After snatching the guns and ammunition and escaping smoothly, I knew that my escape would inevitably be discovered by the sentries who came to change the guard within an hour, and then reported to the combat duty room, and then it would be reported by the whole corps, and because of the guns and ammunition, the corps organs would inevitably contact the public security organs, and it was inevitable that I would have a wanted list, but the level of wanted would basically not be too high, but my danger factor would be relatively high, but as long as I didn't shoot, They don't usually treat me like shooting me on the spot.

In order to better get rid of the pursuit of the armed police force and the public security organs, I must temporarily disappear from their field of vision before their actions are fully launched, and the best way is to "go dark under the lights"! As we often say, "the more dangerous the place, the safer"!

After I escaped from the training base, I did not flee farther away, but used camouflage to lurk near our training base, waited until the search party after group passed in front of me, waited for several hours to make sure that there was no follow-up force, and then continued to run farther away.

When the sky gradually lightened, I finally found a construction site, but it was still very early, the workers had not yet gotten up, and according to the traces on the ground, the search troops had already come here, and my energy and physical strength were very exerted, and I had to replenish my energy and physical strength to a certain extent, so I decided to rest here for a while.

After making this decision, I stole a set of migrant workers' clothes, wrapped my military uniform in a plastic bag, found a place to bury it, and then ran to a preliminarily completed construction site building to rest.

Since I was really tired, and I knew the style of the special operations team very well, I was basically sure that it was safe for the time being, so I quickly entered a state of sleep before the critical depth and shallowness. In a blur, I seemed to see a scene that made me almost cry.

"Sorry, your call is temporarily unreachable, please call again later." I called ten times, and it was still a cold, mechanical female voice that kept repeating itself. A girl finally decides to break up with him.

On the way back to the bedroom, she shivered in the cold wind, and the little couples who came and went snuggled together, praising the pleasant evening breeze with strong love, and she, a person's helplessness and frustrations in life made her cry more and more sad at the moment, and she couldn't stop being at a loss, but she couldn't find someone to rely on.

Finally, she had enough of the uncontrollable tears, and she had enough of waiting until the weekend to get his calls; What's even more unbearable is that every time she encounters difficulties and needs a shoulder to lean on, he always can't be by her side.

Yes, the boy's profession is a soldier of the People's Republic of China, and she is just an ordinary college student.

When they met, the boy always said: "I'm sorry, I can't give you too much love now, and when I come back from the army, I will protect you for the rest of my life." ”

"Don't worry, I will definitely wait for you!" She also swore an oath.

It's just that at that time, she saw time too simply, waited too lightly, and made promises too real.

As soon as the picture turned, she seemed to really can't hold on anymore. She wiped tears from her face and typed the message:

I know you left me for a while because of the mission, but now, after all this time, you haven't returned. I really can't stand the feeling of missing you but not seeing you, even if I want to cry, I can only go to the corner alone, please forgive me, let me be the bad guy this time. Shall we stop here? Let's break up.

After the successful delivery, she was not as happy as she imagined. She thought that when she said the breakup, she would be more relaxed and chic. In fact, she became more and more uncomfortable, and she slowly remembered the bitterness of being alone in the past two years, and having to carry everything by herself.

Every time I go to the restaurant to eat, I watch the boyfriend and girlfriend at the next table arguing lively, but she can only look at the plate in a daze without a word; Every time it was cold, looking at the road, the boyfriend wrapped the hand of the girlfriend next to him tightly, and then put it into his warm pocket, but she could only tighten her gloves, shrink her shoulders, and escape from the cold street alone; Every time she was frustrated and needed comfort, she could only go home by herself, hide in the room and hug the pillow, crying silently.

Every time she needed him, she would call him countless times, and the other end of the phone would always be repeated and unreachable. By the time he was able to call back, she didn't need it anymore, because she needed him a week ago.

She felt that she could no longer bear this kind of unseen and unreachable love, and it would be good for both of them to end it as soon as possible.

She felt more and more sad, sad that he had not heard from him.

Break up, the long wait in exchange for her own repeated disappointment, she just wants a boyfriend who can know my warmth and coldness and give her to rely on. She came up with such thoughts.

After sending that breakup text, she decided to take a new chapter in her life.

The roommates knew what she was thinking and introduced her to one excellent boy after another. A month later, she met a nice boy. The boy was very nice to her, caring, and took good care of her, and everyone wanted them to walk together. But she didn't feel like she was with him at the beginning, she just felt that this boy could lean on her when she needed it.

One night, the boy sent her back to the dormitory, and in the corridor of her apartment, he saw the man who had disappeared into her life for a long time, he.

He stood in the flickering hallway, wearing a crumpled military coat, his chapped skin pale in the cold wind, and he watched her slowly come after saying goodbye to other men in the distance.

No doubt she saw him too. After not seeing each other for a few months, after she sent that breakup text message, the two who had no contact with each other met in this way tonight.

When she got closer, she found that he was darker, thinner, and no longer the heroic special combat soldier in the special combat uniform he used to be. She still felt a little sorry for him like this, she looked at him, wanted to raise her hand to touch his chapped face, and the peeling lips, but her hand reached into the air, she paused, remembered the breakup text message she sent, remembered the phone call that she had dialed countless times but never answered, she used a pretended indifferent tone: "Why are you here, didn't I text a text message to tell you that I broke up, I have made it very clear in the text message." ”

She didn't even dare to look him in the eye when she said this, because she was afraid that he would see her clumsy acting skills.

Hearing her say the word "break up" with his own ears, he still couldn't stand a heartache, he went on an unknown mission, and was asked to cut off all contact with his past. Finally, the mission was over, and he thought to himself that he would go back to accompany her for a week. But when he finally got his old phone back, he saw the text messages from a long time ago, and the cold "breakup" stabbed his heart twice, and she proposed to break up with him who had never said that he had broken up.

He was in a panic like never before, he didn't change his clothes, picked up his mobile phone wallet and hurried to her residence, but he didn't expect to see the picture of her with another man.

He didn't dare to open his mouth to question, and he didn't dare to speak out first, because he was afraid of hearing her say that she was breaking up, but just now he did hear her standing in front of him and tell him to break up.

He suppressed the panic in his heart, tried his best to restrain the tears that were about to fall, and asked, "Why, are you breaking up with me because you like someone else?" "No, it's not like that, I like you, but you know, I'm fed up with the kind of life that wants to find you, but can't find you, needs you, but can only carry it alone, so now, no matter who he is, as long as he is good to me, when I need it, is willing to be by my side, I am willing to be with him, even though I don't like him." She expressed her thoughts in one breath.

He was silent in the face of her accusations, he knew that he owed her too much, and he had no reason to ask her to wait forever, and there was no end to waiting.

He looked at her in front of him, she was still so young, so sunny, and he was wearing a crumpled army coat and chapped skin at the moment.

He calmed down his mood and said to her in a choked tone: "I'm sorry, it's my fault, I respect your choice, these days, it's really hurt you." ”

She looked at him who was actively suppressing her emotions at this time, and she was also very reluctant in her heart.

"Promise me that you must be happy." After he finished speaking, he strode into the darkness, he didn't want her to see it, he was already about to overflow tears in his eyes, he was afraid that if he stayed a little longer, he couldn't help but beg her not to break up.

She looked at him as he disappeared into the darkness, and she wanted to take his hand and let him stay, but in the end she gave up.

At the end of the story, I finally saw that he was me, and that girl was Xiaoyu.