"In the past, I never admit defeat, and whenever new recruits come to the company, I have to show a few hands to suppress them, and then watch them show adoring eyes, and I feel a sense of accomplishment in my heart."

Yan Ming stood next to a tree on the side of the runway, reaching out and touching the trunk of the tree, his fingers scratching the bark.

"There was a time when I thought it was my vanity. Everything has to compete for the jackpot and show off. ”

Zhuang Zhuang felt that there was something in Yan Ming's words.

So he asked, "Master, are you not convinced by this leg injury......

He felt that Yan Ming was a little discouraged because of the frustration of the withdrawal from training.

Yan Ming turned his face, looked at Zhuang Zheng seriously, and suddenly smiled.

"Hahaha, solemn, you kid still doesn't know enough about me. No, you don't understand, I was willing to withdraw from the training this time, and there was nothing unconvinced. I'm competitive, but I'm not that small. Victory and defeat are common things in soldiers, and I am a soldier and understand this truth. ”

"That's ......" said solemnly, "but I don't understand, why didn't you hold on yesterday?" Now that we've made it here, we're just 100 meters away......"

Yan Ming said: "I suddenly came to my senses, understand? I figured it out, thought it through. I found that in the past, I always liked to show a few hands in front of the soldiers, trying to suppress others, it was not because I was competitive, but because I was getting less and less confident. ”

"Do you understand that feeling?" Yan Ming asked again.

Zhuang Zhen really didn't understand, so he could only shake his head slightly.

Yan Ming sighed: "It's like walking at night, you have to yell a few times to give yourself courage." I'm not vain, I'm afraid. When the soldiers get old, they become more oily, and they lose their self-confidence. I always felt that I could outperform the years, but yesterday, I suddenly saw myself clearly, solemn, I can't do it anymore...... Not only is I getting older, but I am also injured, and I can't run dozens of kilometers a day like before, and I can still run a kilometer with a log on my shoulder, and my body doesn't allow it. ”

"Yesterday I wanted to try again and carry it again, but I suddenly found that if I did this, I was pit my comrades-in-arms, and I also cheated you young players, I can be competitive, but I can't be selfish, I can't drag others into the water in order to meet my own wishes, be comrades-in-arms, there is no way to ......do this."

Captain Yan Ming's voice trembled slightly.

It's like his heart.

Zhuang Zhuang said: "Don't say that, master, you can go and be a commander." ”

Yan Ming said: "The captain said that he wanted me to be an instructor, but I knew that it was to take care of me. To be honest, I don't like to be a political cadre, I like to be a commanding officer. And I'm afraid that my leg will not recover in the future, and it is impossible for me to return to combat duty, if that is the case, I would rather change jobs. ”

Zhuang Zhuang still wanted to persuade him, but Yan Ming raised his hand and signaled him not to persuade again.

"Okay, I know my own situation, don't persuade me, you should be happy for me, I changed jobs to the public security department, and the welfare is very good, the special police brigade over there in S City has long wanted me to go over, and your sister-in-law also happens to work there, so it is convenient to take care of the family in the past." It's been eleven years, I've been a soldier for eleven years and four months, and in these eleven years, I've only taken six vacations, and in less than half a year, I owe your sister-in-law ......"

Speaking of this, he suddenly shook his head and waved his hand.

"Forget it, let's not talk about that. I should congratulate you, you passed this Devil's Week assessment, I think you three senior soldiers who came out of the hunter detachment really earned face for you Captain Han this time, before I did it, I would definitely dig the foot of the wall. ”

Zhuang Yan was a little embarrassed by Yan Ming's praise, so he said modestly: "I'm not that powerful, after I became a soldier, in the company or in the teaching team, or in the hunter detachment, I didn't think I was the most powerful." ”

Yan Ming smiled: "That's because you have never really taken a good look at yourself, with your military quality, you are all the top in our Red Arrow Brigade, you just need a little time to polish it." ”

After a pause, he said again: "Forget it, I won't say much about these words, I am looking for you today, I have something to tell you." ”

Said solemnly: "Master, just say it." ”

Yan Ming reached into his pocket, touched it, and took out the notebook with a cowhide cover, the size of his palm, not very small, but the number of pages was quite a lot.

Hand the notebook to the solemn face.

"Take it."

"What's it?"

"Take it, this is some of the skills I have learned in rifles and pistols for so many years, both new and old guns, and I'm not good at sniping, maybe not as good as you, but rifles and pistols, I think I can still guide you."

solemnly took the book and looked through it.

It is full of training experiences, although it is not as standard as the textbook, but it is more in line with the actual training.

This thing is a treasure, it is a unique skill that Yan Ming has accumulated over the years, and it is not in the textbooks, it is precious.

"This ......" said solemnly, "it is too precious......"

He felt a little embarrassed.

People have practiced for so many years, and they have gained so much experience, so they just take it, and they always feel as if they owe something to others.

Yan Ming's face tensed, and he said, "Take it!" ”

Solemnly jumped, and his hand retracted.

Yan Ming said: "I have this thing in my mind, not to mention, leaving it to you can be regarded as leaving it to those in need, you will become an officer in the future, and you can also teach it to your soldiers." ”

Zhuang Zhuang was a little embarrassed and said: "Master, I am quite good, and it depends on whether the troops want it or not." ”

"Why not?!" Yan Ming said: "If you can study abroad this time, you will definitely be promoted when you come back, why give a soldier index?" You still don't understand? ”

Zhuang Zhuang smiled and said, "I don't understand." ”

Yan Ming sighed and said, "Solemn, although your training is excellent, if you really become an officer, or want to be an officer, there are some things that you can't learn from textbooks, and being an officer is also a science." It is necessary to deal not only with the relationship with the above, but also with the relationship below. If you are a platoon commander, you have to mobilize the enthusiasm of several squad leaders, and as a company commander, you have to manage several platoon commanders and your deputy, and these are not things that can be learned from training materials......

Zhuang Zhuang felt that Yan Ming's words were meaningful.

He seemed to understand, and he didn't seem to fully understand.

Seeing that Zhuang Zhuang didn't understand, Yan Ming left the tree and continued to walk on the runway, saying as he walked: "Remember, there are three ways to be a soldier. One is how others do it, how you do it, this road is stable, and it is not easy to go wrong. Find a pacesetter, learn from others, learn enough, at least in the army will not be too sad. ”

"Another rule is that you will do what the leader tells you to do. This road is spacious, the leader likes it, and it is a road to make achievements, but people with strong personalities will do very uncomfortable, and I also look down on this kind of person, which is not interesting. ”

"The third rule is to do what you have to do. If you think it is right, you must insist on it, be worthy of the party and the country, and be worthy of the people at the bottom, do the most appropriate thing in your own post, and be worthy of your military years. Actually, this is the path you Captain Han is taking. But this road is a rugged mountain road, and if you don't get it, it's a sheep's intestine trail, and it's tiring and hard, and if no one appreciates you, it's going to be hard. ”

With that, the man stopped and looked solemn.

"Solemn, if one day you really become an officer, have you figured out which way you want to go?"

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I was in a bad mood last night, and I complained about it, and I thank you dear readers for your comfort.

Since I have written this book, I will write it well and carefully, just like the solemnity in the book, I have chosen my own path, and I must insist on going on, go well, and be worthy of myself.

In the end, I'm still a little vulgar - big brothers, big sisters, beautiful little brothers, ask for a monthly pass!