Chapter 56 The heartbeat is out of rhythm, and I can only be free in my dreams

"Don't you regret it?" He Yan raised her eyes and looked at Lin Xi beside her, she looked like she had already decided, but there was endless sadness in her eyes.

"You don't want him to remember you in the end?" She asked her again suspiciously, she knew that her heart was very painful, how difficult this decision was.

Her hands were clenched tightly at the moment, her eyes were already a little red, but there was a strong smile on her lips.

She sniffed, looked up at the man beside her, gritted her teeth and smiled, "I have never brought him happiness, and in the end I hope he can be happy!"

"Good!" He Yan tried to shake the heartbell again, but she grabbed it with one hand.

She trembled and grabbed her hand, but only stopped her movements. The palms of the hands are reddish and are the result of excessive exertion.

"Can you wait a little longer and let me have a few more words with him!"

"Good!"

"Husband!" She seemed to call out to him with all her might, and it was difficult to speak, tears dripped down her cheeks and fell to the ground, ticking, and time was passing by second.

She was speechless, her hand gently caressing his face. His eyebrows were no longer frowning, and he went down his eyes, but stayed beside them.

His eyes were once as bright as the stars, giving her infinite light in the darkness of that year. His eyelids moved, and she smiled, only because there was a smile on his lips, and she had rarely seen him smile.

Sometimes the smile is not warm, unlike now, the corners of the mouth are almost to the ears, it is a happy smile.

Her hand rested on his lips, and as she thought about it, her tears became more and more ferocious. In front of him was a haze, and the whole person was in a boom, as if he saw the back of the hurried away that year, and his eager gaze on the path, as far as the eye could see, it was only him.

She rested her head on his chest, his heart was beating, but not for herself, her heart was already full of holes, but it was still beating for the man in front of her.

She listened to his heartbeat and put her hand on the mouth of her heart. She laughed to herself, sure enough, it wasn't the same frequency, and her heartbeat would only speed up for him alone since that hug.

And he, his heart has never beaten because of her at all, and he will never have her in his heart.

She still remembers that he said Lin Xi There is no love between us, you are a good girl, my heart has long been completely occupied, and I can give you anything but it.

He had told himself a long time ago, but he still fell into it step by step. What she had thought was that maybe she could move him step by step, yes, it was moving!

She hopes to exchange her own goodness for a good look from him to herself, and she no longer dares to accept the love in her eyes. She knew, and he knew, but they were pretending to be stupid all the time, and both of them were acting, so they went on like this.

She never told him, I like you! He also stopped telling her, you don't like me! She had a glimmer of hope, but he was already indifferent.

The two of them just thought about what they thought, and she naturally liked it stupidly, stupidly believing that one day, her true heart could be seen, but that person had already been engraved in his heart, which was indelible and invisible.

"Mo, Mo Chen, I like you so much, I like you so much!" She choked out, tears soaking the man's chest.

She didn't notice it, there was only him in her eyes, but there was only him in her heart, she just whispered: It's been ten years, I still like you, I like you for so long, but you haven't had me in your eyes! In the next life, will you like me? ”

A few words overflowed from the corners of his mouth, and they couldn't hear them, but Lin Xi could see that her tears were like endless rivers.

She was already embarrassed, and her body was slowly straightening up, and she didn't want to leave him, but she had to leave.

She wiped her tears, tried to squeeze out a smile, her words were choked, she couldn't say a word, nodded at He Yan, and ran out step by step.

"I hope you can be happy. That's what she's hoping for, too! ”

After He Yan finished speaking, she took the bracelet that she was holding tightly in her palm. She shook it, and the jingling sound of the heartbell shattered the silence in the room, but only for a moment.

The man's heart beat harder, but not just for a moment, the smile on his lips became stronger.

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Yun Shuwan's face was shy, although his eyes were opposite to the man opposite, his eyes were wandering, and he didn't dare to look at him, as soon as he finished speaking, he immediately lowered his head, waiting for his answer, "Mo Chen, I'm ······ I like you! ”

But after waiting for a long time, she didn't hear his answer, only the sound of herself swallowing saliva in her ears, the abnormal sound, but it was not as good as the beating of her heart, plopping and plopping.

After she was shy, disappointment came to her heart, and her eyes were a little silky, but she hooked the corners of her mouth and wanted to say to him, "I'm joking!" ”

As soon as she raised her head, she met those moving eyes. There was a thick smile on his face, not like mockery, but she couldn't see it at all, and she didn't know what kind of emotion it was.

She saw that he was silent, and the joke she had planned to say earlier could no longer be said.

But he didn't move, but it was also like a joke, and she felt an inexplicable loss in her heart, it turned out that the so-called listener had no intention, but this feeling was when she said that she had a heart.

He just quietly watched the wonderful changes on her face, not that he didn't want to say a word, but he didn't want to let go of her every expression. Even if it's lost, even if it's smiling, he doesn't want to miss it.

What he thought in his heart was that he hoped to witness the joys, sorrows, and sorrows of this woman, and hoped to be by his side for the rest of his life.

But when he saw her head lower and lower, he gradually lost sight of her expression and her face, and his heart fluttered slightly.

Her body was shrouded in sadness at the moment, infecting herself, and she was afraid that if she didn't agree to her, he would regret the consequences of his life.

He stroked his heart, just for her to beat, for a while, it was a heart-beating feeling.

The movement of his body preceded his brain, and by the time he could react, he had already embraced her into his arms.

He didn't ignore the woman's reaction, she paused, then slowly wrapped her arms around his waist as he rested his head on top of hers.

The tip of the nose is the fragrance of hair, and the whole body is full of the fragrance of a woman, and I can't help but hug it a little tighter. At that moment, he felt happy, but he felt trance, as if the gap in his heart for many years was being filled little by little.

But he only looked for her for a year, and a year was as long as ten years, and the days were like years. He knew that although it was not so exaggerated, it was also like ten years a year. He knew that he might have fallen into her gentle whirlpool as early as that bright light, but he didn't know it.

Later, he also looked for her, but he couldn't find her, so he could only hide it in his heart.

At this moment, the woman came out of his embrace, her face flushed, and her eyes still did not dare to look at him. Her little hands tugged at the hem of his shirt tightly, just staring at one place, and asked in a low voice what was in her heart, "You, do you like it?"

"Hmm" Before she could finish her sentence, she could only feel a slightly soft lip against her unclosed mouth. Her eyes widened, and her hands let go in fright.

He seemed to notice something, let go of her, and stared at her with only a smile in his eyes.

She is like a fire, the whole person seems to be in a craze, and her heart is beating desperately, showing the vitality of life.

A light breeze blew, and a few strands of hair obscured her eyes, causing her to blink, and her hand tried to pull away, but she met a hot hand.

She paused, his bright laughter in his ear, and he took her hand, guiding her hand to run her hair. When he was on both sides, he also held it tightly, and never let go of the woman's little hand, and his right hand was put down.

The left hand slowly brushed her face, wiping away the dew that had been left over from the loss earlier, and feeling the heat of her face.

His hands were also hot, and the surroundings were heating up little by little, but he didn't know if it was her temperature, or the temperature of his hands, and finally it was the temperature shared by the two of them.

The two looked at each other without saying a word, and in the end, it was the man who broke the peace and made the woman's heart tremble.

"I like you!" He looked at her with extremely sincere eyes, although it was just a simple sentence, but the tone contained love that spanned many years.

She wanted to say something, but he motioned for her not to say it and let him finish. She nodded, her eyes only on him, her hand still tightly gripped.

"For some reason, I'll see you again this time. A year has passed, but I feel like 10 years have passed. He changed his breath and clenched his hand even harder, afraid that in the next second she would be gone.

She paid attention to the movements of his men, but she also smiled at her, but her heart was full of joy, and the person I love also loves me!

"Would you like to ······ with me?"

"Yes, I do!" She took advantage of the fact that he hadn't finished speaking, but she couldn't help but speak first. When he reacted, he was also ashamed.

As far as his eyes could see, his warm chest was raised, and without thinking too much, his head leaned towards his chest, and the whole person seemed to be buried in his arms.

He also took advantage of the situation to hug the person in his arms, and on top of her head, he confided in his heart, sentence by sentence. His heart became lighter little by little, and finally converged into one sentence, "I'm so lucky to have met you again!" ”

Yun Shuwan felt the embrace he once had, felt the warmth of his hand holding his hand that he had thought about, and his tone didn't feel soft, "Well, I'm so lucky to meet you again!" ”

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Four years later, the woman is as beautiful as a flower, and the man is as handsome as a star. Today, there was an uproar in Kyoto, Princess Anle married the prince of the southern kingdom, a few years ago, the princess who was sent to Yu Heqin died without illness, and no one dared to go again. Princess Lin Xi invited herself to kiss, scheduled for September.

I don't know if it was God's intention or fate, in September of the same year, Yunfu and Yaolingzhuang Baifu also got married.

No one knows why the two of them can get married. After all, the rules are unbreakable, since thousands of years ago, the daughters of major families have been arranged to enter the palace at the right age, and the sons are married to the royal family.

Perhaps it was destined by God to give the couple unlimited shelter, but it happened that the emperor was under his knees, and there were no more school-age children, and he happened to meet Bai Mochen who had reached out to Princess Anle to help.

Some people are rumored that it was Princess An Le who exchanged her happiness for their marriage. Some people also said that it was His Majesty the Emperor who gave him a grace and thanked him for saving the princess, and hereby allowed him to marry his beloved woman.

There is no way to know, some are Nan Ke's dreams.