Chapter 81: Faint?

The Southern Zhou Dynasty is a country of purple, and the Chinese people like to wear purple clothes, and the interior decoration is mostly purple.

In the Chongfu Hall in the west of the Yupang Palace, a gust of evening breeze blew in from the carved wooden window, blowing a lilac veil.

Time flies, in the blink of an eye, it is the twilight of spring, Yongan raised his eyes to look out the window, a gust of wind passed, the petals fell one after another, and the ground was red.

Yongan sat next to the wooden desk, crossed her hands on the desk, today, she wore a goose yellow cardigan skirt, yellow lined her face even fairer, like a girl who has not been out of the cabinet, green silk flowing, no hair bun.

She was in a trance, and suddenly remembered the scorching peach blossoms on Lanluo Mountain, and remembered the carefree life with Ji Qianning many years ago, although her status was low, she was also wanton and happy. Now, with thousands of glory, the bitterness and tiredness in my heart are indescribable......

"Yong'an, why didn't you pass on the meal today?"

A man's voice pulled Yong'an's thoughts back, and when he turned around, he saw Nangong Yu, who was wearing a purple regular suit, appeared behind her at some point, and Yong'an wondered why no one had passed it on.

Hurriedly got up, left the wooden case, and saluted Nangong Yu slightly: "Brother Wang, why are you here?"

Nangong Yu helped her forward, frowning slightly: "I heard from the palace people, you haven't eaten today?"

Yongan was a little embarrassed on his face, and replied softly, "I can't eat it."

"Missed a baby?"

"Hmm." Yongan nodded, and suddenly his eyes turned red, the child is still so young, is he too ruthless as a mother.

"If the longing is difficult to eliminate, Brother Wang will immediately send someone to Chiyan to pick him up." For some reason, Nangong Yu was a little unhappy when he said this.

Yongan knew that his brother Wang was angry because of her, and knew that he felt sorry for him, no matter what, he couldn't make trouble for him anymore: "Brother Wang, Yongan doesn't want to."

Really don't want to? When she left, the child was just over a month old. For more than a month, I have been lamenting all night, and I have not missed him for a moment.

There is no mother in the world who does not love her child, but the place in Biancheng left her with all the sadness and pain, and Bai Yi made her even more disheartened.

The only way to leave that sad place is the best choice.

When she returned home from the Sheng'an Palace that night, she tearfully wrote a letter to the king of the Southern Zhou on the torn clothes, which did not explain any of her situation, but only begged the king of the Southern Zhou to send someone to take her back to her homeland.

To tell the truth, she and the king of the Southern Zhou Dynasty have only known each other for a few years, and the friendship is not deep, she is afraid that he will not agree to her request because of the diplomatic relations between the two countries, so she does not have much hope, but just wants to find a comfort in her heart.

A month after giving birth to the child, suddenly one day, Qingzhu quietly brought a few strange faces into the mansion, it turned out to be the person sent by the king of Southern Zhou to pick her up, but she didn't expect that Brother Wang really agreed to her request, and she was moved in her heart for a while.

Afterwards, she asked Nangong Yu why he had to take her back regardless of the face of the two countries. She received an extremely gratifying, even touching, answer, and he said, "You are the only relative of this king."

It turns out that there is still a relative in this world who can be relied on for her, and she is not without nothing.

Two days later, she left a letter, followed the person who picked him up and quietly left Baifu, got into a carriage, and galloped all the way in the direction of Nanzhou.

I thought that I would go without worry, but when I was leaving, I looked back at Biancheng, but my heart was full of sourness, there was someone he loved, and she suffered, but now I think about it, there are so many memories.

She was suddenly so reluctant, reluctant to give up the child, reluctant to give up the young lady...... Reluctant......

The only remaining pride and self-esteem in her heart told her that even if she was reluctant, she had to leave.

Child, forgive my mother's cruelty.

This walk may be forever. Before leaving, let her take another good look at Biancheng.

……

Nangong Yu saw Yong'an's fluttering eyes, knowing that she was unconsciously caught in memories again, and sighed, it was his mistake, he shouldn't have sent her to kiss. In the autumn of critical survival, no matter how great the shelter is, I am afraid that it will be useless.

"It's all up to you." Nangong Yu said softly to Yong'an that it was his incompetence that made Wang Mei go into exile for so long, and now, he should love her well to make up for the debts over the years, "Listen to Brother Wang, let people pass the meal now." ”

"Brother Wang." There was some rejection in Yong'an's words.

"Obedient."

Yong'an didn't want to touch Nangong Yu's heart, so he had to agree.

……

The candle shadow swayed, Bai Yi lay on the desk, the case was in a mess, and the wine jar was scattered all over the ground.

In the middle of the night, he slowly got up from the case, his face flushed, suddenly burped, swallowed the saliva in his mouth, reached out and touched the case for a long time, picked up a wine jar, poured it into his mouth, but only a few drops flowed.

He licked his lips and threw the jar to the ground in a fit of rage, shattering it to pieces.

The humble son like a jade man has lost his former gentleness and elegance.

On that day, he saw a letter left on the case, and opened it tremblingly, it was a masterpiece left by Lan'er, with only eight characters:

"My heart is sad and I will never see it again."

"Never again, never again." He muttered over and over again, these eight words, as if a knife was cutting his heart all the time.

Why did his heart suddenly hurt so much?

didn't have time to react, so he left the house on horseback, and after a while, he left Biancheng and followed the official road to follow her footprints.

She didn't dare to stop all the way, and finally caught up with her carriage three days later.

Breaking through the obstacles of Nan Zhou's escort guards, he finally arrived under her carriage, but she refused to meet her inside.

It doesn't matter, just chase her.

At that moment he said a lot, about his remorse, about his pain, about his sorrow, and even about his vague love for her......

He thought he had finally moved her, and the carriage followed him all the way back to Baifu, but she wore a veil all the way and never got off.

Huan Huanxi welcomed her back, only to find out in the end that it was only her maid who brought back. After several inquiries, it turned out that they already knew that he was chasing after her, and she abandoned the carriage and let a maid disguise herself as her, and she had already circled the path with several attendants and traveled southward.

Did she really hate him so much, and she didn't want to see him in the end, and even the newborn child could bear to leave behind.

At that moment, he realized that he couldn't live without her.

Since Yong'an left, he has been getting drunk every day, and he is drunk to death, and his heart is not so painful.

Bai Yi suddenly faintly heard the child's cry, and his heart became even more irritable, and he threw off the jade butterfly wine jar on the case, and with a few snorts, he scattered on the ground.

He suddenly looked like an abandoned child, looked aggrieved, and muttered to himself: "Lan'er, the vast Kyushu, where are you, come back quickly, you haven't named the child yet." A tear of remorse slid down the corner of her eye, "The child misses her mother, I seem to be ...... Like, I miss you too. ”

Bai Yi, who was drunk, finally saw his mind clearly.

……

"Brother Wang, Brother Wang......"

Yongan hurriedly rushed into Nangong Yu's bedroom, didn't have time to care about any etiquette, and shouted as he walked.

Suddenly, the scene that greeted her made her look shy, and she immediately closed her eyes and turned around.

"Brother Wang." Yongan said angrily.

Although it is through the lilac curtain, the figure reflected on the curtain is so clear under the light of the candle flame.

Nangong Yu slowly got up from the couch, sat in front of the couch, pulled up his shirt to cover his bare chest, and tied his clothes.

The two women on the couch immediately got up, lay on his left and right shoulders respectively, and said coquettishly: "Your Majesty." There was some reluctance in the words.

A wicked smile rose at the corner of Nangong Yu's mouth, and one hand hooked the chin of the woman on the left, smiling evilly at her; Turning his head and kissing the cheek of the woman on the right, he comforted softly: "Beauty, good girl, this king will come in a while."

After speaking, he immediately put on his clothes, stepped forward in a few steps to lift the curtain, walked behind Yong'an, and said with a smile: "You can turn around."

Yongan turned around and lowered his head, a little embarrassed, and stammered a little when he spoke: "Brother Wang, Yongan didn't break in on purpose, I didn't know that Brother Wang was there, and he was ...... Moreover, the palace people did not stop it, so ......"

Nangong Yu saw that Yong'an was spitting and spitting, and his appearance was very cute, and he suddenly laughed: "It's okay, but Yong'an is in such a hurry to come, what's the matter?"

Yongan clenched the things in his hand, thinking of the reason why he came here, his expression suddenly became serious, he looked up at Nangong Yu's eyes, and complained a little: "Brother Wang, war report."

Hearing this, Nangong Yu suddenly sank his face and dismissed the palace people.

Seeing that there was no one around, Nangong Yu slowly spoke: "He Zhan?"

Yong'an sighed sadly, his brows were tightly locked, and he was worried: "Daxin and Huaisong formed an alliance and invaded our border again, and the soldiers fought bloodily, with countless casualties, and finally lost to them, and Qingzhou City was lost."

"Why did you bring the battle report?" Nangong Yu's face was solemn, and his tone was a little cold.

"Today, the battle report has been sent to the palace, and the ministers have repeatedly asked to see him outside the palace of the royal brother's bedroom, so they have to ask the royal sister to come here to try." Yong'an thought that the country was in danger now, and his brother, as a king, ignored the government all day long, and only knew how to indulge in pleasures, so he had some resentment towards him.

Nangong Yu closed his eyes, sighed in his heart, for a long time, a strange smile suddenly appeared on his gloomy face, and he took the battle report from Yong'an's hand that the minister couldn't send for a long time, stared at it for a long time, and suddenly laughed, and said to Yong'an with a smile: "If you lose it, take it back, if you can't take it back, then the king has no other way."

After Nangong Yu finished speaking, he hooked his hand, and the two concubines on the couch immediately swayed and walked in front of him, he took the two of them in his arms, kissed each of the two concubines on the face, and said with a smile: "Those things, this king can't control, this is what this king should do."

A nameless fire immediately rose in Yong'an's peace, he didn't understand, why did Brother Wang become like this, the country was weak and tired, it was the autumn of critical survival, the people were not afraid of death, they rose up to resist, as a king, he should not take the lead, take the world as the people, and focus on the family and the country, but why should he be so decadent and mediocre.

The royal brother in her heart shouldn't be like this.

Yongan was furious, and left in disappointment.

Nangong Yu saw Yong'an's back disappear, let go of the hands holding the two concubines, and sent them away.

He left the dormitory, accompanied by the moonlight, looked in a trance, and walked to the temple.