Chiyan, Baifu.

Pushing open the pear blossom wooden door carved with a plum tree, the interior of the house is solemn but elegant, and the charcoal fire in the brazier is burning red, and a warm breath comes to the face.

A few wisps of green smoke from the incense burner passed through the lilac curtains and scattered in the air of the room, overpowering the smell of charcoal fire.

Lifting the lilac curtain, a woman was lying on her back on the couch, just woke up from the nightmare, it turned out to be Yong'an who had taken a nap for a while, and looked closely, her body was much more bloated than before, and her face was slightly puffy.

She reached out and stroked her high bulging belly, and there was more than a month to give birth, in recent days, her mobility has become more and more inconvenient, her back hurts all day, and she can't sleep all night when she is a child.

She felt uncomfortable in the room, so she hurriedly called Qingzhu to open the window slightly, and a cold wind blew in, and she was a little more comfortable.

Recently, she has always been in a bad mood, and an inexplicable loneliness and loneliness always linger in her heart. With Qingzhu's help, she struggled to prop up her body slightly, looking for a comfortable position to lean on the pillow.

Reaching out and gently stroking her belly, she will only be a little happy when she puts her hand on her stomach and feels the child's beating.

Qingzhu stepped forward and gently massaged Yong'an's legs, seeing the rare smile on the corner of her princess's mouth, her heart was sour. Thinking of some things that happened in the house, I felt worthless for the princess.

"Princess, the one in Guan Ju Pavilion has become more and more arrogant and domineering recently, and she has no fear of you, why does the princess always tolerate it and not give her a few colors?" She was upset for the princess, and her face was indignant, "Every time I see her arrogant and arrogant to show off her martial arts, the slave and maid will not be angry." ”

The corners of Yong'an's mouth suddenly lost a smile, her inadvertently fanned eyes covered the sadness in her eyes, and she suddenly sneered: "Now, she relies on the favor of the general to do whatever she wants, how can I do it." Yes, what else can she do now, I hope that the child will be born safely in this world.

"Princess." Qingzhu shouted quite aggrievedly, she was anxious for the princess in her heart, the princess was the most expensive, and she was the official lady of the General's Mansion, why was she always bullied by a concubine, why did the princess just not fight or rob?

Qingzhu sighed, alas, between the general and the princess......

Suddenly, there was a "squeak" sound, and a cold wind struck, and a man dressed in an ink-colored coat walked in.

He stepped forward slowly, lifted the hanging curtain and walked in front of Yong'an. When Qingzhu saw someone coming, he quickly got up, took the big hat he took off, and waited respectfully aside.

It's been a few days, Yongan has only seen Bai Yi's side, tonight he is dressed in purple clothes, his hair is only tied up with a hairpin, as gentle and elegant as before, she still loves him, but there is no longer the heart of the first meeting.

The two were speechless for a while, and after a long time, Bai Yi's deep voice sounded: "Has the child been naughty in the past two days?" As he spoke, he reached out and touched her belly.

Yongan leaned back with his hands, dodged his hands, and replied in a flat tone, "It's okay."

Bai Yi's hand was retracted awkwardly, and in order to alleviate the embarrassment, he put his eyes on the purple clay pot on the side of the table, then coughed twice, and said very unnaturally: "I'll rest with you tonight."

He turned around suddenly, with a vague sense of joy and anticipation in his heart.

"General, let's go to Guan Ju Pavilion!" The corners of her mouth tried to rise, but a touch of sadness rose in her heart, and there was no welcome to Bai Yi in her tone.

At this time, Bai Yi became more and more embarrassed, this month was the second time she rejected herself, since that incident, the relationship between the two of them finally eased fell to the freezing point again, but he also had a hard time.

It's not going for a while, it's not going to go

"Congratulations to the General." As soon as Yong'an's words came out, Bai Yi was angered again, he snatched the big dan from Qingzhu's hand, stepped forward in a few steps and lifted the curtain angrily, suddenly stopped his hurried footsteps, turned around and shouted at Yong'an: "Nangong Ning, do you really want to do this every time?"

"The general walks slowly." Yong'an's face was as usual, and his tone did not fluctuate at all.

Bai Yi couldn't hold back the words that came out of his mouth, held back his anger, threw away the curtain in his hand, and walked out without looking back.

"Princess." Qingzhu shouted worriedly, the general had already taken the initiative to tear off his face to make peace, why couldn't the princess let a step?

"Let's go down, I'll call you again if there's something." Yongan suddenly felt so tired, physically and mentally tired, she really wanted to be alone.

"Princess......" Qingzhu was worried about her.

"Go ahead." Her tone could not be refused, and Qingzhu reluctantly walked out.

yes, why can't she give in? She loves him deeply, but her heart is hurt again and again because of him, she pretends not to care, she just wants to silently guard by his side, but after all, it is a mistake to pay affection, and the arrival of Guan Juge completely broke the defense line in her heart.

No matter how humble a person's love is, he can't lose his self-esteem.

Over the past year, the sad past has seemed like a dream......

She gently stroked her belly with her hand, and felt the child suddenly beat, a line of tears slid down the corners of her eyes, and all the thoughts came to her heart.

She has always known about Su Jinyan's existence, and in the heavy rain that evening, she witnessed the "sincere love" between the two, and at that moment, she suddenly found that she was an outsider.

She thought that he had always been cold, and he didn't understand love, but he just gave her all his love and tenderness, but in the end, he was like a "bad person" who destroyed them, so sad.

She loved him too much, so when he went home to explain the misunderstanding in person, the two who hadn't communicated much talked for a long time, from Daze to Chiyan, from Chiyan to Nanzhou, from childhood to the two of them went into battle together to kill the enemy......

At that moment, she let go of all the mustard in her heart and chose to believe in him again, or rather, to love and protect him silently again......

It's just that she thought that the two of them could be happy, but he still stayed in the study night and night until May......

At the beginning of May, the flowers have already withered, the sky is getting hotter, and summer is quietly coming.

I still clearly remember that the moonlight was particularly bright that night, she walked out of the Pujia Courtyard, looked for him in the house, and saw it from a distance, I don't know why, he was drinking wine alone in the Huxin Pavilion?

She walked over and sat down beside him gently, and when he heard someone coming, he put his arm on the stone table, and looked up at her, a bright smile on his slightly drunken face, and she had seen him smile so brightly for the first time.

He suddenly stood up on the stone table, smiled brighter, and staggered back two steps with an unsteady center of gravity under his feet.

She was quick with her eyes and hands, and immediately rushed forward to support him, complaining, "Be careful." At this time, his body was as soft as a puddle of mud.

He was still silly at her, but his eyes gradually turned red, and he hugged her tightly, as if to rub her into his body.

A tear slipped down the corner of his eye, a dignified man, but he didn't know why he was crying?

She felt his abnormality, and her heart suddenly sullen, and comforted softly: "It's okay, it's okay, let's go back."

He was so drunk that he let her help him into the courtyard. Qingzhu brought water, and she wiped him down and settled him on her couch.

He sat up from the couch suddenly, squeezed her hand at once, and stretched out his other hand to gently caress her face, smiling.

She bowed her head slightly, her face flushed, her expression shy, but she was vaguely excited in her heart.

"It's so pretty." He slowly moved his hand to the back of her head and pulled it forward, and before she could react, he leaned forward and kissed her on the lips. was so shocked that her eyes kept flashing, her heart seemed to jump out of her throat, and her face was even hotter.

Her mind suddenly went blank, and when she realized that she had been pressed under him again, she suddenly struggled to get up, struggling to get up, but his body was as heavy as a mountain, and no matter how much she resisted, it was futile to resist.

He reached out and grabbed her arm, leaned down and gagged her, and she immediately settled down.

After a long time, he slowly raised his head again, his eyes were misty, and he looked at her affectionately. She didn't dare to look him in the eyes, although it was something she had been waiting for and looking forward to, but when it really happened, she was still a little scared and shy.

"That's it." Since some things can't be avoided, then let it be, she closed her eyes with a heart.

……

"Jinyan."

She heard these two words in a daze, the name, and he shouted so tenderly. When she opened her eyes, her heart suddenly felt like a pinprick, and she felt a chill erode her whole body, gradually swallowing her.

At the end of the day, she's a substitute.

Two lines of tears slipped silently, and after a long time, she suddenly laughed, I don't know whether to laugh at her pathetic, or laugh at herself for finally getting what she wanted?

Outside, the wind still rustled the leaves; Through the moonlight, the courtyard was still mottled with shadows of trees; The candle flame in the house was still dancing and had not been extinguished all night......

Red candles warm the tent, but I don't want to be like this.

When he came to his senses, it was noon on the second day, and he saw himself lying on her couch, and he could not remember anything about the previous night. It's just that there is a vague uneasiness in my heart, and I am even more ashamed to see her.

She saw the embarrassment and remorse in his eyes, couldn't open her mouth to tell the truth, endured the pain in her heart, and told him that it was business as usual last night.

He was relieved, but the look on his face at that moment stabbed her heart as if it was torn. Does he really dislike himself like that?

She loved him so much that she was content to be by his side all the time. Therefore, she can only pretend that everything has not happened, the road is her own choice, and she does not regret it.

For some reason, he rarely cared about her before, but after that night, he suddenly became attentive to her, and from time to time he ordered the dining room to prepare the food she liked, or when he returned home after his official business, he would always bring her a few pieces of the most fashionable pearl hairpin jewelry in Biancheng.

She slowly accepted all this, and the pain and grievances in her heart seemed to gradually dissipate. Women are like this, even if they are bruised by men, a little sweetness can make her forget the pain of the past.

It's just that she concealed the news of her pregnancy, and she was a little scared in her heart after all, but she didn't know what she was afraid of?

The paper couldn't hold the fire, and after nearly four months, the belly became bigger and bigger, which inevitably made people notice. When he learned all this, he was extremely angry and blamed her for not telling the truth earlier. The guilt in his heart deepened, and he became better and better for her, accompanying her and taking care of her every day......

She suddenly felt the life that a normal couple should have.

When he learned that she was pregnant, he was as happy as a child.

This life, which was finally on the right track, was shattered by the arrival of another woman.