388, Zheng Fei's choice (4)
Zheng Fei walked on the road, looking at the door that was getting closer and closer, but his heart was full of entanglement, because he didn't know whether to tell the Li family sisters about Tong Guan's recruitment of himself, he knew that Li Qingzhao had always hoped for the day when the emperor would amnesty the world, so that she could ask the court to recruit her and restore her innocence, but such an opportunity in front of her was easily rejected by herself.
At first glance, if he currently promised Tong Guan to be appeased, it seems that he can avoid the imperial court's requisition this time and be at peace for a while, but in the long run, he must not do this at present!
Because following Tong Guan is under the fence, there is no longer any initiative, and he must always obey Tong Guan's command, he lets himself go to the northwest, he lets himself go to the northwest, he lets himself steal from him, he has to rob himself, and he can no longer strengthen his own strength, and even whether he can command the Heavenly Dao Army can no longer say, before the bloody storm a few years later, this is almost equivalent to cocooning himself.
At the same time, the slogan of his own establishment of the Heavenly Dao Army has always been to do the right thing for the heavens, kill corrupt officials and corrupt officials, punish evil and promote good, and have made a promise for many people on the mountain to have fields and houses in the future.
What's more important is that Zheng Fei has made up his mind that he wants to turn the incident related to the survival of the nation a few years later into an opportunity for himself to realize his ideals in another way!
As for that bullshit faint king, why should Lao Tzu be stupid and not be the faint king's Qin Wang army? Why should Lao Tzu be loyal to your ......?
"Hurry! Bring the water, Madame vomited again! Go and call the doctor again! ”
A hurried shout suddenly sounded from the courtyard and interrupted Zheng Fei's thoughts, Zheng Fei was startled, and hurriedly quickened his pace,
Now the sisters of the Li family have been pregnant for nearly three months, but the strange thing is that Li Qingzhao vomits all day long, does not think about tea and rice, and everyone has lost weight, but Li Luoling not only has nothing to do, but has a big appetite, has no taboos, can eat and drink, and is fatter than when she was just pregnant.
As soon as Zheng Fei walked to the door, she saw Lin Cui'er rushing out of the courtyard in a hurry, she was startled when she saw Zheng Fei, and hurriedly finished the salute and was about to leave, Zheng Fei stopped her and turned to Li Si Geng behind her, "Fourth watch, you are fast, go and call Dean An." ”
"Yes!" Li Si ran away,
Only then did Zheng Fei turn around and ask Lin Cui'er urgently, "How is Madame?" ”
"I haven't eaten for a day today, what do you eat and vomit."
Zheng Fei's face changed, "Why didn't you tell me earlier!" ”
Lin Cui'er replied timidly, "Yes...... It was Madame who didn't let us go to the big officials, saying that we couldn't affect the big officials to do the right thing......"
Zheng Fei's heart suddenly swelled with emotion, and at the same time, he also felt deep self-blame! These days, their energy is spent on military training, and they care very little about their sisters, but they don't complain about themselves at all, they just support themselves silently behind their backs, and what their husband is really failing to do!
Well! Their sisters are so sincere to me, I can't lie to them, I have to tell them about it!
Zheng Fei finished thinking about it, and walked into the room quickly, and saw Li Qingzhao lying on the bed, his spirit was slightly weak, and his face was a little pale, Li Luoling was sitting on the edge of the bed and looking at her, his eyes were red, he should have just cried,
The two saw Zheng Fei together, Li Luoling hurriedly got up and greeted him, while Li Qingzhao struggled to remember,
Zheng Fei stepped forward a few steps forward and said softly, "Don't move, lady, take a good rest, and come to the courtyard in a while." ”
Li Qingzhao nodded obediently,
"Lady, it's not good for your husband, you ignore you by patronizing the cottage things, and let the lady be wronged." Zheng Fei looked at Li Qingzhao's emaciated cheeks and said guiltily,
Li Qingzhao chuckled and said, "Husband, where is this, it is because I am not angry and born with such a body." ”
"Alas, my sister is really guilty, but I heard the ladies on the mountain say that it must be a boy who vomits a lot when she is pregnant, and it is a daughter who doesn't react at all like me." Li Luoling touched his stomach and looked at Li Qingzhao with a blank eye, although his eyes were full of concern and distress, there was still a little bit of envy.
Zheng Fei and Li Qingzhao immediately laughed when they heard this,
Zheng Fei didn't expect Li Luoling, a little girl, to be so patriarchal.
"The two ladies, both boys and girls, are the most precious gifts God has given to their parents, and I love them all."
The second daughter smiled with relief when she heard this,
"Zheng Lang, you're so nice." Li Luoling took Zheng Fei's hand and said,
Zheng Fei smiled, "It's nothing, I'm just telling the truth." ”
"Even if women can't work as hard as men and charge and kill the enemy, are they really not as intelligent as men? Not necessarily! Take the lady as an example, how many men can compare your talents? ”
"In ancient times, Hua Mulan went out to fight for her father, Zhaojun went out to bear the heavy responsibility of the country with the body of a weak woman, and the Tang Dynasty under the rule of Wu Zetian was not much more than Zhenguan's rule!"
"Whoever does not respect a woman is the first to disrespect his mother!"
"In my hands, the Heavenly Dao Army will not only resist the oppression of corrupt officials and corrupt officials, but also declare war on many bad social habits, and in a few days I will select some smart women from the female dependents on the mountain, so that they can start from some basic things in the cottage, and in the future, more women will gradually become the solid force of our Heavenly Dao Army!"
"In short, I insist that women can hold up half the sky!"
Li Qingzhao and Li Luoling glanced at each other, and they both saw a deep shock in each other's eyes, the social status of women in the Song Dynasty was not low, and even higher than that of the later dynasties, but the idea of patriarchy and inferiority of men and women is still the mainstream, and women still exist as men's dependence.
Li Qingzhao's sisters grew up in this social environment, such as Li Qingzhao, who is obviously talented, but also has to live in a boudoir, and the lyrics and songs they compose can only be disseminated by their families. Strange women like their sisters have long been dissatisfied with the difference in the status of men and women, but they don't dare to say anything.
But now I heard this subversive remark from Zheng Fei's mouth, and I felt respect for women in the world from Zheng Fei, which moved the Li family sisters.
"Zheng Lang, thank you!" Li Qingzhao stretched out his hand and grabbed Zheng Fei's hand tightly, and the corners of his eyes were a little moist.
"I'm relieved to have your words, don't regret giving birth to a big girl for you when the time comes." Li Luoling grinned and said,
The three of them looked at each other and smiled, full of affection.
"By the way, why did Zheng Lang come back so early today?" Li Luoling realized this and asked strangely,
Zheng Fei was silent for a moment, looked at the two of them, and finally said sincerely, "Two ladies, I have something to tell you, I hope you don't blame me." ”
The Li sisters looked at each other in wonder, "Zheng Lang, what happened?" ”
Zheng Fei glanced at Lin Cui'er, she immediately understood, and hurriedly took a few maids out of the house and closed the door.
Zheng Fei said with a straight face, "Tong Guan sent someone to me, saying that as long as I am loyal to him, he can let the court recruit me and give me a clean slate, but I refused." ”
The Li sisters were really shocked, their beautiful faces were full of surprise, Zheng Fei thought that they would be anxious and disappointed to ask why they refused, but unexpectedly, the Li sisters quickly regained their calm,
"Zheng Lang, you have your own considerations, don't you?" Li Qingzhao asked softly,
Zheng Fei sighed lightly and nodded, "Yes, maybe one day I will accept the imperial court's recruitment, but not now, let alone be loyal to Tong Guan." ”
"How can my sister and I blame you?" Li Luoling grinned and said, "Husband and wife, you also underestimate us too much." ”
Zheng Fei looked at the two daughters, only to see that they were all looking at him with trusting eyes, and his heart only felt moved, "The reason why I rejected him was because of ......,"
"Zheng Lang, you know that I have always wanted you to clear your name, you can hide it from us, but you still chose to tell our sisters, this is a great trust and confession, what do our sisters care about if they have a husband like you? Do what you think is right, and we will always believe in you. ”
Zheng Fei wanted to say something, but he couldn't say a word, and the three hands were tightly clasped together.
"There is one more thing," Zheng Fei said, "I also received news that the imperial court will soon organize an army to attack Liangshan, so I will arrange for someone to send you down the mountain and find a hidden place to take refuge for a while." ”
But the Li sisters all shook their heads,
Li Qingzhao said, "Last time, when my husband was not by our side, we all dared to stay in the mountains. With the husband here this time, we won't be afraid. ”
Li Luoling also said, "Yes, Zheng Lang, this time the test is even more severe than the last time, if we go and spread it, it will inevitably affect the morale of the army and shake everyone's confidence, so we must not go!" ”
Li Qingzhao said, "Husband, go and get busy, at the moment of the war, there must be many things waiting for you to arrange on the mountain, I'm fine, Anyuan is almost here, you can go." After that, Li Qingzhao gave Zheng Fei a sweet smile,
Li Luoling got up and stood in front of Zheng Fei with his stomach slightly straightened, and stretched out his hand to tidy up his clothes for him, "Zheng Lang, with you, we are not afraid of anything." ”
Zheng Fei instantly felt a powerful force filling his body!
He stood up and solemnly hugged his fist towards the second daughter, "Two ladies, thank you, thank you!" ”
After that, Zheng Fei strode out of the house, and Li Si happened to lead An Daoquan into the hospital, Zheng Fei's mood was surprisingly good for no reason, and he immediately greeted him.
"Brother An, you're bothered!" Zheng Fei said with a smile,
An Daoquan hurriedly said, "It should be, it should be, the big leader is polite." ”
Zheng Fei walked out of the courtyard with a smile, walking with his head held high, with a momentum like a rainbow,
An Daoquan looked at Zheng Fei's solid back, and actually had a strange feeling in his heart, which instantly diluted a lot of the fear he had heard about the imminent attack of the imperial army not long ago.