Floating Dreams in the World, Half of the Lonely City Chapter 43 Your heartbreak is the most beautiful, pure and desireless

Ye Feng stopped shaking his head, thinking it was a dream, but what was the faint smell of Chinese herbs on his lips? She's always confused...... I didn't feel a flush on my face, I was intoxicated, like drinking a glass of wine, and the wine gradually warmed up.

But...... Just when she was happy, she suddenly caught a glimpse of Dumping Shui Ran with someone else, and the other person was none other than Wu Wuqing.

He...... What will be said? They...... And her...... The first time she thought of that kind of thing, but the next second she used her reason to think, it could be a swordsman's thing, or it could be something else, fragmentary, too subtle to be discussed. However, the idea of the first time came out inexplicably through the sixth sense, which made her tangled and confused. Is it talking about men and women? She's already with Wu Wuqing...... If he asked, Wu Wuqing answered truthfully, it was a fact and there was nothing to hide, but she really hoped that when he asked, Wu Wuqing could be vague or simply deny it...... She was annoyed, she was afraid that he would ask, and she wished he hadn't asked about it, and that they were just ordinary small talk, so that her heart would be at ease, unshaken, and enjoying the short and beautiful evening in peace.

But she saw the indifferent attitude of pouring water...... The more insipid he appeared to be, the more flustered and distracted she became...... She was scared...... Dumping Shui Ran finally entered the house with Wu Wuqing, she was curious to know what their conversation was about, so she didn't have to think about it here. They were calm on the outside, which was an invisible torture for her, and no emotion was visible from their expressions. She wished something had happened, and one of them would have to let it out if they wanted to, without having to hide it...... There was silence in the lonely air, as if she no longer existed, they didn't say a word to her, and sometimes, she really suspected that the group couldn't see her, and that she might have been out of her body at some lonely moment, and had become a soul with no sustenance, and followed their footsteps with a dead face.

Everything, it seems to be back to the original point, she once again felt the silence of the world like death, people often say that silence is golden, but what she hates the most is silent and obscure people, sometimes she also likes the loneliness of the night, because this will make her feel free and stable and steady, there is no gain and no loss, that is in the palace, she often has thoughts, but she prefers the blazing splendor in the sun, just like the boy when she first saw it, shining with charming attraction, but if it is about to leave, Sometimes it is as warm as a breeze, and sometimes it is as hot as iron. She liked him when she first met, simple, pure, ignorant, uninhibited and chic. There is no quarrel with the world, but he continues to work hard for the goal he likes. This is Dumping Ran, she likes to have such a cute appearance. His smile shines on her all the time, allowing her to see the shining things of this world, and find kindness, loveliness, confidence, sunshine, chic, and uninhibited.

If he hadn't come into contact with her as a person, then he would still be the same person he was now, and he would have no hatred. This world must be beautiful in his eyes, not defiled and slandered.

Shui Ran stared at Ye Feng for a long time, and they were separated by two. Wu Shuang looked at Shui Ran, with a puzzled expression, puzzled, and wondered, what are they ...... There is no involvement. If not, why is he still staring at her? She was so tired that she could no longer believe his high-sounding words.

Ye Feng stopped sighing, holding the dry food he had just distributed, eating one bite at a time aimlessly, until he fell asleep, slowly closing his eyes, not disturbed by external objects. "Ye Feng stopped, he looked tired! So early, I fell asleep. Xu Yanling said, looking at Ye Feng, who was sleeping peacefully on the stone bed. And Wu Shuang was silent, and this night, a group of people who "shared the same bed and had different dreams" fell asleep together. Wu Shuang, Xu Yanling, and Ye Fengzhu leaned close together, leaving no gaps, just to keep warm. In the middle of the night, Ye Feng stopped opening her eyes, at first she thought it was someone else, she stared at it, and by the moonlight, it turned out to be Wu Shuang and Xu Yanling.

When she opened her eyes, she was still clinging to a body, very warm, with a faint smell of rosemary, and before she knew it, she woke up quietly, opened her eyes, and found ...... It was a man, it was no one else, it was pouring water, I don't know whether it was a shock or a surprise, which made her heart stunned, she twisted her eyebrows, could it be that she followed last night...... Did he sleep all night? Lying next to the ...... Has it always been him?

Her anger suddenly sprang up, and though she still had illusions about him in her heart, she moved ...... Touched him, then stood up upright, shook his shoulders, and said cautiously (holding his breath, hanging a heart): "Hey!"

She looked at him, and he didn't seem to be moving, so she couldn't really be asleep...... Anyway, it wasn't safe to stay here, so she looked up and saw that everyone was gone, and only the two of them were left, and she wondered, she didn't even know when they had left. She glanced back at the pouring water, the wind was as silent as the wind, and he was still shallow and asleep. Really, inexplicably! Hell yes!

Why did he sleep with her? Did she give her consent?

Forget it, ignore him, Ye Feng stopped and said, detached from him, and was about to get up, suddenly, he was caught off guard by a pair of hands, and went straight to his arms, he opened his eyes, his breath gradually evened, it seemed that he was really immersed in sleep just now, he said, confiding his breath, Ye Feng stopped his cheeks and blushed slightly, and endured it.

He moved his thin lips, his eyes were shallow and gentle, and his voice was as thin as flowing water, "I like you, can I leave you behind?" ”

Ye Feng stopped being confused, sluggish, and even wooden.

His words seemed to shine into her heart with a gentle gaze, sweet as honey, with his arms around her body, extraordinarily gentle trickle into her body, like a dreamy butterfly "poof" into her heart. She clearly knew that he was cheating on her, and it was very likely to be revenge, but reason still couldn't overcome emotion, through the fall of her heart, shallow snuggling, let his arms be imprisoned, reason was gone, drifting into the wind, only innocent and young without the slightest guard and defense. He kissed her forehead, and at that moment, with evil revenge and jealousy, he sent them into the abyss step by step, but he ...... I like this kind of torturous taste, dripping with pleasure, wanton and ambiguous pleasure. He deceived himself like this, and she was nothing more than a tool he used to vent...... He still remembers the Ye Fengzhu before, what he liked was Ye Fengzhu at that time, he only smiled at him slightly, frowned and confided, and she, she was just a hypocritical and beautiful mask and stinky skin, at the mercy of men to ravage and dominate...... But she's still Ye Feng, isn't she? He was entangled in his heart, all because now she was no longer the pure and immaculate Ye Fengzhu who knew how to use means to seduce men, and even Wu Wuqing and Mo Yan fell in love with her. Maybe she, from beginning to end, has always been ......

It's just that he was blinded by deception, he rarely thought so much, he got up suddenly, and his handsome and sunny smiling appearance turned into indifference, cold as a sword, standing at the peak of loneliness and coldness, the cold wind swept away, and only depression and defeat remained.

"......" Ye Feng stopped getting up and said in a hanging voice: "Pouring water, why did you leave me after teasing?"

Turning around, he finally vented the resentment in his heart, and he couldn't help blurting out: "Only you know...... Why are you doing it with that guy Wu Wuqing-'the 'house curtain thing', you want ...... I can give it to you, too! And we can do it whenever you want, anytime, anywhere! I try to satisfy you...... of needs. ”

Ye Feng couldn't help himself when he said this, he was extremely ashamed, excited, tearful, his voice trembled, and the bead chain fell (he refused to fall for a long time, as if he was attached to the temperature in his eyes, and did not want to be contaminated with the dust of this world). Obviously, he let go first and planned to abandon her, but now he wants to blame her with righteous words? What's wrong with her...... He was the first to ...... Breaking her heart, she thought that they could never have any bond again, so she let go and took a step to pursue her own true happiness. But as a result, she realized that she was wrong. She still has him in her heart, and "he" has become a bubble after all...... Their beautiful and pure appearances are revealed, and they are all ugly and dirty faces that are selfish, full of lust, attracted by temptation, and imprisoned by dreams. She tore her throat and shouted, tears poured out at once, no longer flowing, once again suppressed back to the bottom of her tired heart, buried in the deep soil.

Silence is better than sound, a layer of ripples ripples in his heart, yes, he also reflected on his mistakes, in the face of the world, they can't withstand reality after all, in the face of the person he likes, he has become so weak and cowardly, retreating and fearful, and has no courage, he is just a hypocrite! But not a coward, he doesn't want to admit it...... Everything he did was a fault, and one day, he would pull it back and make God feel ashamed of the bet he had made.

And he chose to give up, just didn't want to lose her when he got her, because the time he fell in love with her was not at all, or rather, he didn't have the right to fall in love with someone else at all, and he was dissolute and free by nature, unscrupulous, not afraid of the sky, not afraid of the earth, the soldiers would block the water and cover the earth, and he didn't expect that there was such a thing as love, "liking" was just his usual trick to coax girls, acting on the spot, entertaining himself, this is his boring fun. He and Gongsun Yang Liu have been married since childhood, this is a high-sounding long-sounding family marriage in the world, so that as long as he stops his hand on Ye Feng, he can continue to move forward a little bit...... On the way to pursue her, no one will notice it at the beginning, block and destroy it, he just wants to live with her in peace and tranquility, before she left him, he thought that only two or three years would be enough, he still has not changed his nature, as long as he is tired and annoyed, he can find a high-sounding reason, get rid of her, cold and ruthless, he doesn't even bother to turn around and look back, nostalgic, but—when he buried it all with his own hands, he found that the pain was slowly penetrating into his internal organs, In the cold wind of the night, his legs trembled, and his heart was closed, unwilling to think, unwilling to figure out, and then appreciate this bitter and sour taste.

He had been unconsciously moved, and at a certain moment, she planted the sweet and sour Gu of love quietly, gently and without threat, but he didn't know that such a gentle and lovely Gu worm also had lethal power, and once it was involved, it would be out of control, making his whole body feel bad, and he wanted to have a diarrhea.

They were silent, drowning their sadness in the silent air. At that moment, he even cried, a drop was enough to sink into his heart and hurt his heart. She looked at his teardrops, crystal clear and shining, the most beautiful heartbreak and nostalgia that could not be engraved on the stele in this life.