20. Full of thoughts

1. Full of hearts

In other words, Bai Shijie was stunned for a while before coming back to his senses.

After a long time, I went home.

When he returned, he saw Zi'er cleaning his room.

As soon as she saw Bai Shijie coming back, Zi'er immediately became nervous, and she cleaned it up in two clicks, and then ran out in a panic.

When it was time to eat, Bai Shijie didn't see Zi'er.

What the hell is going on, Bai Shijie doesn't know the truth.

Bai Shijie finally met Zi'er in the yard, and as soon as she saw him, she immediately wanted to run away.

Seeing this, Bai Shijie grabbed her.

"Why are you avoiding me?" Bai Shijie asked straight to the point.

"I, I don't, I ......" Zi'er didn't dare to face Bai Shijie's eyes, and began to become incoherent.

"Then what are you running for?" Bai Shijie continued to ask.

"I ......" Zi'er didn't know how to answer.

"Zi'er, tell me, what happened?"

"Young master, it's nothing, it's really nothing, don't ask again, okay?" Zi'er said, looking at Shijie with a resentful look.

"Zi'er, I really regard you as a friend, I really hope that you don't hide anything from me." After Bai Shijie finished speaking, he let go of Zi'er and turned to leave.

Zi'er stopped in place, looked at Bai Shijie's back, and wept silently in her heart.

Zi'er said in her heart, what do you want me to say, what do you want me to say, even if I say it, will it be useful if I say it, and will you understand what I say?

Full of red and pink sighs, no one can understand, how miserable!

Zi'er struggled to keep her tears from falling.

She stared at Bai Shijie's back, just standing quietly in place, standing there speechless for a long time.

In the end, she had to carefully put away her emotions, and she had to carefully hide her thoughts.

Yes, she couldn't let him notice her abnormality anymore, she couldn't think too much, she couldn't.

Yes, only in this way, and only in this way, can she continue to stay in that corner, silently caring for him, silently paying attention to him, silently taking care of him.

In the evening, Zi'er, as usual, made a wash of face water and sent it to Bai Shijie.

"Young master, it's time to wash your face." Zi'er's words were as usual, and her expression was calm.

Bai Shijie thought to himself that Zi'er would finally be normal, and he was relieved, but he still asked cautiously, "Zi'er, what's wrong with you during the day, can you tell me?" ”

"Let the young master smile, I, I'm nothing, I really don't have anything, I'm sorry, young master, I made you worried."

"Oh, why did you tell me I'm sorry, I've been thinking about whether I did something wrong and made you angry, and you apologized to me instead, why are you embarrassed for me like this!"

"Young master, don't say that, if you say this again, I will be ashamed," Zi'er said, "Can you forget the things of the day?" ”

"Okay, since you don't want to mention it, then I won't talk about it, but I hope you don't hide anything from me, no matter what, we're friends too, aren't we?"

"Thank you, young master." Zi'er raised her eyes and stared at Bai Shijie, and said emotionally.

Although he had never understood her heart, just such a word that was not comforting was enough to move her.

2. Mother-daughter reunion

Back to Breeze Villa.

On this day, Rufeng was sitting alone in the room, in a daze, when suddenly, Ling Feng hurried in.

As soon as he entered the door, Ling Feng couldn't wait to say to Rufeng, "Rufeng, I have something to tell you." ”

"What's the matter, second brother, why are you in such a hurry?"

Rufeng rarely saw Ling Feng who was so anxious, and asked puzzledly.

"Rufeng, listen to me, your biological mother, there is news."

"What did you say?" Rufeng looked at Ling Feng in disbelief.

"I mean, your biological mother Lin Yubing has news."

"Really? So where is she now? Tell me, where is my mother now? Rufeng suddenly stood up and grabbed the corner of Ling Feng's clothes.

"Don't get excited like the wind, listen to me tell you slowly."

Ling Feng said, first comforting Rufeng and sitting down, and then telling Rufeng the whole thing clearly.

It turned out that for so many years, Lin Yubing has been living in "Shuiyue Nunnery", but her current legal name is "Hui Bing", and the name "Lin Yubing" has been hidden in the rivers and lakes for many years.

Without any unnecessary delay, Ling Feng took Rufeng straight to Shuiyue Nunnery.

When Lin Yubing saw Rufeng, she couldn't believe her eyes, she asked carefully, "Rubing, is it really you?" ”

"Yes, I'm Rubing, I'm Rubing, Mother, I've finally seen you."

"Rubing, my daughter." Lin Yubing called affectionately.

For a moment, the two burst into tears.

"You know everything about your background?" Lin Yubing asked.

"Yes."

"So, do you recognize your biological father too?"

Rufeng shook his head.

Lin Yubing looked at Rufeng suspiciously, "Are you unwilling to recognize him?" Anyway, he's your real father. ”

"Father, he's sorry for you, why do you have to speak for him."

Yu Bing shook his head, "Your father is not sorry for me, your father, he is a good person, he is very good to me, and he is also very good to you." At the beginning, my personality was too strong, and I was too willful, so I have all kinds of absurdity and helplessness today, speaking of which, it is all my fault. ”

"No, mother, don't say that, how can you blame it."

"Child, my mother also realized later, when I was young, I was very impulsive and ignorant. Your father, he has his sufferings, he has his sufferings," Lin Yubing said, "Passing on the family lineage is the top priority of the family, but my mother has never been able to do it. Although your father never disliked me for not having a son, it was his responsibility to pass on the lineage, and he had no choice. ”

"Even if that's the case, then how can he like the new and hate the old and snub you?"

"Your father has never snubbed me, and in fact, there is no one in the world who has been as good to me as your father has been to me. I didn't cherish it myself, I was too young and vigorous at the time to know how to compromise. ”

"Mother, but who can understand your suffering?"

"Now that I think about it, those at that time were not bitter at all. Mother's biggest regret is that she left you sisters. Your sister is okay, she has always stayed in the Bai family, and you have been exiled at a young age. ”

"Mother, don't say that, I'm not outcast, I'm living well, I live in the Yin family, they are all very good to me, they treat me like their own daughter."

"It's good that way, you didn't suffer, it's good. My Ru Bing has grown so big now. When I first left you, you were still so small and so small, and in a blink of an eye, you were a big girl. ”

"Mother." Rufeng couldn't help but call emotionally.

Lin Yubing also looked at Rufeng with love in her eyes.

It is nature that mothers and daughters have a deep relationship. Even if we have been separated for so many years, even if we have never gotten along much, that kind of nature, no matter when, will continue to give up.

"Mother, you haven't told me why you're here?"

"What's the matter, don't you think it's good here?"

"Can you tell me why you left the Bai family at that time?"

"I'm sure your father must have told you about this."

"He told me, but he told me that you left the Bai family with me, but why did you leave me later?"

"Rubing, it's your mother who is sorry for you, but your mother can't help it......"

It turned out that Lin Yubing took Xiao Rubing, who was less than a year old, and was in a very difficult situation.

At the beginning, Lin Yubing earned a meager income by helping others write.

However, Rubing was too young to leave her alone at home, but it was very inconvenient to take her with her.

Often, the money Yu Bing earns is not enough to eat.

Yu Bing can endure these, but how can Xiao Rubing endure it? She was often so hungry that she cried and screamed, so she was not miserable.

Once, Xiao Rubing was sick, but Yubing didn't even have the money to invite Langzhong, and she was so anxious that she was sweating profusely.

Later, fortunately, she met a kind doctor with excellent medical skills and saved Xiao Rubing.

The doctor and his wife liked the cute little Rubing very much, and after learning about Lin Yubing's condition, they immediately said that they wanted to adopt Xiao Rubing.

That's right, this doctor and lady are Yin Qingshan and Liu Wanxin.

Although he was very reluctant to give up his own flesh and blood, for the sake of being as good as ice, Lin Yubing still reluctantly agreed.

In this way, Rubing arrived at Yin's house.

Then, Lin Yubing went to Shuiyue Nunnery.

At the end, Rufeng said to Lin Yubing: "Mother, come back to Qingfeng Villa with me."

Yu Bing smiled, she didn't speak, just looked at Rufeng with a very gentle look.

"Mother, after so many years, you have been accompanied by green lights every day, isn't it bitter? Now that I've finally found you, I can't let you stay here anymore. ”

Yu Bing shook his head gently, and there was also that kind of maternal gentle smile on his face, "Silly child, my mother is fortunate to be enlightened by the Buddha, this is the blessing of my mother's life, you and your sister have also grown up, and we no longer need our mother, and my mother just wants to eat fast and chant sutras for the rest of her life." ”

"No, Mother, you can't stay here, Mother, will you go back with me?"

"Amitabha, I am already a monk, and this is my home." Yu Bing said lightly, she said nothing, and turned around to say goodbye.

Rufeng saw that Yu Bing was unmoved, and the anxiety in his heart was indescribable, so he could only pull Yu Bing's sleeve pleadingly and refused to let go, his face was full of tears.

Yu Bing looked at Rufeng with love, but said "Donor, please respect yourself", and wanted to pull Rufeng's hand away as she spoke.

"Mother's ......" is still unwilling to let go.

Seeing this, Ling Feng hurriedly came over and grabbed Rufeng, "Rufeng, don't be like this, let's stop disturbing Master Huibing's cultivation." ”

Rufeng let go at this time, Yu Bing took the opportunity to leave quickly, Rufeng couldn't support it for a while, and fell into Ling Feng's arms.

Ling Feng carefully supported Rufeng, his eyes full of distress.

Rufeng couldn't help but lie on Ling Feng's shoulder and cried softly.

Ling Feng gently caressed her back and comforted her softly, but his heart was even more uncomfortable than hers.

At this time, Lin Yubing's heart was also full of torment, but she had to do it.

In desperation, Rufeng had no choice but to leave the Water Moon Nunnery with Ling Feng.

3. The past

On the way back, Rufeng was very weak, Ling Feng carried it for a while, hugged it for a while, and "all the way hard" brought her back to Qingfeng Villa.

However, although it is a little tired, someone's heart is more sweet, and it is hard to find such a reason to be so intimate with her openly, it is really a virtue of heaven!

Finally home. After letting go of Rufeng, Ling Feng asked Rufeng, "Are you hungry, what do you want to eat?" ”

Rufeng shook his head and said, "I'm not hungry, I don't want to eat anything." ”

"How can you not be hungry?"

"I'm really not hungry."

"If you're not hungry, you have to eat something, I'm hungry."

"Are you hungry, then I'll go make you something to eat."

"Wait, how can this let you go, you're tired today, rest first."

"I'm not tired, let me go and make you something to eat."

"No, no, why are you so disobedient?" Ling Feng said, pulling Rufeng who was about to go to the kitchen.

"You're finally back." Just then, Chasing Wind came in.

"Big brother." Ling Feng and Rufeng said in unison.

"By the way, you haven't eaten yet, I asked Sister-in-law Alan to prepare millet porridge and snacks."

"Thank you, big brother, you are so thoughtful," Rufeng smiled, "I'll go to Sheng." ”

Ling Feng pushed Rufeng onto the stool: "I'll go, you can sit here well."

The air is full of tenderness and honey.

Ling Feng filled the porridge and carefully brought it to Rufeng, "This porridge is kept warm in hot water, you see if it's cold, if it's cold, I'll take it and heat it up." ”

Rufeng looked at Ling Feng amusedly, "Do you know how to heat porridge, in my impression you have never cooked." ”

Ling Feng just laughed and didn't speak.

Of course, Rufeng wouldn't know that in her gray days, how many "Zi'er's meals" were actually made by him.

I have to say that Ling Feng is a genius, and the skills he learned can even be concealed from Rufeng.

Rufeng tasted the porridge and said, "Well, the temperature is just right, you can also sit down and eat." ”

So Ling Feng also sat down.

Rufeng was still immersed in the atmosphere just now and did not ease up, and this meal was somewhat absent-minded.

Ling Feng's eyes never left Rufeng for a moment.

The preoccupied like the wind has a different style, and his eyes exude a vague hazy beauty, and Ling Feng is fascinated by it.

At the end, Ling Feng asked Rufeng, "Rufeng, look, we have found the news of Master Hui Bing, do you want to tell Baifu?" ”

Rufeng's eyes were still foggy, and he said lightly, "It's all up to you." ”

"Then I'll go to Baifu tomorrow to pay a visit, and by the way, I'll go to see Zi'er."

Rufeng nodded.

"Like the wind." Ling Feng suddenly called.

"Huh?" Rufeng blinked softly and looked at Ling Feng.

"Don't be too sad, Master Hui Bing is now a cultivator, and everything in the world is a thing of the past for her."

"I understand." Rufeng gently pursed the corners of his mouth and said slightly.

"Okay, then you rest first, I'll go to Baifu tomorrow, and I'll tell you any news in time."

"Hmm." Like the wind, he looked at Ling Feng gently, showing the appearance of a bird.

This look made Ling Feng intoxicated, it was a look that he couldn't get enough of in his life, and she was someone he couldn't see enough in his life, but in order to let Rufeng have a good rest, he had to leave reluctantly.