Chapter 429: No Return to the Heart
Now it was really embarrassing outside the door, no one thought that after such a long time, An Ruyang would suddenly appear, including An Miao, no one thought that he would come back.
It's already on the wall that the head is bleeding, and the things that should be said and the truths that should be said are almost said, but he has proved with his actions that even if others wear out their mouths, they can't compare to a smiling face of Linglong.
can no longer go back to the past, after seeing Min Min and Erte die in front of them with their own eyes, and he has understood the whole truth but still does not choose to stand on the side he once held, Ruyang is no longer An Ruyang of Leshan Pharmacy, he is not the teenager An Miao once saved, just a man who can put anything down because of love.
How can such a person still be trusted?
An Miao is a doctor, it is her faith and vocation to treat diseases and save people, An Ruyang has been in the pharmacy for the longest time, and knows her better than anyone else, and he also knows that when the principles and bottom line are insulted, the sister-brother friendship that is no longer in the past.
It's not easy for others to say anything, so let him go to Leshan Pharmacy, and he entered, but everyone has a thorn in their hearts, which is a past that can't be erased with anything.
An Miao glanced at him, sighed secretly in her heart, turned around and went back to the pharmacy, leaving only a breezy voice, and said:
"Today's New Year, come over and eat something."
The time passed through noon, the fireworks burned more vigorously, under the light of the patches, An Ruyang stood in place stunned, tears kept rolling down, he regretted it so much, regretted that even if he wasted countless efforts to return to the capital, he did not dare to reappear in An Miao's sight, he only dared to stand in the dark secretly to see if they were doing well.
It seems to be not bad, he has seen Lu Ying go out many times, and every time he comes back with some snacks that An Miao and Mrs. Hong like, his face has always been with a smile, and people who come and go seem to know him, greeting him, neither humble nor arrogant, quite a young and proud posture.
In comparison, what kind of virtue is he, the journey is difficult, the money on his body has already been spent, in order to come back, he walks and does odd jobs, and then he really has no choice, so he starts begging for food.
The dirt on his body, compared with the appearance of Lu Ying's rich and noble son, is simply a heaven and an underground, and in more than half a year, their fate has been completely changed, he has secretly walked by the door of Leshan Pharmacy a few times, and he has it in his heart, and he doesn't know if he wants to see An Miao, or can be recognized.
It's too chaotic, even he doesn't know what kind of thoughts he has, when he accidentally bumped into An Miao on the street, An Ruyang was full of panic, he was afraid of being recognized like this, even though An Miao's eyes were dazed, he still turned around and ran.
With the first time, the second time An Miao and Mrs. Hong appeared, as if to some extent, helping him make some decisions, and before they could go back, An Ruyang came to Leshan Pharmacy and found Lu Ying with a shocked face.
Lu Ying, who was like a little boy, chatted with a beggar dressed as a beggar for a long time, his mind seemed to be a little unclear, and he told Lu Ying over and over again that he must not let An Miao know that he had returned.
My sister has already said that Leshan Pharmacy is not his home, and he has no home, so don't worry her, after all, she looks a lot thinner, and she is colder, and he doesn't even dare to look at it.
Although Lu Ying was surprised, he still agreed, watching An Ruyang leave in embarrassment before An Miao came back, he sighed, in the end, he kept him a secret.
It's just that in this thirty nights of being alone, An Ruyang couldn't help it, all the homes were lively, and he was the only one, crammed into a dilapidated house, full of sadness.
He really just wanted to go over and take a look, he couldn't see An Miao, as long as he could hear her voice at the door, but he didn't expect that they were setting off fireworks at the door, and when they saw a figure, Madam Hong immediately made a move, and he found out like this.
An Ruyang stood at the door, full of restraint, the soles of his feet seemed to be nailed to the spot, unable to move an inch, whether it was forward or backward, there was a voice in his head to stop it, he didn't know how to do it anymore, as if everything was not too much, his heart was sour, countless emotions were surging in it, he wanted to cry, wanted to kneel down to admit his mistake to An Miao, but he just stood in place, and even blinked hard.
"Ruyang, my sister asked you to come in, just come in, it's still snowing outside, the door is always open, the house will not be warm inside, my sister is not in good health, and now I can't stand the cold."
Lu Ying came out from the second floor looking for clothes, and saw that he was still standing outside the door, and An Miao was not far from the door, and the snow that drifted in was already about to hit her hair, he looked at it tightly, hurriedly put the clothes aside, picked up the cloak and put it on An Miao, and after talking to An Ruyang, he whispered to An Miao:
"Sister, pay attention to keeping warm, if you get sick now, it's not a trivial matter."
An Miao didn't speak, just nodded, Lu Ying knew what she was thinking, hesitated, or went over and dragged An Ruyang, and said: "Okay, okay, since you're back, come in, at least eat something, there are a lot of good things, they are all sent from the palace to supplement my sister's body, we all have good mouths, but our skills are not very good, don't dislike it." ”
He is a spirited teenager, although he is comforting An Ruyang in his words, but he has completely drawn a clear line for the relationship between each other, we are us, and he is not a person in this category.
Even if there were countless persuasions and warnings at the beginning, it was useless, or made him more determined to make the decision to be with Linglong, is it too late to regret it now?
Is it really okay to want to use their own faults to gain mercy after all of them have experienced countless lives and deaths?
Is it worthy of Mrs. Hong's fear all the way, worthy of Lu Ying's pain of piercing her chest, and even more sorry for An Miao's insistence on morality?
Even if you can't go back, let alone say it all over again, Lu Ying lowered his eyes, the movements in his hands were slightly heavier, An Ruyang grew a little taller, but he was very thin, the whole person seemed to be out of shape, only a layer of skin bag and bones, plus a long time of starvation, where could he have the strength to break free.
He was taken to the backyard by Lu Ying, Madame Hong had already prepared the bath water, and was looking at the soup stewed in the pot in the kitchen, when she caught a glimpse of the two of them entering the backyard, she poked her head out and shouted:
"The water is in the firewood room."
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