"I'm not, I didn't mean to." She muttered, her hands moving restlessly.

Her tears were dripping down her pillow, and thin layers of fine sweat were on her forehead.

She turned to face him. Although she hadn't woken up yet, she was trapped in her dreams.

Under the flickering candlelight, her face darkened and brightened, like the alternation of light and darkness in her world. She only had a straw, and she wanted to hold onto it.

When she sleeps, there is always a bad problem. She always likes to sleep with something in her arms, and it's all due to her insecurity. She had to look for herself, looking for the straw that could hold her hand, just so that she wouldn't float in this world again.

She was hunched over, her whole body curled up, looking extremely pitiful, and people couldn't help but want to protect her.

Shen Jing thought like this, he originally wanted to wipe the tears from the corners of her eyes for her, just because he couldn't bear to see her cry.

What he knows is that the man sweats and does not shed tears, but her tears do not need money, and they flow intermittently.

He told himself that he just didn't want her to lose her manly face, so he wanted to care about her, he wanted to wipe her tears, and that's it.

At most, it was her kindness that saved her, and she comforted herself that night, so that he would not realize that he was the only one in the world, and she gave him warmth.

Before he finished getting up, a person turned in his arms. He lowered his eyes and saw that it was the young man, his eyebrows furrowed tightly, and he was sleeping very uncomfortably, and he could not hear what was muttering in his mouth.

He had no choice but to lie down, one hand wrapped around her neck, and she took the opportunity to approach her, as if to hide herself in his arms.

He was stunned, the tip of his nose was the fragrance of her face, sweet and greasy. The tender flesh of her neck touched his arm, and his skin seemed to be steaming, and he felt extremely hot.

He just thought it was too hot and just wanted to get out of bed and open the window. She was quiet at the moment, but as soon as he moved, she had an uneasy look on her face.

He had to give up on that idea, and just quietly moved back, not wanting to get too close to her.

He Yan seemed to be aware of it, and she moved as soon as he moved. He staggered to the edge of the bed, and if he moved any more, he would surely fall to the ground. She was following him closely, but she was only one him away from falling.

He was so angry and funny, and now he really cheated himself. He could only lie in place, unable to move, for fear of waking her up, and for fear of falling off the bed, if they fell together, it would be even worse to act as a human cushion.

He had to lie still, and only when she was asleep could he pull away from her.

However, he overestimated her endurance, and she was only quiet for a moment, as if she had adapted to his embrace, but she became frightened again.

He sighed, wondering why she liked to cry so much? Seeing her this time, I saw her in the hospital during the day, and she still had a smile in her eyes. At night, it's like a different person.

When thoughts were racing in his head, she had a huge reaction. She put her hands forward, as if to stop someone's progress.

But what is good about not dying is that she is in his arms. With her move, he only had time to withdraw his hand, but the whole person fell directly out of bed.

He snorted and comforted himself, he was destined and couldn't escape. He barely got up from the ground and stretched, only to feel that the bones in his body were about to fall apart.

Looking at the person in the bed, she still couldn't sleep well. He was trapped, but she didn't know what she had done.

She couldn't grasp anything in her hands, and her body curled up desperately, muttering in her mouth, and her face was very painful.

He got up and went to the bed, sat down on the edge of the bed, and now he heard what she was saying, and she said, "I didn't mean to!" ”

He had already inquired about her captors, but he didn't know anything about it. He heard her say that it was four burly women and a masked man.

He looked for someone to go back to investigate, but there was not even a single corpse. Therefore, he concluded that someone had hidden the corpse and disappeared. However, he didn't understand, what was the use of asking her?

"Don't, don't come here!" She screamed, and the person woke up.

He looked into her eyes, his eyes blurred and unable to focus. She unconsciously straightened up, buried her head in her knees, and hugged her knees tightly, showing a self-protective appearance, her body still shaking.

He saw her like this, and unconsciously went to her, leaving behind all the reasons, and now he only wanted to make her better. He touched her hair with his hand, a comfort and an encouragement.

She paused, her body was even tighter, she was terribly afraid, biting her lip and whimpering, as if she was terrified to the extreme.

His comfort didn't make her any better, he had to change the way, he called her softly, "Ayan! Ayan! Look up at me! ”

He shouted a few times, but she didn't respond. He went to take her hand, which was now hanging loosely at his side.

He put her hand in his palm and whispered, "Do you feel it?" I'm real! I'm always there for you! ”

The warmth of his palm awakened her thoughts, and her cold heart gradually revived. She looked up at him, against the light, but she could see it clearly, perhaps the image that had been sketched many times in her heart, and would not dissipate for any reason.

"Shen Jing." She whispered his name, and this voice was full of endless trust, but it was also her endless fear.

"Well, I'm here, don't be afraid!"

"Well, I'm not afraid!" When she saw him, there was some sparkle in her eyes, but she didn't dare to close them again, for fear that the dreamer would come looking for her again.

He carefully considered his words, faced them, and said extremely seriously: "Can you tell me why you are so afraid?" ”

He knew her, she killed by mistake, but she was only there to protect others. And although she killed someone for the first time, he didn't think it was the main reason.

After all, many days have passed since that incident, but her fear is getting worse and worse.

He didn't ignore the tooth marks on her lips, which were even dotted with red. Her face was unusually pale, but her lips were red and swollen, which looked particularly frightening.

But there was an emotion called distress in his heart.

"I ······ I"

He saw her entanglement, but he didn't want to force her to do what he didn't want to do. What he wanted was that he would accompany her and spend time with her.

Wait until one day, she can trust him and tell him about her pain, and he will heal her well. "If you don't want to, forget it."

She didn't want to sleep for a while, and everything in her heart was also uncomfortable. Maybe it's because of the night, there is always a feeling of loneliness, and she is no exception. In addition, she really wanted to find someone to talk to, so she wanted to reveal a few points in her heart, "I'll tell you a story!" ”

"Good!" He hooked the corners of his mouth, not knowing if he was laughing because of her trust or because of his anticipation of the story.

"A girl, I don't know if it's a coincidence or destiny, no matter where she goes, there will always be someone who is not lucky. It's not a coincidence once, but it's like this several times. She didn't believe it, but she had to! ”

"Because even her mother died because of her. They all said that the little girl had harmed someone, but she didn't do anything. When she grew up, she really killed a life because of a mistake. She swallowed, the look in her eyes was incomprehensible, but she was nervous.

She stared at him, trying to read the true emotions in her eyes, but she was very nervous, and her hands were clenched subconsciously, "You say, what should the girl do?" ”

He didn't understand why she told the story, he didn't have any other feelings, but he found the girl in the story distressing.

He looked into her eyes and said seriously: "She is not wrong, what is wrong is the way of this world!" ”

There was a faint glint in her eyes, "If it were you, would you be disgusted with her?" ”

The word "disgust" unconsciously lowered her voice.

"I will do my best to protect her, and I hope she can live well!"

"But they said she was ······" She's a scourge

She couldn't say the second half of the sentence, and she had her own selfishness in her heart. She still wants to live well, wants someone by her side, and doesn't want to live alone anymore.

Even if it was just a false one, she would wake up sooner rather than later, like a dream, she was not willing to give up.

"Whatever she is, I just follow my heart" My heart told me that I would protect her

"So, everything follows the heart?" She thought about it for a while, wanting to know more about him, and also wanted to give herself an answer to the questions she had been asking for years.

"Don't lose your heart, it's not your fault that you missed," he wanted to say, and everything is not your fault.

Her eyes regained clarity, but she also knew that the problem in her heart all along was not a problem at all, but just the desire of the people.

Heart, the word she ignored, was disturbing her heart in the first half of her life.

"I'm not afraid, you go and rest!" She smiled at him, a smile of relief.

He knew she would put it down, and her smile gradually became vivid, and the stone in his heart rose a little.

"You have a good rest."

"Well, you too."

She caught a glimpse of his hair scattering, and the whole person looked a little tired, she felt a little guilty, but more trust.

She regained her senses and smiled sweetly at him. "Thank you!"

He remained where he was, not knowing what he was thinking.

She looked up at him, but she didn't bother him, but now she felt that he had changed a lot, and she trusted him a lot.

"In a few days, I'll take you out on the streets!"

He finally spoke up, waiting for her reply. He didn't know what he was going to do, but he really wanted her to stay here and use the prosperity of Kyoto to attract her to stop and stop going.

"Well, I haven't been there yet!"

She thought that when she had seen the bustle of Kyoto, she should go to other places as well, just to see all the scenery in various places.

What they didn't know was that a few days later they saw a different Kyoto, and the reason for leaving was no longer the same.