That summer was the season when Li Yan's heart beat faster every time he remembered it.

When she was with Sui Feng, she never thought about her identity anymore. As he said, he was willing to take her with him to break through the shackles of darkness.

During that time, she was so comfortable.

But it wasn't until the appearance of Li Tie and Jing Cheng that all this was completely ruined. She is no longer qualified to hold Sui Feng's hand and continue to walk towards the dawn breaking.

She thought that as long as she insisted, with Li Tie and Jing Cheng's love for her, she would definitely be able to get them to agree to this relationship.

But she was wrong.

From the beginning, Li Tie and Jing Cheng had no intention of letting her be with Sui Feng.

So no matter what she does, no matter whether she will compromise or not, whether she will admit her mistakes with Li Tiejingcheng, the final result will be the same.

Sui Feng couldn't escape Li Tie's palm after all.

For the first time, Li Yan felt that if life could make her start all over again, she would definitely not choose to become the daughter of Li Tie and Jing Cheng.

The love they inflict on themselves is both a bondage and a bondage.

Li Yan looked at Sui Feng's tombstone in front of him, and the corners of his eyes moistened unconsciously.

It's been three years.

She thought about doing her best to avenge Sui Feng.

But the person who killed Sui Feng was her closest family member.

What did she take, what did she use, to avenge Sui Feng?

"Miss." A familiar voice came from behind him.

Li Yan turned around and saw Li Yi's face.

"You still have the face in front of me?" Li Yan's eyes suddenly burned with hatred again.

"Miss, I came this time, and Brother Tie asked me to come and look for you back. He said he didn't worry about you wandering outside alone, so let me pick you up. Li Yi said truthfully.

Li Yan smiled coldly: "Don't worry about me wandering outside? This father is really doing a good job. But I don't need this kind of fake love. You go back and tell him that I'm not going to step into their JC group again. Everything they call it, what they call love, is nothing to me. I won't ask for it, and I don't bother to ask for it. ”

"Miss, Brother Tie, everything they do is for your good. Please don't blame them, go back with your subordinates. Li Yi was still a little nervous, after all, Li Yan had said before that he would kill him as soon as he saw him.

She is Li Tie's daughter, and even if he dies, he will never be able to do anything.

"Li Yi, what are you nervous about? Do you often think of the man you killed behind me when you dream every night? Do you feel a trace of guilt, or regret? Li Yan scoffed.

"I'm sorry Miss, this subordinate can't do it. His subordinates have been raised by Brother Tie since he was a child, and for his subordinates, Brother Tie's orders are everything. Subordinates can't and can't do other things. Li Yi nervously explained.

I thought that when Li Yan heard these words, he would be very angry and beat himself up.

Unexpectedly, Li Yan just thought about it for a while, and then laughed: "It seems that you are indeed loyal to my father." It's enough for him to have people like you by his side. As for me, it doesn't seem to matter whether I need to stay with him or not. ”

"Miss......" Li Yi didn't understand what she meant.

Li Yan waved his hand: "After so many years, I don't hate you anymore." Li Yi, I won't do anything to you. Even if I kill you, my brother Sui Feng won't be able to come back. So I killed you, and it didn't help at all. Besides, you are under the command of my father, and all this has nothing to do with you. You go, don't come to persuade me or let me go back in the future. That time many years ago, I already hated you, don't let me, hate you a second time. ”

"But if the eldest lady doesn't go back with her subordinates, where should you go? It's dangerous out there, so let your subordinates protect you, right? Li Yi asked tentatively.

"It doesn't have to be like this. Li Yi, go back. Do what my father told you to do. As for me, I will not be your eldest lady in the future, and I have nothing to do with your so-called group. Li Yan faced the wind and said firmly.

Li Yi looked at her like this, and seemed to understand something in a daze.

He didn't continue to persuade him, turned around and left.

Li Yan watched Li Yi leave, and his clenched fists loosened slightly.

She smiled self-deprecatingly: "Brother Sui Feng, I have already lived well according to your wishes." If you don't want me to kill, I won't kill. You don't want me to live with hatred, so I'll let go of it all and live well. ”

But can you promise me to come back and see me again?

Li Yan bent down, knelt on the ground and sobbed.

If there hadn't been an encounter at the beginning, wouldn't there have been so many things involved? If she hadn't taken the initiative to provoke Sui Feng, would he have lived a good life now?

He will go to a university he wants to go to, and then find a girl who is in love with him, and that girl will not have any bad family background and live with him lovingly. Then, after graduating, he got a good job, and finally earned money to marry the girl.

They will grow old together until they die.

It won't be like now, and it won't be painful.

Li Yan cried and cried, and suddenly felt that a certain part of his heart was simply too painful. She regretted it, she shouldn't have taken his life, she shouldn't have pulled him into this endless darkness.

It's her fault.

She couldn't have been more wrong.