Chapter 835: Unknowingly
With a body of cultivation, he should have been able to resist the cold of this worldly winter, but now he felt a little desolate in his heart, and he couldn't help but shrink and keep stroking his arm. Resigned to fate, so be it
No one persuaded him to move, just as when he went down the mountain, no one stopped him. Fallen into the sea of bitterness and stirred up dust.
Look at the cell that reflects the cold light, where a virtual iron lock hangs; Looking through the moonlit bars, there was a fragile barrier. But his heart was shackled; However, he put chains on himself. Those who want to die, those who want to die, are hopeless.
reluctant, it doesn't seem to be so reluctant; distressed, but not for himself; guilt, though he had intended to atone for his sins; Damn, this scar is irreparable.
An eye for an eye and a tooth for a tooth. Absolute fairness often loses both sides, but it is unacceptable. Maybe others can tolerate everything, but he Chu Yunfeng doesn't have the mind to help the world and tolerate himself.
It would be nice to stand up slowly, to pace around the room for a long time, to meet the end that he had customized for himself
However, why did he want to cry again on this cold night? Maybe it's because the scum in this prison is raised, and accidentally it gets into the eyes
weeping, wetting the withered grass; The grass is withered, but it is no longer watery
"Li Sui, Li Sui......" Ye Jinyu, who was sleeping soundly, suddenly said in his dream, and his voice was very loud, which alarmed Wu Han, who had been staying by the door.
Trotting into the house, Wu Han slipped into Ye Jinyu's side, looked at his already pale face with concern, and he also broke out in a cold sweat.
"Your Majesty, Your Majestyβ"
Ye Jinyu pulled Wu Han's robe sideways, and said weakly: "Go-go and help me get some water." β
Trotting into the imperial dining room, Wu Han asked the fat imperial chef who was stealing food in the kitchen for a cup and warm water, and trotted back to Ye Jinyu's side.
Flattening his robe with one hand and placing it under him, Wu Han sat on the edge of the bed. Gently weighed Ye Jinyu's back with his right hand, and that arm was not idle, pressing against Ye Jinyu's head, allowing him to lean up comfortably, and the back of his head was pillowed in Wu Han's arm.
"Your Highness, come." He handed the water cup to Ye Jinyu's mouth, and pried open his chapped lips little by little. The warm water slid into Ye Jinyu's mouth little by little along the corners of his mouth, moisturizing his mouthpiece.
"Ahem-" was a little choked, Ye Jinyu was only a little awake at this point, and slowly opened his eyes, but his eyes were not the person in his dream, "Wu Han, what about Li Sui?" β
Wu Han withdrew his right arm, changed the water cup to his right hand, lowered his head and took Ye Jinyu's left hand with his left hand, and handed him the water cup, "Your Highness, you drink some water first." His Majesty has been out so far and has not yet returned. β
"Oh." It's simple, and it can't tell people to hear joy and sorrow. Ye Jinyu hugged the quilt corners, curled up his knees, and drank warm water in small sips.
Getting up, Wu Han stood respectfully and waited, waiting for Ye Jinyu's orders.
The cold night was long, but there was no word.
Wiping the water stains from the corners of his mouth, Ye Jinyu gently patted Wu Han's arm, returned the water glass, and pointed to the wide open door, signaling him to go out and close it.
Knowing what he meant, Wu Han folded the quilt for Ye Jinyu and went straight out of the room.
As the moonlight was blocked by the closed door. Ye Jinyu lowered his head silently. Holding his knees, Ye Jinyu looked so lonely.
Tonight, no one embraces him, and he sleeps with him, which is how he feels.
Unable to sleep anymore, Ye Jinyu silently shrunk into a ball, little by little to the corner of the wall, and hid in the innermost part of the bed.
In my mind, thousands of floating shadows passed by one by one, and the familiar faces were now a little difficult to remember and forget.
Those smiling faces blurred, floating across the invisible void. The originally beautiful memories faded and turned black and white, and then they were blurred by the thick ink and heavy colors, hiding the originally vivid images in the picture.
The old emperor went, and now that he thinks about it, he was intimate with him, loved him, and was obviously not his biological father, but he gave him the most complete love.
Mother went, she was obviously not the old emperor's daughter-in-law, and she didn't make contributions with Ye Dao, but she followed the deceased husband for the sake of the royal family, and in the end she was burned clean by a fire. Perhaps, as early as many years ago, the moment when Ye Dao returned to the west. This gentle woman who does not smile is dead.
Ye Dao, this name is really unfamiliar. Ye Jinyu smiled, thinking in his heart, "I really want to see him." "What kind of man can attract Li Ruhui, who has the world, to miss for a lifetime.
"Ye Jinyu, Ye Jinyu...... "Recognize your ancestors and return to your ancestors?" Maybe since he was brought to Chang'an City that day, he was born with a "leaf body" and a "strong heart".
The time when there is nothing to do is always so long, and after thinking about it a few times, it still wears out a pillar of incense in the palace.
But why hasn't Li Sui come back yet?
I don't know when, Li Sui became the emperor; It was only now that Ye Jinyu understood the so-called monarchs. His green plum has become his lover, his lover, and he has a heavy yellow robe.
Who does he Ye Jinyu love? Is it like the co-master of today? Or is it his childhood plum? Or is it the man named "Li Sui"?
Confused, not knowing what to love; Incompetent, no matter who the man was, he was powerless to help.
"Boom!" The sound of sharp knives entering flesh lingered in his ears again, and the scarlet blood, as if little by little left from the top of the bed, stained the walls red, and also stained Ye Jinyu's original heart.
Peony Pavilion, Dungeon, Master Chen...... Those familiar figures seemed to have been gone for a long time, and even the bright red marks had turned crimson
Outside the house, it was at this time that snowflakes were falling. Lifting a little window and looking at the crystals in the dark night, Ye Jinyu will never forget the girl who was buried by him in the third green mountain outside Chang'an City. First Reading Network
A son, it is really a "son for life". In order to get closer to him, Ruxin actually lost her life.
I didn't have time to finish saying it, and I liked it a lot, and finally slowly deposited it and made a regret; The affection that didn't have time to convey finally seeped into Ye Jinyu's heart little by little through the bloodstains.
Tearful eyes, thinking about the princes of the previous dynasties, who is as incompetent as him? The heart is sad, and the feelings here are all surging at this moment - how can he be so unbearable.
The book of sages, he has read thousands of books, and he has also entered the doorway, and this world, just like the old man who sees the world by himself, does not need the so-called sages, let alone everyone to become sages.
He had no choice, he couldn't save Ruxin, he couldn't save Master Chen, and he couldn't save Li Sui, who was almost killed by Chu Yunfeng a few days ago. He can't save the young eagle that hasn't grown wings. Not to mention today, maybe yesterday - he couldn't do justice for the prisoners in that cell, because he had nothing, only a little strange, and he still said that he loved him, and he also tactfully admonished him. Even he can't solve it
In the dead of night, the wind and snow are getting heavier and heavier, and the eaves that have accumulated occupy the windowsill. Ye Jinyu closed the window little by little, and the snow flew overnight, and the temperature dropped quickly.
Weak and frail, Ye Jinyu seemed to be sick again. struggled to call Wu Han, and then Wu Han sent him a thickened quilt like a confidant.
The body was tightly covered by the quilt, and little by little, it warmed up. But he Ye Jinyu has not yet walked out, the predicament hidden in his heart, bleak. Born in the countryside and raised in the royal family; It's ridiculous that he is incompetent.
He, Ye Jinyu, how much he hopes to find a way to protect the warmth around him, but he is no one, without Li Sui, he can't even protect himself.
Thinking of this, Ye Jinyu's eyes were full of tears.
Snowing all over the sky, a long night, Ye Jinyu was sleepless in the middle of the night.
"I can only save one person......"
"Okay."
This is the right that Li Sui gave him when he came from the dungeon, so that he could think about it. cherish, this right gave Ye Jinyu a little comfort.
"Only save one ......" A figure appeared in Ye Jinyu's mind, "If she hadn't died, she would have been that old...... Thinking of this, Ye Jinyu smiled, he decided.
A rooster crowed, accompanied by the slanting sunlight from the distant horizon; Smoke is rising, and the streets that have not yet been lit up in the early morning are being rejuvenated.
Long before the first vendor came out of the stall, Li Sui quietly went down the city tower, looked at the soldiers who were still asleep, and shook his head helplessly.
Put away the pipe, pin it to your waist, and walk all the way through the streets and alleys, picking up remote locations to avoid being discovered.
It snowed in the middle of the night last night, and Li Sui was covered in snow white at this time, as if he was about to merge with the shallow snow. Although there was light, the temperature was too low to illuminate the "lingering" snowflakes. Snow is still drifting in the market. How many days have it been since the last time? It seems that his own house is going to sweep himself in front of the door again.
The snow didn't stop, and Li Sui didn't stop his footsteps all the way.
Around the corner, Li Sui seemed to have tripped over something, took two steps forward, stabilized his figure, and when he looked back, he found that it was a person's corpse. Silence, Li Sui's face instantly became ugly, the corners of his mouth curved, he licked his lips, his teeth bit together hard, and he hurriedly walked away
In the palace, Ye Jinyu got up from the bed, but he didn't expect to fall asleep on the bed again before he knew it. glanced around, it was still so empty.
Gu Zi got up and got dressed, and on the hanger, there was a thick coat that Wu Han had brought for him earlier, faint blue, and it fit quite well.
After washing up, Ye Jinyu began to have breakfast, without Li Sui's company, he was a little relaxed, and I don't know why.
"Squeak-" The door to the dining room was pushed open. It's really "said that Cao Cao Cao arrived", and the person who came was Li Sui who Ye Jinyu was thinking about.
"Early." Ye Jinyu said hello, and continued to eat the porridge in his bowl, as well as the stack of side dishes in front of him, watching Li Sui change clothes in front of him, but there was no other expression on his face.
Taking off his snow-covered coat, Li Sui asked Wu Han to bring him a brand-new set of winter clothes, pale gold, inlaid with gold threads.
Naturally, he took his own dishes and chopsticks, and Li Sui began to eat with Ye Jinyu, concentrating, but he lost his usual idle words.
"Why didn't you come back last night?"
With a sneer, Li Sui prevaricated a few words, "Didn't you cause trouble during the day yesterday, I went to save you and delayed political affairs." β
Li Sui's tone was very light, obviously he had no confidence, Ye Jinyu glanced at him, and naturally didn't believe his rhetoric.
"I think there is no woman in this palace, go to the flower street and willow lane?"
Li Sui lost his smile, "Jin Yu, I ......"
"I think that's normal." Not angry, Ye Jinyu didn't even frown, his tone was gentle, as if nothing had happened, "In this palace, what am I?" β
It's not like a volcano erupting, but it's like an active volcano covered in snow, and all that remains is the cold.
"Jin Yu, what's wrong with you today?" Li Sui smiled and reached out and touched his forehead, "Usually you are fine, and you don't have a fever today?" β
"Nothing." Ye Jinyu drank the little porridge left in the bowl, "Do you remember what you promised me yesterday?" β
On the other side, Li Sui was puzzled.