Hearing his father say this, Lin Fan's heart was finally much more stable. It's just that he still can't be happy: "Even if Mr. is free of life for the time being, his reputation will definitely not be saved!" ”

"I'm afraid that from now on, Mr. will change from a hero admired by everyone to a sinner reviled by everyone!"

"The people don't care how many victories he has fought before, how difficult it is to drag the Manzhen army outside the pass, they only know that the Liaodong border army allowed the Manzhen army to kill their relatives, burn down their houses, and rob them of the rations they relied on for survival, the culprit of all this is the current person who is imprisoned by the imperial court, how can they not hate?"

"Also, the history is like a knife, and Mr. sits back and watches the Manzhen army plunder everywhere and kill the people. Historians will not show mercy to such sinners through the ages, and in the history books of the future, Mr. will leave an infamy! ”

Lin Ruxian sighed: "This is something that no one can do!" ”

"And since Mr. has done this, then he must have had some expectations of today's situation, and he must be ready to bear the corresponding consequences."

Since he has renounced his name before and after his death, then do not blame the scolding of the present and future generations. Seeking benevolence and benevolence, all this is his own choice, who can blame him? ”

"Do you blame the people whose homes are ruined? Or are they the historians who write straightforwardly? Since you have done all this, you should be enlightened. Don't complain, let alone hate why others don't understand you, just bear the consequences. ”

Lin Fan didn't think what his father said was wrong, but having said that, wasn't he born in the world just to glorify his ancestors and leave a name in history? Who wants to be spurned by the descendants of the eternal generations, and the descendants will not be able to raise their heads and be human beings?

"Can my father go to the court and ask Your Majesty to be lenient with Mr."

Lin Ruxian shook his head lightly: "If I go to the court to plead, I'm afraid that not only will it be useless, but it will make things worse!" ”

"I was re-elected as an official by your husband, and the relationship between the two of us is already close, and you can't hide it from Your Majesty if you are a disciple of your husband."

"After I entered Beijing, my husband and I were deliberately estranged and had little contact. Therefore, His Majesty will not regard us as a party because of this, but it is impossible not to doubt our relations. ”

"Now in the eyes of His Majesty, Mr. is a foreign minister, and this time he has used the suspicion of supporting the army to respect himself. And I am now one of the officials of the six ministries, and if I go to the book, I am afraid that my husband will be charged with colluding with the courtiers again. This crime is no less serious than supporting the army! ”

Once this impression is made on His Majesty, the gentleman will have to die if he is not dead. ”

In fact, there is no need for Lin Ruxian to explain, Lin Fan also knows the result, and he will ask such a question, purely because he does not give up.

He asked unwillingly, "Is there really no other way?" ”

"No, the matter has come to this, and your husband can only stay in the edict for the time being, waiting for the situation to change." Lin Ruxian said helplessly.

"I have sent three hundred taels of silver to the jailer who guards him, so that he can take care of him."

After the jailer accepted the money, he also promised to come down, and if there was no arraignment or a request from his superiors, he would try not to punish the gentleman, and he would not embarrass the gentleman in other places such as food. This will make my husband's life in prison much better, and at least he will suffer less. ”

"And don't worry, once there is a change in the situation of the court or the world, I will definitely ask Your Majesty to let Mr. see the light of day again."

He patted the back of Lin Fan's hand: "Okay, don't talk about this, since it's useless to think about it, you don't have to think so much, just take care of your injuries." You don't have to worry about the rest, I'll do it! ”

To appease Lin Fan, Lin Ruxian chuckled, and he sighed: "I still remember when I was at home in the past, I always felt that you were too jumpy by nature, although you were quite diligent in reading, but you always couldn't sit still. ”

"Since you became an official, whether it is from the previous correspondence or after this meeting, it makes people feel that you have really grown up a lot, and your temperament has calmed down, and many times you have done things more steadily and carefully than I thought!"

"Of course that's a good thing, and it's more reassuring for you to be out there."

"It's just that you're too heavy on your mind right now, and it's going to be very tiring. People of your age should be at the time of youth and freedom, and you shouldn't worry about anything, but you have been involved in the battlefield or even the court. ”

"Sometimes I'd rather you're a carefree, trouble-prone kid like you used to be, rather than go through so much to be the way you are."

"At least then you can live happily and happily ever after."

"Things have become what they are today, after all, after all...!"

Lin Ruxian's voice became choked, and tears kept dripping on the back of Lin Fan's hand.

Growing up so big, it was the first time Lin Fan saw his father cry. In his heart, his father has always been a man who stands up to the sky, always holding his back straight, as if he will not bend down even if the sky falls.

For so many years, he had never found that his seemingly strong father had such a soft moment.

Seeing that it has only been less than two years, my father's temples have a few strands of gray hair, and his face is a little older than when he was in his hometown in Jiangzhou, which shows that my father must have spent too much effort on this officialdom in the past two years.

The tip of Lin Fan's nose was sour, and he almost burst into tears on the spot, but he was afraid that his father would worry about it, so he forced him to go back.

Lin Ruxian also realized his gaffe at this time, out of the instinct to maintain his father's dignity, he quickly stood up and turned his back, not wanting Lin Fan to see his current appearance.

He turned his back to Lin Fan and wiped away his tears, but in the end, he still didn't finish what he had just said.

He could only reproach himself in his heart: "Things have become like this, after all, I, as a father, have not done enough, I can't shelter you from the wind and rain, and let you live a peaceful and joyful life!" ”

His father's increasingly gloomy back made Lin Fan feel guilty, and it was not difficult for Lin Fan to guess his father's thoughts.

So he chuckled and said, "Father, you have done a good job, in my heart, you are the best father in the world!" ”

"Under your wing, I have been clothed and fed since I was a child, and I never knew what it was like to be hungry, and every time I went out, I was often in groups, and there were always a large number of subordinates waiting behind my ass."

"I can learn from the best teachers in the world, and I can get into trouble with impunity. Because I know that as long as my father is here, no matter what I do, I will be fine, at most I will be scolded. ”

"When I was younger, I always took it all for granted. However, after coming out of Jiangzhou, I have seen too many people and too many things. ”

"I've seen countless people as old as me or even younger than me."

"Most of them don't have the opportunity to study, and they may not be able to step through the door of the academy in their lifetime. They can't afford to get into trouble, because even if they risk their own lives, they may not be able to afford it. ”

"Some of them are honest and diligent in farming, but they are forced to leave their homes and be displaced; Some people just want to struggle to survive,

In the end, he starved to death on the streets. ”

"Some people have to steal, rob, and even kill people in order not to starve to death. Sometimes it's just for a bite to eat, and they can take other people's lives or even their own lives seriously. ”

"I've seen so many dead people, some of them died at the hands of thieves, some died on the battlefield, and some died on the side of the road, reduced to dry bones!"

"After seeing so much, I realized that there is no such thing as a matter of course in this world."

"The reason why I was able to die without dying like them silently was not because of how good I was, nor because of how capable I was."

"But because I am the son of my father and my mother, and because I am your son, that I may be fed and clothed from my youth, and not suffer from hunger and cold for many years; Because I am your son, I can study and practice martial arts, and I don't have to be trapped between the ridges all day long; Because I am your son, I can be taught by famous teachers, and I don't have to be limited by vision all my life. ”

"Later, I was able to participate in the imperial examination to gain fame and become an official, all because I was your son."

"If I had not been your son, I would have been like the common people in troubled times, and I would have died early in the wilderness; Either survive in this troubled world, struggling just to find a way to live. ”

Lin Fan's lips trembled: "Father, you always think that you haven't done enough, but I have actually gained so much, and there is no one in this world who can do better than my father!" ”

In the end, Lin Fan's tears couldn't stop flowing, and on Lin Ruxian's face, which he couldn't see, he was already in tears.

"Fan'er, the porridge is ready, my mother brought it to you, and I will feed it to you!"

Unwilling to pretend to the maid, Gu walked in with a bowl of lotus seed porridge in his own hand.

As soon as she entered the door, she saw two big men crying silently.

Gu's eyes stared at the two of them back and forth, as if they wanted to see what had happened between the two fathers and sons during the period of time she had left, why did they all cry after just a while?

Gu Shi, who didn't see the clue from the faces of the two, simply didn't think about it anymore, but asked directly at Lin Ruxian: "Master, what's wrong with you?" ”

"Nothing!" Lin Ruxian hurriedly wiped his face with his sleeve and wiped the tears off his face.

"Really?" Gu Shi still didn't believe her husband's words, and she was suspicious.

"Master, I told you just now, you can't let Fan'er be tired, you won't take my words as a deaf ear, right?"

"It's really nothing, Mother!" Lin Fan hurriedly opened his mouth to relieve his father.

"I'm hungry, mother, let's eat porridge quickly!"

For Gu's family, her son's words are now more important than anything else, as soon as her son spoke, she left all the things just now, and hurriedly said: "Okay, okay, don't worry, my mother will feed you!" ”

"Don't bother my mother, I can do it myself!" Lin Fan was embarrassed to let his mother feed him porridge, so he reached out to pick up the porridge bowl.

It's just that his hands are a little weak and look trembling.

Where was the Gu family willing to let her son who was so seriously injured tired, she gently slapped Lin Fan's hand down: "Come less, be polite to your mother, mother feed you!" ”

Lin Fan had no choice but to obey his fate.

Lin Ruxian quietly watched his wife hold the porridge with a spoon, carefully blew to cool the porridge, and then slowly fed it to his son one bite at a time.

His eyes were warm, and he just felt that it was not bad for their family to go on like this.

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