It has become a foregone conclusion that our "warrior squad" will be sent to participate in the selection of special combat personnel uniformly organized by the headquarters of the Chinese People's Armed Police Force, and perhaps many of us will pass the selection and stay in the new special operations brigade newly formed by the headquarters, or maybe none of us in this twelve-person squad can pass the selection, but in any case, our departure, or temporary departure, is already something that cannot be changed, and before leaving, stay with us every day, The most is our captain, so to speak, this man really makes me love and hate, and even sometimes I don't even know what words I should use to describe such a man, perhaps, the soldier has a different kind of feelings for the military uniform and his comrades, in the case that everyone doesn't know where we will stay soon, the captain is like marrying a daughter to accompany us.

"Brothers, there are still three days, you are going to participate in the selection of the headquarters, damn, labor and management actually hope that none of you will be selected!" The captain and we sat on the steps of the training ground and said jokingly.

However, as the twelve members of our "Warrior Squad", this may not be a joke, we can really understand the current mood of the captain, and think that the soldiers we brought will go out to show their strength, but we are reluctant to go to other troops.

"What, captain, or, you can tell the head of the team here, let's change the team over, a few of us ......" A member of the team heard the captain say this, and immediately greeted him with a smile, but before he could finish speaking, he was interrupted by the captain.

"What the hell are you shitting! The decision of the party committee of the corps is something I can change! The orders have been given, and besides, even if you are lucky enough to enter the special operations brigade of the headquarters, how can you not be a soldier of our special operations brigade? You guys, if you lose face to our brigade, you will be back in a few days, you see how the labor and management will clean you up when the time comes! Although the captain was scolding, from the tone, he was full of reluctance and expectation.

"Captain, we're going to leave for the selection in a few days, I'm ...... Can I take a day off, I want to go out. I lowered my head and said to the captain.

"! You're leaving in a few days, and you're still thinking about running out! "Before the captain could speak, the team members who had just been joking with us on the side immediately started making fun of me.

The team member was making fun of me without knowing anything, when suddenly the old man pulled his clothes and motioned him to stop talking, perhaps, of our twelve brothers, each of them had his own most childish side, but it only took a little hint to understand it immediately.

"That, Chen Mo, I'm sorry, I didn't pay attention to it just now." Lao Mao pulled his clothes, and the team member immediately apologized to me as if he suddenly understood something.

I bit my lip, then showed a really forced smile, smiled at the team member and said, "It's okay, it's okay, I'...... I'm just, I just want to see her, just in case, I mean, in case, if I accidentally become a member of the new special combat team, then I don't think there will be much chance to see her, after all, I always feel ashamed of him. ”

Everyone else present was silent, and no one continued to speak, but they all bowed their heads. Because, after the end of that mission, the fictional things of me, Lao Mao and Dunxiang were all rehabilitated, but the matter about me and Xiaoyu has never been properly resolved. Actually, it's not that I didn't have the opportunity to give Xiaoyu an explanation, but, at that moment, my heart was full of guilt that Yiwen blocked the gun for me at that time, or rather, I may have felt guilty about the two girls in my heart, so for a period of time, I didn't want to have too much contact with anyone, as for Xiaoyu, I was afraid that if she was with me, would she be like Yiwen, and one day, she would also be hurt because of me, so I didn't take the initiative to find her again, Even if the team gave me a special permission to explain to her at that time, I was rejected on the grounds of training and study, although I was praised by the head of the team, but I was really not putting on a show, but I really had no way to face her temporarily.

"Go ahead, finish writing the fake note, come to me to sign!" The captain, like everyone else, stopped the joke he had made and said to me with a serious face.

"Yes! Thank you, Captain! I smiled again very reluctantly and said to the captain, but there was no trace of joy in my heart, more worry and fear for no reason.

......

After asking for leave with the captain, I was still being carried to the city by the Iveco, and the driver who drove seemed to be familiar with me for a long time, as soon as he got in the car, he chatted with me, and said for a while how awesome I was, and for a while he said how he was back then, but I didn't have the slightest intention to listen to him, just smiled politely with him, nodded, and then looked out the window, feeling the road from bumpy to gentle, Until the Iveco carrying me came to a steady stop on the side of the road.

As always, I still took a car to Xiaoyu's school, but when the car stopped at the gate of the school, I sat in the car as if I had suddenly lost my soul. "Well, brother, we're here, we're right." My actions made the driver think that he was driving in the wrong place.

"Well, thanks, not in the wrong place." The driver's words made me seem to wake up in an instant, gave the money, ran h, and then slowly got out of the car, no longer having the feeling of rush before.

Standing downstairs in Xiaoyu's bedroom, it really took me a long time to muster up the courage to take out my mobile phone and dial Xiaoyu's number.

"I'm sorry, the phone you dialed can't be connected for the time being, please dial again later......" Twice in a row, all I heard after I called was a cold female voice, I don't know if she deliberately didn't answer my call or something happened, but my heart suddenly became extremely anxious.

I thought it was like I was crazy, and stopped everyone downstairs in Xiaoyu's bedroom, "Hello classmate, do you know where Yu Qingyu is?" "Classmate, do you know Yu Qingyu?" "Classmates ......"

Soon, the school security guard came to me and forced me to leave, no matter what I said, there was only one sentence: "Please leave now, immediately!" "Just as I was at a loss and about to give up leaving, a female voice stopped me from behind.

"Are you Chen Mo?" A girl's voice sounded behind me.

"That's right! Right! Right! I am! Do you know Yu Qingyu? When he said that, it was as if I had suddenly rekindled hope.

"Well, I heard her talk about you, I'm her roommate, she's sick, a little feverish, and now she's hanging a bottle in the city hospital, if you want to see her......"

"Okay! Thank you! Before the girl could finish her words, I broke through the two security guards and rushed out towards the school gate as I spoke.

Xiaoyu's school is not too far away from the hospital, just a few kilometers away, I didn't stop at all along the way, I rushed directly to the city hospital, and then it was like crazy, looking for Xiaoyu in every infusion room, under the strange eyes of a group of people, I ran through every position, and looked carefully at every infusion person, finally, I stopped my steps, and I didn't know if I had just run too long, too fast, or what, I was at the moment I saw her, Suddenly, I gasped for breath.

Just three or four meters away from me, Xiaoyu's eyes were slightly closed, there were two empty bottles hanging on the infusion stand, and a bottle of potion that was only half filled, one of her hands was connected to the infusion tube, and the other hand was tightly held in her hand by another boy, as if she was worried that Xiaoyu would be uncomfortable sitting on the seat for infusion, and the boy even put his arm on the back of Xiaoyu's neck, letting her pillow, the two were not close.

I froze in place, panting and looking at the two of them, as if time had stood still, leaving me standing here panting, the two of them intimate. Just when I was looking at the two of them, Xiaoyu, whose eyes were slightly closed, suddenly woke up, maybe it was because of the potion, Xiaoyu seemed to be rejuvenated, looking at the man in front of him, looking at him with a happy face, just like in the TV series, the two looked at each other, slowly approached, and then kissed happily. God knows, at that moment, I wanted to rush over and push the man away, and then tell Xiaoyu that I was back, but I gave up, this may be the best outcome, no need to continue to delay her, and I don't have to feel guilty anymore.

After their short, sweet kiss, Xiaoyu finally spotted me, and the two of us looked at each other from a distance of several meters. "Chen Mo." Xiaoyu called me softly. And her cry was like a starting pistol, and I immediately ran out in the direction I had come, without looking back, and rushed out of the hospital gate.

......

In the months that I was away, Xiaoyu may have really met someone more suitable for her than me, but looking at their intimate behavior in the hospital, I think they both like each other deeply, which may be the best result for me who is about to leave again, for Xiaoyu......