Leng Yue was just sleeping with the little guy, but now she heard the sound of someone talking outside, and the sound of footsteps walking inside, she thought that it should be the little guy's family who came to pick her up.

Although she was a little reluctant to let the little guy's soft body, she still gently withdrew the little guy from her arms, but as soon as she got up, the little guy woke up, and happily called at her: "Mother"

As soon as Mu Qingyan entered the door, he heard Yien call his mother, he looked at the person on the bed puzzled, when he saw the person's face clearly, the whole person froze, his two eyes couldn't help but open the earth, looked at Leng Yue in disbelief, and shouted: "Wife...?" ”

His voice was soft, one of surprise, excitement, and uncertainty. Looking at the person in front of him made him feel like he was dreaming, so after he screamed, there was no other movement. just looked at her fixedly, and even breathing slowed down a lot. He didn't dare to let himself move too much, he was afraid that as soon as he moved, this dream would wake up.

Leng Yue originally heard the little guy calling her and wanted to pick her up, but when she heard this 'wife', the whole person froze,

It's been a long time since she'd heard it, four years, but why did she feel like she had been forty years long?

From the moment she knew the truth, this voice became the biggest guilt and remorse in her life. However, she knew that in this life she was not even qualified to ask the voice master for forgiveness. How many midnight dreams she had, all she could remember were those empty and desperate eyes. That was the shame and pain in her heart that she could never forget.

She slowly turned her head to look at the man she thought she would never see again in her life. Now that she saw him, she suddenly felt a sense of rebirth.

She kept lying to herself, she didn't send someone to find him because she didn't have the face to beg him for forgiveness, in fact, there was a voice in her heart that said to her, with Mu Qingyan's character, he was hit so hard at that time, he would definitely not live again.

Because it was he who destroyed his only belief in living, it was equivalent to killing him with his own hands. All along, Leng Yue tried not to let herself think in that direction, because she was afraid that she would not be able to hold on because of this, so she would make up an excuse for not daring to go to him. She was afraid to hear someone tell her the bad news that he was no longer alive.

The moment Yi Yin saw Mu Qingyan, he shouted happily: "Daddy, you're coming to me,"

Then he quickly climbed off the bed, ran towards Mu Qingyan, and hugged Mu Qingyan's legs tightly and kept being coquettish.

When Leng Yue heard Yien's "Daddy", her whole head exploded with a 'buzz', her mind was blank, like a wooden sitting motionless on the bed, it turned out that she was the irresponsible bastard woman.

Leng Yue suddenly understood why Mu Qingyan appeared here, looking at Yien's age, thinking that when he left, he should have been pregnant.

At this time, she was really very happy, and she was extremely grateful to God for letting him get pregnant at that time. Otherwise, there may not be Mu Qingyan in this world.

Yien's call also brought Mu Qingyan back to his senses, and he pinched his thigh hard, and the pain in his leg let him know that he was not dreaming.

This realization made him excited, and for several years, he had endured not going to go to her because he didn't dare. He was afraid to see disgust in her eyes. But he really missed her. In the past few years since he left her, his longing for her has not only not faded, but has become stronger and stronger.

He thought that he might never see her again in this life, but he didn't expect God to have mercy on him and let him see her again. Since then, he has no regrets in this life.

Yien saw that both of them looked at each other motionlessly, thinking that they were like this because they didn't know each other, so she immediately said to Mu Qingyan: "Daddy, she is my mother, don't you miss your mother very much?" Will you let your mother live with us in the future? ”

Yien's words made a flash of surprise in Mu Qingyan's eyes, and he saw Leng Yue stunned there motionlessly, without saying a word, and there was no joy on his face to see him. Some were just stunned and surprised. Suddenly, a deep uneasiness welled up in my heart.

Does she still mind what happened back then, is she still hating him? Now she knows that Eun is her daughter. Then will she take Yien away, but if she takes Yien away, what will she do?

Leng Yue's attitude made Mu Qingyan more and more uneasy, and the more he thought about it, the more scared he became, leaving her, he was already in pain, if she still wanted to take Yien with her, it would really ask for his cooperation.

This despair and fear made him instinctively hug Yien, panic and walk out quickly...

Leng Yue had no expression on her face, in fact, it was not because she was unhappy to see him, but on the contrary, she was overjoyed and didn't know how to react, so she could only look at him stupidly.

Mu Qingyan's action of fleeing from the desert also brought the stupid Leng Yue back to his senses. She felt the sadness coming from his body, and she thought: he must still hate himself.

But she couldn't care so much now, she only had one thought in her heart, she couldn't let him go like this. Whether he forgave or not, she owed him an apology, and she immediately got out of bed and chased him out.

When she walked to the interrogation entrance, Mu Qingyan had already run more than twenty meters away with Yien in her arms. She immediately shouted at his back, "Qingyan, I'm sorry,"

Mu Qingyan listened to her words, her whole body stiffened, and her fleeing body also stopped. But he just stood there and didn't look back.

Seeing this, Leng Yue knew that he was still hating himself in his heart. Although she knew that this would happen, when she saw that he didn't even want to look at herself, Leng Yue's heart still hurt a little unbearable.

It's just that she owed him back then, and she owed him back then, and now, since God gave her a chance to atone for her sins, she has to pay the price for her actions back then.

"I know I don't deserve your forgiveness. It was my distrust back then, which broke your heart and killed your love for me with your own hands, you should hate me and blame me, and I deserve it. Qingyan, now I don't ask you to forgive me, I just ask you to give me a chance to atone for my sins to you. ”

Leng Yue said as she walked over Mu Qingyan. She walked less than a meter from him before stopping. Although the chance that he would forgive himself was very small, she still looked at him expectantly, she really wanted to compensate him, even if she was a slave for him for the rest of her life, as long as he was willing to give her a chance to stay by his side.

Leng Yue's words undoubtedly made Mu Qingyan rise from hell to heaven in an instant, if he could still feel Leng Yue still standing behind him now, he would have wondered if he was dreaming again. She doesn't blame herself, she doesn't hate herself, she apologizes to herself. But isn't he the one who should apologize? Why did she have to apologize to herself?

As for why Leng Yue said he was sorry, Mu Qingyan didn't care anymore, now he only knew that his wife didn't blame him or hate him. This conclusion made him stupid with joy. Maybe people are happy to a certain extent and forget to react, so Mu Qingyan is almost the same as before Leng Yue, just standing where he is fixed, and he doesn't move.

But his appearance made Leng Yue look at it, but it became the completely opposite meaning. Mu Qingyan's character, Leng Yue still has a certain understanding, he is very stubborn, and he also admits death, and the things he believes usually go all the way to the end.

Back then, because he loved himself, he could turn against his father because of himself, but now he hates himself, and he won't be willing to be so easy to himself.

"If you don't want to see me now, I can leave first, I know that the mistakes I have made cannot be overshadowed in a few words. I didn't know the truth of the matter back then, I misunderstood you, and it was my fault. I don't deny people, but there is something I want to tell you, Qingyan, even if what happened back then was true and there was no misunderstanding, from the bottom of my heart, I wouldn't blame you. I was angry, it was because I had been waiting for you to give me an explanation, even if it was a lie, I would believe it, but in the end you didn't say anything, and Xiao Qi was so badly injured at that time, so I could only take him back first. I originally wanted to wait for Xiao Qi to get out of danger before going to you, but what happened later..."

Speaking of which, Leng Yue couldn't go on anymore.

Leng Yue turned around and left, tears couldn't help but gush out, seeing him like this, she felt that her heart was being pinched by someone, and she couldn't breathe in pain...

In fact, what she wanted to do most in her heart was to hold him in her arms, and if he was willing, she was willing to spend the rest of her life to compensate him, but she knew that she was not qualified and unworthy.

When Mu Qingyan heard Leng Yue's previous words, all kinds of emotions kept coming to his heart, surprise, happiness, excitement, and ecstasy, which made him a little incredulous, he covered his mouth with his hand to prevent himself from crying, he didn't know how to describe this joy. I kept thinking about it; She didn't blame herself, she forgave herself, is this true, he wasn't dreaming.

But when he heard Leng Yuehou's words, he shook his head desperately in his heart, it was himself who should apologize, he deceived her first, and he never blamed her. When he heard her say that he was leaving, he was in a hurry, and when he turned his head, he saw the back of Leng Yue leaving, so lonely and sad.

He Yien put it on the ground, ran over and hugged her, tried to get the voice back, and said to her with a thick cry, "Wife, I have never blamed you, I was afraid that you would still blame me for deceiving you back then, afraid that you would not forgive me, and I would not dare to face you, so I left." ”

Leng Yue's whole body trembled a little at the moment he was hugged by him, and after hearing what he said, his heart ached so much that he couldn't speak, why was he so kind, why did he love so humblely, he hurt him, and he also took the responsibility on himself, the more he was wronged, the more he seemed to be so wolf-hearted.