Chapter 649: Night Talk
Seeing that Qi Yuan was still standing still, Yin Qingqi frowned and said, "What are you doing here?" Come here! β
As she spoke, she patted the embroidered pier beside her and motioned for Qi Yuan to come over.
Qi Yuan walked over and sat on the embroidery pier next to her, just lowered his head, not daring to look at her. Yin Qingqi didn't pay attention to Qi Yuan's hypocrisy, but held his knees with his hands, and said vaguely while eating apples: "The past is over, why bother to stick to the past?" β
Qi Yuan lowered his eyelids, and the remorse in his eyes was overflowing, and he could barely hide it. Yin Qingqi patted him on the back as a sign of comfort. But he was muttering in his heart, it was obvious that he was hurt, why did Qi Yuan look aggrieved like a little daughter-in-law, and he had to comfort him by himself, what kind of world is this?
Pulling the corners of his mouth, Qi Yuan also felt that the current situation seemed a little strange, and said: "You don't have a memory now, so naturally you feel that the past is over." But I have a deep memory, and every time I recall it, I only feel that I am deeply guilty. β
Yin Qingqi smiled, shook his head and said, "What does this have to do with memory?" If you think you're right, it doesn't matter if you remember it. If you feel that you are really wrong, this guilt will always be there. You feel that the guilt is not a memory, but because of what happened. β
Qi Yuan knew that Yin Qingqi was a crooked reason, but he didn't know how to refute it, and after thinking about it carefully, he suddenly felt that what she said was very reasonable.
Looking sideways at Qi Yuan, Yin Qingqi continued: "Even if you lose your memory, what happened before really doesn't exist?" Wounds on the body heal, but they never go away, just as it happened in the first place. I don't care what happened to me in the past, my body remembers everything. β
"For those who have hurt me, I will double my reward to them, and the end of revenge is the end of everything. I don't dwell on the past, and I hope you do too. Since the past cannot be changed, the best way is to change your mind, whether you want to live in the shadow of the past, or come out and find a way to change, this decision is only something you can do. β
"Buddhism pays attention to becoming a Buddha on the ground, what it is talking about is actually an epiphany, as long as you figure it out, there is probably nothing to be afraid of in this world."
Yin Qingqi said a lot of words, these words are bullshit in the eyes of most people, but after tasting it carefully, there is a sense of Zen.
As if she had broken through the avenue of the world and found her own way of dealing with the world, she had her way, whether there was a memory or not, this way was engraved on her body, in the bone marrow, and it would not dissipate because of the disappearance of memory, but made her more sober to know how to go on her own path.
Qi Yuan subconsciously looked at Yin Qingqi's wrist, the injury there was healed, but it left a hideous scar, as if reminding himself all the time.
"Then you really don't care?"
"Huh."
Yin Qingqi snorted a sneer from her nostrils, Qi Yuan was still too naΓ―ve. Seeing that people are tall and big, but they are not good at interacting with people, how can they be able to say clearly in a few words if they don't care.
Qi Yuan didn't understand Yin Qingqi
Where did the sneer come from, and he lowered his head again and didn't speak.
After an apple was finally eaten, Yin Qingqi stood up and pushed open the window, looked at the starry sky by the bedside, and said lightly: "I'm not a virgin." β
Just one sentence made Qi Yuan nervous everywhere, and he sat stiffly in place, not daring to move, for fear that he had done something wrong. Seeing him like this, Yin Qingqi still didn't understand what was going on, so he smiled immediately.
"There is no need to panic, and there is no need to be surprised how I knew, it is on this basis that I conclude that Li Chulo was lying. To be honest, I don't understand, is this worldly prejudice so important? People say that women should be raised in the boudoir, but I just want to be a general, they say no, but didn't I become a general? β
Qi Yuan listened silently and did not answer, Yin Qingqi smiled even more heartily, and then said: "So, I don't care if others like to say whatever they like." What makes me care is this short life, I can't take the path I want to take, I can't do what I want to do, but I have to change myself for those who have nothing to do with it. β
"If you really care about this, you don't really like me, but if you really like me, you must be happy with me no matter what kind of person I am."
Yin Qingqi smiled openly and brightly, not reluctant at all. Qi Yuan knew that she really didn't care about these things, but this was not right, how could a woman not care about these things.
Could it be ...... Is she pretending?
"No, it's all my fault. You and I really got married before, and on the wedding night, we will naturally perform the ceremony of Zhou Gong, not because of ......"
Yin Qingqi waved his hand and said to Qi Yuan: "Don't use this kind of thing to trick me anymore." As I said, I don't care about this, if I really want to marry you, it will naturally prove that I approve of you, but if I recognize you, how can I suffer these injuries? β
Yin Qingqi only said this when Qi Yuan said this, in order not to leave a pimple in his heart, and secretly laughed in his heart that this person looked cold and abnormal on the surface, but his heart was quite kind, and he had a little more favor at the moment. But he underestimated himself, since he dared to be a female general, how could he care about such a thing?
Although it is said that the women's name festival is big, it is unfair to women in the end. Why can a man spend three wives and four concubines outside, but a woman has to guard her husband for a lifetime, in the final analysis, this world is too harsh on women.
Qi Yuan opened her mouth, not knowing how to explain all this to Yin Qingqi, she didn't believe that she did all this by herself, which was a good thing, but it also brought a strong psychological burden to Qi Yuan.
He was afraid that one day Yin Qingqi would know everything about the past, whether it was from others or if he had recovered his memory. After that, the relationship between the two will change again, which is not something Qi Yuan can bear.
Yin Qingqi stretched out her hand and wanted to catch the stars in the sky, but she couldn't catch them at all, but she was so happy that she didn't care how far away the stars in the sky were.
"You see, the stars in the sky are so bright that they seem to be able to reach out and grasp them. But they're so far away
Far away, no matter how long your hand is, you can't hold it. People always yearn for those things that are out of reach. Oh, now that's right, I'm probably your unattainable extravagant hope. β
Yin Qingqi smiled stupidly, although these words were a little shameless, but they were Qi Yuan's heart.
"Can I marry you again?"
"You're thinking beautifully, we've only known each other for a long time! If you have only known me for more than a month on the day I woke up, and you have entrusted yourself to you so casually, wouldn't I be too irresponsible to myself? β
Yin Qingqi felt a little funny, although Qi Yuan's status in his heart was getting heavier and heavier, but he didn't know why, he just couldn't open his heart to accept him, in fact, he was obviously a little happy about him......
(End of chapter)
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