
After Yun Shen's words were finished for a long time, Shen Zhimeng didn't speak again.
Admittedly, forgetting is not an excuse to escape.
"You keep saying I'm running away, but have you ever wondered what the current scene means to me?" Shen Zhimeng suddenly asked, "I woke up and found that my memory was stuck at the age of ten, but now the real time is when I am sixteen years old. In the middle of 6 years, everything I know is narrated through you, whether you are objective or with personal feelings, it makes no difference to me, I know everything that happened, but I can't empathize with the feelings at that time, it's unavoidable. Like you said, I've forgotten these things, so I've been making excuses to run away, but if I don't, what can I do? ”
"I forgot about the relationship with the senior brother for so many years, so I chose to escape, if I face it directly, am I really worthy of so much affection for the senior brother? I'm not the Shen Zhimeng who exchanged letters with him, nor the Shen Zhimeng who lived on this mountain with him for so long, I'm just a Shen Zhimeng who has a marriage contract and is about to get married! ”
"Besides, Han Luyun, it is true that there is a marriage contract between him and me, but when this marriage contract came down, I was really willing, I believe that the situation on that day was better than me! There is a marriage contract, so it is a matter of course to hold a big wedding, but after I know that I have a marriage contract, and there is a real beloved, what do you want me to face the object of my marriage contract? ”
"Under the banner of marriage contract and true love, they are pressing step by step, not thinking about what I am thinking at all, is this situation really worth my pleasure?" Shen Zhimeng opened his mouth and asked rhetorically, "They have to force me to make a choice like this, do they want me to admit that my so-called true love is just a joke, or do they want me to admit that the marriage contract that has been decreed is just an empty word!" ”
After hearing Shen Zhimeng's big string of words, Yun Shen was completely quiet, in fact, he also knew about this matter, otherwise he would not have opened his mouth to talk about those things to Han Luyun and Su Mian years ago, but it is one thing to know, and it is another thing to really hear Shen Zhimeng say it.
"Yun Shen, I don't know what purpose you are talking to me about these things today, but I really know what I am doing, and I am not calm down now, that is because I have thought about these things very clearly, so I know that I can't make a choice so easily, unless the two of them take the initiative to give in, otherwise I won't let myself easily shake this idea!" Shen Zhimeng said very firmly, "This matter is not only related to me and the three of us, it involves more aspects, so I must make a proper choice, I hope you can understand!" ”
Yun Shen nodded lightly, "I can naturally understand your feelings, but I also want you to know one thing clearly, no matter how you reject them, no matter how you don't answer, anyway, in their thoughts, as long as you don't choose one of the two of them, then it won't be time for them to give up!" ”
"Then let's see who has a longer time, I won't make a choice so easily!" Shen Zhimeng said lightly, "Now there are more and more people staring at the General's Mansion, as a member of the General's Mansion, I will never allow myself to do anything that threatens the General's Mansion, so unless the two of them take the initiative to discuss a result, I will not respond to anyone, just like you said, I have been busy with my emotions for the previous two times, so this time I want to put my energy on my family and friends, as for other things, if I can have it, it is still a good thing, if there is no way to get it, Then I won't force it, all in all, nothing is as important to me now as the General's Mansion comes! ”
"But you really just want to look at these things from the perspective of the General's Mansion, you can choose me, after all, I have that ability, and I have that level to help you protect the General's Mansion!" Han Luyun didn't know when he appeared on the side, and he didn't know how much he listened to the conversation between the two people, anyway, Shen Zhimeng could hear the feeling of displeasure from his words.