Chapter 460: Love Makes People Blind
Now, the two daughters of the Mo family are no longer in the capital, and the saint has gently let go of this matter, one is a famous killer in the rivers and lakes, and the other is the Xu family in Ancheng, second only to the Jiang family, just for the two daughters who married, it is not worth it.
It is estimated that Ji Yue doesn't know about this at all, maybe she doesn't know, it's the best for her.
asked Moping to accompany Ah Jing to the back mountain to pay tribute to the Shu family and his wife, and Yan Wushuang took people to the small courtyard.
Xu is because spring has arrived, the originally barren yard has a little more vitality, and when Yan Wushuang entered, Ji Yue, who was wearing a gray dress, was standing under the peach blossom tree with buds, with a calm expression, with a bit of a feeling of being an outsider.
"Mrs. Mo is so interested."
Ji Yue turned around, her expression was a little distorted for a moment, but she hurriedly saluted: "The courtiers have seen the eldest princess, I don't know when the eldest princess will allow me to go out?"
"Get out? It's okay for you to go out, but what happens outside, can you bear it? Yan Wushuang didn't believe it, Ji Yue wouldn't guess anything.
Ji Yue's face suddenly turned gloomy, as if her vitality had been sucked away, her steps staggered, and finally leaned against the trunk of the tree, with a bitter expression.
"Something happened to the Mo family, I actually guessed it. The eldest princess has a noble status, but she often comes here just to learn something from me. ”
Yan Wushuang nodded slightly, and his sleeves floated up: "You are right, Mo Xiu is imprisoned, and the possibility of acquittal is almost zero, unless this Dayi changes the dynasty, you also know that compared to the former, the possibility of the latter is more difficult."
"......" Ji Yue looked at Yan Wushuang, who was fair and radiant, as if she was what she used to be, and those glorious and wealthy years in the past seemed to have become something deep in her memory.
"He doesn't like me, I know. But I like him. Therefore, when my sister-in-law entered the palace, I married him in the open. After getting married, I had a son and a daughter, and I thought it was my happiest time. But then I realized that I was just deceiving myself. ”
The young lady who is pampered in the boudoir meets the elegant and gentle young man who works hard for the rehabilitation of the family, and it is difficult to say that she is not moved.
However, the head of the Ji family naturally did not allow his young lady to marry a commoner boy, and it should have been Concubine Ying who originally had a marriage contract with Mo Xiuding, but it was just Ji Yue's means to get out of the way.
A marriage, the absurdity of two people, the fate of three people.
Yan Wushuang looked at Ji Yue, the madness engraved in those eyes seemed to be done for love, but cruelty seemed to be right.
"You know the children who were sent out of Mofu." Words of doubt, affirmative tone.
Some words, now that they have been said, the rest is much easier, Ji Yue doesn't need to say anything, and continues to say it.
"I know, you must have also discovered that there are not many concubines in the backyard of Mofu, in fact, those who have given birth to children have been sold, and the rest of the passing grades are just what he usually goes, a bowl of soup and medicine is poured down, cutting off the hope of having children, I feel bored, so I let them keep it."
Time seems to go back to the beginning, when I was pregnant and secretly happy, I found a woman in the backyard who was pregnant in different months, and I went to him angrily and was persuaded by his rhetoric to come back.
After that, she didn't know where those children were sent after they were born, only that she had been ordered by him to send those women away, she was a lady in the boudoir, but in that mansion she saw the rare darkness and absurdity of the world.
As she spoke, a line of tears came down, and Ji Yue seemed to be in pain, but it seemed that it was hard to forget.
"Because of these things, I didn't move around in the capital, and I didn't participate in many banquets, and many people envied me, but they didn't know that I was happy and sad at the same time."
Yan Wushuang listened silently, this is the story of a woman's half life, pinning on what she wants, and getting a trance of love.
"Have you ever felt sorry for those children? Or did you sympathize with those women? ”
Ji Yue nodded, shook her head again, and looked up at the sky.
"I pity them, I pity them, and who will come to pity me, to pity my children. I told him that there was no shortage of those mouthfuls of food in the house, and that he would keep them, but he said that they were his children and that he had the right to dispose of their lives. ”
"What about Mohan?" Mo Han is also Mo Xiu's child, but he can grow up in Mo Mansion safely.
A sarcastic smile spread on the corner of Ji Yue's mouth: "It is precisely because it is my child that he can't send it away, if the Ji family dies and the net is broken, it is not something he can afford." It's a pity that at that time I thought he loved me, so I didn't. ”
"What else do you know besides the child's business?" Zhan Ge already knew about these things, and the sect had found out, so naturally these could not be concealed.
I don't know what I thought, Ji Yue gathered her coat, and the whole person seemed to return to her usual appearance.
"There are a few dry wells in the backyard, which have been filled in, and there are all women's corpses, he is so beautiful, and he was also moved by you at the beginning, this, you didn't expect it, right?"
In the latter sentence, Ji Yue was a little joking, and she didn't know what she felt in her heart.
Yan Wushuang suddenly felt a wave of nausea, and just thinking about it made people unbearable.
"So he took your sister from Jiangnan and used it as his outer room and raised it in Yang Yuelou, but it's a pity that no matter what, it's not me, and then it was shattered."
She knows all these things clearly, but if he likes her and doesn't know, she doesn't know, to be a simple person in his eyes and a stupid person in the eyes of others.
How ironic?
For this matter, Yan Wushuang really didn't want to say a word, it was too disgusting.
One after another, Ji Yue said a lot, her tone changed quickly, relaxed, joyful, and more, but it was so sad that it penetrated into the bone marrow.
Finally, Yan Wushuang spoke: "Mo Mingzhu was promised to the son of the Xu family in Ancheng, that is a much-loved child, and he can be happy, and the Mo Hanji family will be preserved."
As for Miss Mo San, there is no need to say it, it is estimated that Ji Yue is also reluctant to listen to it.
"I see, thank you Eldest Princess." Ji Yue seemed to have told the deepest secret in her heart, and the whole person relaxed, smiling gently, as if it was when she was a girl.
"You ......" Yan Wushuang's words came to an abrupt end, and he didn't know how to ask.
Ji Yue had already guessed it, and shook her head slightly: "I want to stay here, as for my dowry, if it is convenient for the eldest princess, half will be given to Mingzhu and half to Mo Han, and the rest will depend on themselves."
She doesn't like herself who has lived most of her life, and for the rest of her life, wants to live for herself.
"I will remember, and the words will also be brought to the Ji family, and it is your half-brother who is in charge of the Ji family now, and he will make decisions for you."
In theory, Ji Yue is also helping to abuse, but the current situation does not need Ji Yue to bear.
With a light smile, Ji Yuefeng shook his head lightly: "I know, I don't need it, I'm fine here, Mo Han has a brother to take care of, and I don't have to worry about it."
Only here, without having to see him, can I be quiet.
Yan Wushuang was silent for a long time, left the courtyard, and after the gate was closed, Yan Wushuang sighed, it was really love that made people blind.
Master Puhui was unwell and had already rested, and Yan Wushuang didn't bother, but just asked someone to send a batch of medicinal materials over for self-cultivation.
Qinglong Temple covers a huge area, the division of labor is clear, everything is in order, Yan Wushuang misses those little novices, and some children should have grown up.
"Is there anything that the eldest princess needs help with?" The monk who passed by said the Buddha's name and asked.
"It's okay, I'm going to see the little novice, I haven't seen you for a long time, but I miss it a little."
"They are running at this time, and the eldest princess can see it from this side, go straight."
Yan Wu shook his head: "Thank you."
"The eldest princess is polite." The monk watched Yan Wushuang lead people away, and then he was relieved.
Under normal circumstances, these places are not allowed to go to others, Qinglong Temple is related to the royal family, so those noblewomen in the capital are here, or they can ensure their self-cultivation.
But Yan Wushuang is obviously different from those people, for the people of Qinglong Temple, Yan Wushuang is a nobleman.
At Qinglong Temple, children under the age of 16 live in the same courtyard, divided into different rooms according to their age range, and everything is in order, and there are special monks to take care of it.
At this time, in the open space in the middle of the yard, children of all sizes were running, and the few little novices in front of them looked familiar, they were the children they often saw, and it turned out that they were already so old before they knew it.
Time really flies.
The children who followed behind were estimated to have learned to walk for a short time, and they were very cute and slow. Especially the milk fat that vibrates with walking, it makes people want to pinch it.
The group of people stood here, it was difficult to ignore it, and the first one was a pair of words at first sight, and his eyebrows were happy.
After a group of little novices for a while, they stood neatly in front of Yan Wushuang: "I've seen the eldest princess."
"You're welcome, Bengong just came over to see, are you about to become an adult? What's the plan? Yan Wushuang's expressions became relaxed, and his face was gentle.
"We want to go into business and help the little novices in the monastery, so that they can get the status of good citizens and be able to take the imperial examination. But it's all up to them. ”
Kongyu and others are empty characters, these little novices are brought up by them, and there are many monks in the temple, and these children can decide what they want to do after the age of sixteen.
Whether it is to grow hair and return to the world, or to continue to be in Buddhism, it is all supported.
Otherwise, how many monks will there be in Dayi.
The Holy One will not allow such a situation.
"It's good, this time I brought some snacks, some milk for the younger ones, which can nourish the body."
You can't always favor one over the other, and Yan Wushuang is very thoughtful.